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Compelling.

*Is off to find a bucket of ice-water, and to manage getting water into both ears.*

All the knives in my drawer are curved slightly...
....
Well, I can't help but seeing the irony in this situation and the annoying drone of my conscious telling me to continue to keep a good reputation is drowned out by the desire to prod the proverbial "wounded beast".
Seeing one such as KB delight ever so much in pain and suffering, heartache and dismemberment, death and decay, ect.
I can't help but find myself slightly amused watching you writhe in your own self pity...
While at the same time I feel a sense of shame at feeling such...
I do so enjoy inner tourmoil!

I don't intend to be special...
I simply can't stop myself from at least trying to draw some sort of attention to myself at anothers agony...
Nothing against you, I'm just a cold hearted, jaded b*****d.
If it makes you feel any better, I can't help but looking up to you.
Having the ability to make others look to you in disgust and steal all of the momentum simply by repeating yourself, yet at the same time being indispensable when it comes to certain happenings in this area of our little world...
Power, I guess is what you call it...
It drives the ambitious, who can claim to deny it's pull when they too arrive to such a position?

"Friends in high places...."
Too true, too true...
Though you could take your shots at various openings left behind in such...
However, humility is much more a virture of importance than any might care to admit.
The easiest way to the top is on the coat tails of the powerful...
To many followers in a society where everyone chooses to be a leader.
I simply try to pull against the tide.
Temporary alliegances lead to the final goal.
Far to overcome with human emotion and heartache, we make them lasting and are weakened because of it.
But how different from eachother can two people truely be when it comes down to base desires.
The only thing that separates the leader from the flock is willpower.

Wahoo!
Bleh, the game bores me...
Such a profound game design, it does become, as you say, mind numbing after a while.
It all comes down to consistency, which in the end makes for very poor entertainment value...
Just enough to see it through to the end.
I can't find much to hold my attention anymore......

I'm thinking of seriously resurrecting this Black Company BBQ idea. Some may oppose, but I think the majority would enjoy it. The guild is reaching a decline, marking four years on gaia we can't complain too much. The least we can do is go out with a bang, and this new story arc should be just what we need to cement our position as some of Gaia's best and oldest RPers.

Also, I think a group picture of all the players would be really rad and we could later caption it with their respective characters. For the interest of Nana I propose we bring a lot of steak, for TJ... welll... whatever vegetarians eat othr then veggies on one of the many kabobs. We could go somewhere public, maybe a great campsite if anyone knows of one. I was thinking warm sunny days, camping out of our cars right onto the beach and BBQ.

If anyone is serious, I'll hear suggestions on takers. I know a good number of us are well within range for roadtripping, and that the canadian branch is more then capable of meeting up.

sweatdrop Don't have a car.

Take a plane to the nearest airport and I could drive you xp Don't think you'll find many drivers who try to drive more safely than me.

I live just a few miles from Newport Beach in CA, but I doubt that'd be an ideal beach.