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 Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 1:12 pm
Cannibal Horsey Kamilucis I had expected and hoped for to much in a way, totally saw it ending this way yet again. I never really want attention or be the center or spotlight but it would be nice to have some company, odd I have such a strange and awkward family. I would go on hiatus but I ll still post here from time to time, plus i love making the CS update threads XD anywho if anyone reads this, I hope you're ok and I hope you have great weekend and take of yourself<3 *glomp* but what would we all do without our Kammy? We can't survive! NO GOING! Sorry I ll be lurking and posting randomly and I miss you Peo ;o;
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 1:50 pm
Please don't fall for me again. We've been done that road, there's a reason we're just friends now.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 3:58 pm
I have a scattered memory which is like a scattered dream, and a scattered dream which is like a scattered memory
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 5:44 pm
And once again I'm more upset by the lack of truth than the truth itself.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 6:19 pm
I want amazing couple art and that birdie
Time to stock up on gold >D
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 11:28 pm
My dad decided everyone was going to stay in Chicago until the 27th. Except for me. He bought me my plane ticket and I'll be back home on the 16th. That's the soonest he could book me a flight to get the hell out of here.
I owe all of you guys an apology. It was brought to my attention that I have been acting petty and such lately and I am sincerely sorry for that. I'm also really sorry to the individuals who thought my previous posts could have been about them. Now that I've had the chance to think it through the problem was with me the whole time. I was feeling jealous of people for stupid little things that shouldn't have been bothering me in the first place. I hope you guys can forgive me for this.
I also found out that I can't just take a hiatus from the guild. I kept logging back into Gaia on my phone all day. I apparently just don't have the willpower to stay away from here.
I can't stop crying. I can't believe how much of an idiot I am. How ******** naive and trusting can I be? Ok, I need to stop thinking about this otherwise I'm going to make myself sick again. I'm just glad my dads letting me stay in the hotel room until I leave so I don't have to see anyone.
I'ma go curl up and die now.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 11:45 pm
Kamilucis I had expected and hoped for to much in a way, totally saw it ending this way yet again. I never really want attention or be the center or spotlight but it would be nice to have some company, odd I have such a strange and awkward family. I would go on hiatus but I ll still post here from time to time, plus i love making the CS update threads XD anywho if anyone reads this, I hope you're ok and I hope you have great weekend and take of yourself<3 *hugs* You take care of yourself too okay? Once you're done with your hiatus we want you back here in one piece, so care is important. o3o Reglare Excile I have a scattered memory which is like a scattered dream, and a scattered dream which is like a scattered memory I think I know what you're saying. It makes some sense. If those things are scattered then maybe you're confused about something, if this is the case then talking about whatever it is with someone is the key to helping with it. That's always the best thing to do, it never helps to keep things bottled up inside yourself. If you do that the feeling will consume you and you'll feel depressed. Now I'm no too sure about all that stuff with scattered dreams and memories, but I think my interpretation works out ok. Unrelated note: My sister is mean. I was talking to her about Tyler and she freaking recorded me without me knowing. She then played the recording for me several times, I really really really hate my recorded voice. I got her to delete most of the message, thank goodness. But she kept about 15 seconds of it, I told her not to show it to anyone and I think I can trust her not to do that.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 11:55 pm
I feel really sick. Like I'm going to throw up. And I've got a fever. I should probably go take a shower, but I'm afraid if I try to get up I'll collapse, or faint again. There's no one else in the house, my phone's not charged and I don't know where it is. I can't go to sleep. I don't know what to do. I just feel so queasy. x.x
I'm worried about what might happen.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 11:56 pm
Vinicius Fernagon My dad decided everyone was going to stay in Chicago until the 27th. Except for me. He bought me my plane ticket and I'll be back home on the 16th. That's the soonest he could book me a flight to get the hell out of here. I owe all of you guys an apology. It was brought to my attention that I have been acting petty and such lately and I am sincerely sorry for that. I'm also really sorry to the individuals who thought my previous posts could have been about them. Now that I've had the chance to think it through the problem was with me the whole time. I was feeling jealous of people for stupid little things that shouldn't have been bothering me in the first place. I hope you guys can forgive me for this. I also found out that I can't just take a hiatus from the guild. I kept logging back into Gaia on my phone all day. I apparently just don't have the willpower to stay away from here. I can't stop crying. I can't believe how much of an idiot I am. How ******** naive and trusting can I be? Ok, I need to stop thinking about this otherwise I'm going to make myself sick again. I'm just glad my dads letting me stay in the hotel room until I leave so I don't have to see anyone.
I'ma go curl up and die now.I'm glad you're coming back early, but what's wrong? D: I didn't think you sounded petty. :< Just that the trip coming up was just wearing on your nerves. It's hard to stay away from here sometimes. If you don't want to talk about it, it's okay, but you can PM, Skype or text me, anything's fine with me since I can't sleep, just want to make sure you're okay first. :< And curl up with me instead please. >0> /huggles.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:15 am
Why can't I do anything right?
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:28 am
Jedi Sasquatch Why can't I do anything right? Well you seem perfectly capable of typing. And using a computer. And logging on to Gaia. And posting a reply. xP You can do stuff. =D
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:29 am
cave_dweller_candy Jedi Sasquatch Why can't I do anything right? Well you seem perfectly capable of typing. And using a computer. And logging on to Gaia. And posting a reply. xP You can do stuff. =D
I'm hardly good at posting a reply. Seems like half the time when I post something here I end up pissing somebody off and/or breaking a rule.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:31 am
Jedi Sasquatch cave_dweller_candy Jedi Sasquatch Why can't I do anything right? Well you seem perfectly capable of typing. And using a computer. And logging on to Gaia. And posting a reply. xP You can do stuff. =D
I'm hardly good at posting a reply. Seems like half the time when I post something here I end up pissing somebody off and/or breaking a rule.
But you're technically capable of doing it. 3nodding What's wrong?
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:36 am
A lot of things...
I'm always a bit surprised whenever people tell me that they don't want me to leave, because it seems like there's rarely ever a day when I don't cause some sort of problem.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:52 am
Jedi Sasquatch Why can't I do anything right? Your lungs are still taking in air. Your heart is still pumping blood. Your spleen...is doing what ever spleens do. I say you're doing something right since you're still kicking.
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