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Kira-fightingdreamer Crew
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 Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 1:20 pm
Holidays are drawing closer~
I wish everyone a happy, pain reduced if not free, holiday season.
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2009 4:46 pm
I hope every1 from HSLS have a low/mild pain holiday break. I wish u all have a Merry Christmas n Happy New Year.
n I really hope our boldie could come bac soon. I wish u well, boldie. ~XxX~
For HSLS:
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 2:51 am
bittersweet and evocative I was wondering if you could please take the time to view my video on my nerve damage. It's for an event called 'Project For Awesome' where we make videos in support of a charity, and then other people view it, and rate and comment it also (if you have a youtube account). Thank you so much!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6cWCQeRdGc
Thank you so much Bittersweet- I think that's a great message, and i bookmarked it for future reminders. Everyone is so strong in their own way. YOU guys amaze me!
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 2:54 am
If anyone is in Oklahoma, they can always come to my house, and I'd welcome you all in ! Happy Holidays !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 9:22 am
Hi Guys! It's me........ eek !!! I've been having great difficulty in my personal life, as most of you know, and I have made the decision to step down from the guild entirely. My husband is requiring more time than I can provide at the moment, and since he's the love of my life, I must quit Dreamed Integrity all together. I don't WANT to do this, because all my supportive friends are here "cheering" me on, and making me feel better, even though none of you can take care of my horrendous lower lumbar pain. I've already notified Madralyn regarding this. It was truly my pleasure to start this Hug Soft, Love Strong thread. It probably was the best thing the guild had going for itself. (Just look at the number of posts)
It gives me great pain to leave this guild, because I hadn't intended to. I had intended to get my hands "even more dirtier" than they already were, and really get some plans activated that I had planned for 2010. Unfortunately, I cannot do that. I'm posting this in here, because this is where most of the guild members are. lol (Thank you guys for making this thread so successful. Please keep it going-even the castle !! Just put me in an elegant room and visit me in the huge swan bed I'm laying in. lol)
It has truly been MY pleasure and priviledge to serve you and to love you with all my heart. And I thank each and every one of you who has let me into their lives. I'll still be on Gaia, just with minimal time and minimal activity. Once again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. God bless each and every one of you, my friends..... I love you all !
Love always,
YOUR friend and sister, boldie
(It is time to move forward and not look back. Release me....)
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:34 pm
Oh Boldie... This is so sad, you were one of the first people to welcome me here and make me feel comfortable. I understand your decision though, because your husband should always come first if you truly love him. I think it is admirable that you are sacrificing to save your marriage as so many people give up without a fight nowadays. I will continue to pray for you. I know we would all love if you came back sometime in the future, maybe not as a guild leader, even if you were a member like us we would want you back anytime. You truly are a remarkable person who was willing to reach out through the internet to complete strangers who may not always be in the best mood because of pain. (I am guilty of that)
God bless you as you have blessed us,
Alicia Leone
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 12:41 pm
Well i was coming to say my day was not to bad but then i saw the message from boldie OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just breaks my heart you have done so much for me you will never know I Wish you nothing but the best but i will miss you hear you are so sweet and you just took me in under your wing thank you for helping me learn how to talk to everyone about my day and how i feel and thank you so much for Christmas i pray that this will make your marriage much better i do understand my hubby is wanting me to do the same so you do what you have to to keep the love of your life sweetheart i will miss you tons i hope we can still write each other God bless you and get back to were you and your hubby used to be it will be great for you both
heaps and heaps of soft hugs
love you always Darlene
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 3:33 pm
OMG, you guys..... You're making me literally cry, even as I write this. He is my world. He is so strong and I know he loves me. We have a long past together, and it would be such a waste if it all went to hell now. I'm not dying, I'm just quitting the guild. And of course, I will say hello to you all, and make sure you're doing okay. You ALL are brave souls to come to a completely strange guild and pour your hearts out. I feel sooo strongly about this thread. I'm not sure I can let it go. Not after hearing Alicia and Darlene,.... but I have to. Things are so touch and go. I just can't give up on "us". I won't. Alicia, Darlene, AILSA, OG Lo Lo, and everyone else....... I love you all..... so very much..... and I'm sorry I'm making this hard on everyone. But there comes a time when a person has to choose, and I choose him. I love him so much. It's a love that is so special and so fragile (right now), it should be boxed up in a nice pretty pink bow, not to be shared with anyone else. Please respect what I have to do, and I'll be back. Don't worry. You can't get rid of me THAT quick. ha But I do pray for you. I pray that your pain eases some, just like I pray to God for myself. Maybe it's because of Christmas, I don't know. He gets weird for some reason around this time. Twice it's happened before. Third time ?? Yeah, it's here, I didn't see it coming-shame on me.....But I will fight to keep him, to keep our marriage vows sacred and secure and strong once again. I love you all so very much. Please remain together as a group. If one should fall, pick them up quickly. Give your heart and soul to this thread, because you ARE real people, and I know you suffer REAL pain, just as I do. Watch out for one another. Stay on top of each others' needs and allow them to openly pour their heart out, if need be.God Bless you all......
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 3:47 pm
Oh boldie I am so sorry to see you go sweetie! But I totally understand Hang in there and don't give up. Hugs sweetie and any time you need to talk I am here.
Suze you are in Oklahoma!? So am I!
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 3:52 pm
Oh my... I can't believe what I'm reading eek Boldie is leaving... boldie is leaving... boldie is WHAT?! o.o It just too sudden, Idk how to express what I'm feeling. Even tho I'm fairly new here - boldie, u were like an older sis to me. We share things in common - ie. we like graphics n colors(red/pink). I thought we could b closer as time goes by. But I guess ur journey on HSLS ends here, n I gotta let u go fight a diff battle on ur own. Tho I'm not too thrill about it, I understand ur marriage comes 1st. Of course, there will b a wing just for u in the castle - u can visit it anytime u feel pain/sad/alone... just anything. N yeah, don't b a stranger to HSLS - I will hold ya to ur promise. pirate wink lol j/k... We'll all miss u n I really wish u the best, boldie. I want the best for u bcos u deserve it. BEST WISH N GL 2 U - BOLDIE *HugSoftLoveStrong* ~XxX~
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A_Wolf_Drowning_In_Blood Crew
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 9:39 am
Oh, boldie! I hope you can stop by this thread one last time to read our posts. This makes me cry! I remember when i first met you on here, as CarlyDakota. At that time I had no idea that you had pain, and other health problems. You were so happy and go lucky! I'm lost for words. I wanted to write you a nice long essay, but now I forgot how I was going to write it all! Let's see if I can make it up as i go:
Susan, you were like another mother to me. I remember once the pains started, you told me and shared your thoughts about it with me. You even took the time to send me x-rays. In you doing that, it made me for once feel important! Like I could help somebody and feel good about it! (To tell you the truth, I don't pull out that razor as often as I did before I met you!)
Then you introduced me to Dreamed Integrity. That changed my life! What a turning point. I can help and support others who suffer, and help get answers to my own problems. Here I am able to feel good about myself in knowing that others "need" me to help them. I love you, boldie!
I agree, though. Your personal life is so much more important than the internet and virtual world. About a decade ago, people were able to survive without this invention of internet and computer, so why not now? I completely understand! Don't worry, Be happy! (I picked that up from my visit to Jamacia)
Well, back to what I orignally was going to post today! (We all must continue on! Like boldie's graphic says, "Never Dwell On One Obstacle Too Long, For Tomorrow Is Another Day."
I was at the bookstore last night and a (Oh, I don't wanna say "Retard") mentally disabled man of maybe 20 was (I guess it was his father) following him around saying repeatedly,"Juuust onnne Toyyyy... Juuust onne Toyyy...." I felt kinda bad for him. So, I went up to him and asked, "Which toy?" and he pointed, so I bought it for him. "Merry Christmas!" He then smiled back at me.
Well, I am now off to my Aunts house where every year I go to see my extended family and we open presents! On Christmas Eve we all (Mom, Dad, Half-Sister, Aunt, Cousin, Grandma, and Grandpa, and of course everyon'es doggies!) open presents. THen, on Christmas morning, my household opens presents from each other. So much fuuuuun! YIP!
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 10:04 am
angelbaskets Oh boldie I am so sorry to see you go sweetie! But I totally understand Hang in there and don't give up. Hugs sweetie and any time you need to talk I am here. Suze you are in Oklahoma!? So am I! Yup.... I'm from Tulsa. Where are you from?
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 1:15 pm
100 miles due south - in McAlester!
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 1:18 pm
Wolf that was so sweet of you! I'm sure you made his day if not his whole year. Hugs sweetie and Merry Christmas to everyone!
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 2:09 am
Oh Wolfsy, ur msg to boldie is just beautiful... It brought tears to my eyes reading it. I hope boldie would stop bac here once more too. She's really touch each n every1 here in her own special way. I'll truly miss her....
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