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 Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 1:44 am
huh!? *He darts his head up, looking at Nana. His cheeks were shining with the fresh tears, and a lot of them. His eyes themselvers looked like they were made of water* Oh... Nana-sama.... gomen nasai *His sniffles, rubs his eyes in vane, and slides up to his feet* I'm sorry if I bothered you....
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 1:55 am
No, you didn't bother me at all. Poor dear, you're crying...
*Nana takes the edge of her robe's sleeve and gently whipes Thanatos' eyes clear. She speaks in the softest of tones*
Are you alright Thanatos?
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 1:59 am
*He stands and his door still. Even as Nana tries to dry his cheeks they still spill down his cheeks*...i...iie. I'm not......One of my best friends.....I....I killed him..... *He clenches his eyes shut tighter and hugs himself*
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:07 am
*Nana can hear the urgency in Thanatos' voice. It was obviously an accident. Still in the softest of tones she can muster*
o.o
What happened Thanatos... tell me?
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:13 am
*He stutters badly in his voice, trembling. He looks like he could give out at any time* H-he and someone else....c-came to see me... I w-was on my w-way back. b-but he wanted me to....go back to the dojo. I j-just couldn't...not right now..... and when he tried t-to pers-suade me.... *He starts to get more irrational* I...I didn't know what to do... I was confused...scared....sad.... my powers.... they impaled him.... I....didn't mean to..... I didn't want to.... my powers just..... I couldn't control it.... *He lets his arms drop and his knees slowly give out*
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:22 am
Thanatos!
*Nana catches the lad, then hugs him tightly as a mother would a child*
Shh... shh... It's alright... don't be afraid. If you need to... then just cry. It was out of your control, you couldn't have known....
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:28 am
cry I....*Than just leans on Nana, it was the most comfort he'd have had in a while.....the last time he'd really been in an embrace was with Kaiori...before she was somehow revived completely* He's....he's alive now.....but I couldn't do anything for him........it's my fault that I can't control my power......that he died....that they're still suffering *Than just buries his face in her shoulder*
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:35 am
*Nana pats his back lightly with one hand. The other on his head*
He's alive? Then... take rejoice that he is alive. He was saved from death's uncertain grasp.... You'll find a way to control your powers Thanatos, I know you will. It may take some time, and effort but you will find a way... because you want it don't you?
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:41 am
I...It doesn't matter... *He seems to be a little more calm* I don't care what happens to me Nana-sama.... I'll do whatever I have to for my friends at the dojo..... th..they've all done so much for me.....and all I do, no matter how hard I try, is bring them more pain......no matter what I do one of them always gets hurt....
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:45 am
Hmm... no. Someone so kind-hearted as you couldn't possibly. Risking everything, may seem like a romantic notion, but... If done for the wrong reasons, that may be what hurts them more.
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:51 am
*he's still crying, but he's not sobbing anymore* I just didn't want to see them hurt or sad....but it was always me causing it...... it's either me or my past... I....didn't mean for any of it....
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:57 am
You may not be able to change your past, or what happened then... but you can change what happens now.
*There's a faint smile on Nana's face, and a look of understanding*
Now..... now is the time to mold your future, because you still have one.
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 3:05 am
*He stays silent for a little. Than's arms creep around Nana and hug her tightly in return* But.....what can I do....without hurting them....... I don't deserve this many chances.......
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 3:14 am
You're better than this Thanatos. That's why you receive all of your chances. You have people who believe in you, and will continue to do so. The good and the bad always travel side by side. When the gravest of storms thunders, and when it seems it may last forever... the sun always finds a way threw, and the storm eventually quiets.... You may be Mastema's son, but you can still be their sun too.
*She's smiling warmly to Thanatos*
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 3:22 am
*he wanted to ask why he'd been given so many chances...but he settled on a more settling question* You're saying.... that if I keep trying....I'll find a way to help them?
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