Welcome to Gaia! ::

*sneaks in*

Guess what bitches? IM BACK!!! BWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...
Thanks to my amazingly smart new pc, which can find networks everywhere it seems, I have net access at my aunts and I are teh happeh.

NOT happy about work though. Finding things very hard as Im constantly getting shouted at for supposed bad behaviour with the kids (even got accused of dragging a child which I have never done), while senior members of staff are allowed to run riot in the playground throwing wood chips with no regard for teh children or their welfare - I watched one of the room leader throw wood chips onto the slide at another member of staff today WHILE SHE WAS SURROUNDED BY CHILDREN.

Not to mention that I also got my lip bust open by a child head butting me and then a nose bleed thansk to being hit by another child with a toy. Funny how when Bard used to touch the stuff on my trousers he would get an INSTANT elbow to teh face. but witrh kids I just sit and take it. I suck. Damn my ability to discriminate between children and adults. I shoudl kill them all!!

I'll bonce you with my sai.

And I'll kick both your asses with my Dope-Fu!! D<

Anyway, I'm dressed like this because I'm dressingup along with the ASC 3nodding

And Roany, it's a laptop NOT A PC!!! 'KAY?!?! xd

*looks at the amount of gold she has then at the amount of golds she needs and sighs*

You know... as if things didnt go from bad... to worse.

We just got the boot from out "cousins" because their landlord threatened to kick them out for us being there. Tara and Eric lied to their landlord to even have us stay there as long as we did.. apparently Im just "babysitting" Isabelle instead of being her mother, so the landlady got major pissed off when they didnt have all the rent money that they should have had at the end of the week. Chris doesnt get paid until NEXT week and we have no diapers for Isabelle now and absolutely no food. Ive already written a bad check for 196.00 dollars that fed us all for three weeks and now we are completely out of food. As in... the dog isnt even going in the kitchen cuz it knows it's not getting anything. Isabelle is low on formula... and Ive gone to Crisis centers.. Help centers, WIC, EBT and everything else. No one can "help" us as we arent totally homeless yet.. and until we are, there is no help. sad cry

Now we are going to be staying in a brokedown piece of s**t camper that is most likely filled with bugs.... Chris's "Dad" can't help us... wont loan us any money and wont make his two teenage boys stay in the camper in order for Isabelle to have a safe haven. Ive been crying my eyes out for days...No one will help us..... and Im so scared Isabelle is going to be taken from us. Chris is trying to find another job in order to keep us above water, but I dont know how we're going to survive RIGHT now. Sure later on that money will be beneficial..but in the mean time... Isabelle has to suffer. I can't stand it.. She's also running a fever.. sleeping alot right now too.. What do I do, guys? Im so ******** scared. I thought things were looking up...and it all came crashing down. heh.

Life isnt worth living to me.. My baby is suffering.. and we are suffering. cry

I played D&D today and won. All hail the bardlike strategy of not dying.
( its a rule im stick by from now on )

Gonna see my hunskeeve again next weekend, hooray, even tho it isnt as much as i want....or need

Also a close friend of mine is going to belgium until june sad

So long Kris, happy shredding dude.

Gnight peoples.

Me too. That crazy fool sent me a Hamtaro-esque song he wrote today :S On a huge downside... poor b*****d doenst get to take an amp with him to Belgium. Gotta play through his laptop instead. *Sympathises*