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 Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:46 pm
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch Damn it, I really wish I wouldn't get worked up whenever I see someone flirt. It's caused me to get into arguments and cause crap more than once. I hate the way I am... .__. I'm sorry, it's my fault.
No, it's not yours. It's mine.
No, it's mine, I should show a little more restraint while ane is around.
I wish I didn't have this stupid trigger in the first place...
And that's why I kind of hate that whole concept that good relationships come by themselves instead of being searched for. I know that getting a girlfriend would help get rid of this insecurity in me, so I don't want to have to wait for the spark to light on its own. I really just want to go out and find someone.
Then do that. Plenty of descent relationships happen just by seeing a girl you think is cute and asking her out...or for her number.
I suppose I could do that. Though that does mean I have to go outside more...
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:47 pm
Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch
No, it's not yours. It's mine.
No, it's mine, I should show a little more restraint while ane is around.
I wish I didn't have this stupid trigger in the first place...
And that's why I kind of hate that whole concept that good relationships come by themselves instead of being searched for. I know that getting a girlfriend would help get rid of this insecurity in me, so I don't want to have to wait for the spark to light on its own. I really just want to go out and find someone.
Then do that. Plenty of descent relationships happen just by seeing a girl you think is cute and asking her out...or for her number.
I suppose I could do that. Though that does mean I have to go outside more...
Which is also on your to do list, kill two birds with one stone.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:52 pm
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch
No, it's not yours. It's mine.
No, it's mine, I should show a little more restraint while ane is around.
I wish I didn't have this stupid trigger in the first place...
And that's why I kind of hate that whole concept that good relationships come by themselves instead of being searched for. I know that getting a girlfriend would help get rid of this insecurity in me, so I don't want to have to wait for the spark to light on its own. I really just want to go out and find someone.
Then do that. Plenty of descent relationships happen just by seeing a girl you think is cute and asking her out...or for her number.
I suppose I could do that. Though that does mean I have to go outside more...
Which is also on your to do list, kill two birds with one stone. Or kill 50 with some gasoline and a match. Girls like a little spark. xd
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:53 pm
Ziaya Jer0nim0 Ane-- I do the blurting thing a LOT IRL. I think it's why some people avoid me, because I'm so blunt. >,> And awh. /hugs. <3 I hate moods like that, I get them all the time when I'm frustrated with what I'm working with. Just use your energy on the next project to make it awesome. O:< I'm pretty sure people think I'm stupid because of some of the stuff I say...even though I get A's in all my more academic classes (I'm pretty sure I sound like a moron half the time I say something in the archaeology classes, but my written work is much better and doesn't sound idiotic). The teacher told me to just think of it as a learning experience and gave me some advice. I manage to look smart and sound stupid at the same time, verbally. I'm not very smart at all though, I barely maintain my grades, and my ADD really screws me over worse (like right now, but it feels useless to be working when I'm like this). But yeah, written word is often the way to go. @,@ And I guess that's true. I know it doesn't feel great, as someone who is constantly in that mode all the time, but at least the advice should help. Besides, where there's downs there's going to be ups. <3
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:56 pm
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch
No, it's not yours. It's mine.
No, it's mine, I should show a little more restraint while ane is around.
I wish I didn't have this stupid trigger in the first place...
And that's why I kind of hate that whole concept that good relationships come by themselves instead of being searched for. I know that getting a girlfriend would help get rid of this insecurity in me, so I don't want to have to wait for the spark to light on its own. I really just want to go out and find someone.
Then do that. Plenty of descent relationships happen just by seeing a girl you think is cute and asking her out...or for her number.
I suppose I could do that. Though that does mean I have to go outside more...
Which is also on your to do list, kill two birds with one stone.
Only problem is that I'm not exactly sure what to go out and do. My counselor suggested that I try to find a job where I'd be working with people around my age, but that's the only idea I've got.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 9:59 pm
I really hate getting bloody noses.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 10:00 pm
epic-writer42 I really hate getting bloody noses. Kats Kokeshi Doll likes this. *thumbs up emote*
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 10:04 pm
epic-writer42 I really hate getting bloody noses. Agree. Sometimes they send me into panic attacks and my asthma kicks in and I get dizzy.
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2011 10:11 pm
I really hate getting bloody noses, too. D:
...Which is why I'm thankful that I never get them.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 2:24 am
Totally snuck on while everyone's sleeping ninja
I couldn't fall asleep earlier so I just laid there thinking about the one thing that's been pissing me off lately. I finally thought I worked through it and then I come online and see that the person who's been pissing me off is going on and on about the same old crap.
I think what I need to do is take a break from the computer. Maybe like one or two weeks. So I can sort through some things.
Yeah. That's what I'll do. So no Skype or Gaia or anything else until I can work through this crap.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 2:37 am
Vinicius Fernagon Totally snuck on while everyone's sleeping ninja
I couldn't fall asleep earlier so I just laid there thinking about the one thing that's been pissing me off lately. I finally thought I worked through it and then I come online and see that the person who's been pissing me off is going on and on about the same old crap.
I think what I need to do is take a break from the computer. Maybe like one or two weeks. So I can sort through some things.
Yeah. That's what I'll do. So no Skype or Gaia or anything else until I can work through this crap. *pats* There there I'm sure everything will sort itself out eventually! taking a break can be really good for you Hope it's not me pissing you off sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 7:47 am
Vinicius Fernagon Totally snuck on while everyone's sleeping ninja
I couldn't fall asleep earlier so I just laid there thinking about the one thing that's been pissing me off lately. I finally thought I worked through it and then I come online and see that the person who's been pissing me off is going on and on about the same old crap.
I think what I need to do is take a break from the computer. Maybe like one or two weeks. So I can sort through some things.
Yeah. That's what I'll do. So no Skype or Gaia or anything else until I can work through this crap.
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 8:10 am
there are just some things that cannot be unseen thank you classmates ._. burning_eyes
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 10:10 am
I had expected and hoped for to much in a way, totally saw it ending this way yet again.
I never really want attention or be the center or spotlight but it would be nice to have some company, odd I have such a strange and awkward family.
I would go on hiatus but I ll still post here from time to time, plus i love making the CS update threads XD
anywho if anyone reads this,
I hope you're ok and I hope you have great weekend and take of yourself<3
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2011 11:08 am
Kamilucis I had expected and hoped for to much in a way, totally saw it ending this way yet again. I never really want attention or be the center or spotlight but it would be nice to have some company, odd I have such a strange and awkward family. I would go on hiatus but I ll still post here from time to time, plus i love making the CS update threads XD anywho if anyone reads this, I hope you're ok and I hope you have great weekend and take of yourself<3 *glomp* but what would we all do without our Kammy? We can't survive! NO GOING!
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