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 Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:26 pm
I think I might leave like I was talking about before.
I've noticed that I don't get depressed or upset when either of my brothers talk about their relationships, so I don't think the problem is with relationship talk in general. It's something about this place. And I don't just get this feeling when people talk about lovey dovey stuff, I get the feeling when people are really friendly to each other and stuff too.
I think I know what it is. I'm jealous because I still feel like I'm an outsider. Everyone here is so affectionate to one another, but all I seem to be capable of is causing arguments and drama.
I really got this feeling yesterday from the little incident that happened, which most of you didn't see. I feel like I'm bad for this guild, that I don't belong in this guild. But I don't know where I do belong.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:35 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I think I might leave like I was talking about before.
I've noticed that I don't get depressed or upset when either of my brothers talk about their relationships, so I don't think the problem is with relationship talk in general. It's something about this place. And I don't just get this feeling when people talk about lovey dovey stuff, I get the feeling when people are really friendly to each other and stuff too.
I think I know what it is. I'm jealous because I still feel like I'm an outsider. Everyone here is so affectionate to one another, but all I seem to be capable of is causing arguments and drama.
I really got this feeling yesterday from the little incident that happened, which most of you didn't see. I feel like I'm bad for this guild, that I don't belong in this guild. But I don't know where I do belong. You can be my wing man any day jedi.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:39 pm
Such a Catastrophe Thanks Kam and Peo and Cave! And I'm okay, making sure to stay hydrated and eat when I can. No worries heart That's great! =D
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:40 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kats Kokeshi Doll Little Miss Fortune I just saw something really disgusting, and it made me want to throw up crying Carmella?
Nah, it was that other woman who loves Nespin... What was her name? Nat? Rat? Fat? I can't remember D= @ both KKD and Fortune
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:41 pm
Jer0nim0 Kamilucis Mizu's current avie is awesome ohmygawdagree. @A@ <333 d'awww thanks 8D <333 Thank makes me happy.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:05 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I think I might leave like I was talking about before.
I've noticed that I don't get depressed or upset when either of my brothers talk about their relationships, so I don't think the problem is with relationship talk in general. It's something about this place. And I don't just get this feeling when people talk about lovey dovey stuff, I get the feeling when people are really friendly to each other and stuff too.
I think I know what it is. I'm jealous because I still feel like I'm an outsider. Everyone here is so affectionate to one another, but all I seem to be capable of is causing arguments and drama.
I really got this feeling yesterday from the little incident that happened, which most of you didn't see. I feel like I'm bad for this guild, that I don't belong in this guild. But I don't know where I do belong. I love you. *huggles* smile
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:37 pm
Such a Catastrophe I've had a stomach virus the past few days, so I really feel like crap. And Brian decides to be a huge jerk NOW. Not when I was feeling good and getting stuff done. Ugh. D: Jerkitude is no good. Is he just stressed or something? epic-writer42 Well it isn't me. I ain't no studmuffin...most of them are jerks anyways from what I've seen. ...So all of the zOMGuardians are jerks? D;
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:42 pm
I sent the "I miss my friend" message to Jon. I needed one of my friends to yell at me to give me the motivation but it's sent. I want to hide now. >.<
Edit: And now Jimmy is being his pessimistic self which is making me spaz even more. gonk
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:43 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I think I might leave like I was talking about before.
I've noticed that I don't get depressed or upset when either of my brothers talk about their relationships, so I don't think the problem is with relationship talk in general. It's something about this place. And I don't just get this feeling when people talk about lovey dovey stuff, I get the feeling when people are really friendly to each other and stuff too.
I think I know what it is. I'm jealous because I still feel like I'm an outsider. Everyone here is so affectionate to one another, but all I seem to be capable of is causing arguments and drama.
I really got this feeling yesterday from the little incident that happened, which most of you didn't see. I feel like I'm bad for this guild, that I don't belong in this guild. But I don't know where I do belong. I assure you, none of us started out immediately becoming BFFs. A lot of us were new and unknownish for months before the guild finally warmed up to us. It's hard to feel like an outsider, but the more you stick around, the less third/fifth/odd-wheelish you feel.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:45 pm
Aww, Jedi. Don't feel bad. Stuff happens, and a lot of people can tell you that. Especially in this snake pit we call home. heart Believe me, you can ask around and there's people out there you would never even suspect that have started drama over something or another.
Although it might not be a good idea to go down that road again.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:46 pm
It should not be this hard to decide on cosplays for AX. I've only decided on 2 (possibly 3) out of 8 that I need to come up with.
Plus I'm making like 3 other friends costumes. I hope I have enough time to get them all done.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:48 pm
Vinicius Fernagon It should not be this hard to decide on cosplays for AX. I've only decided on 2 (possibly 3) out of 8 that I need to come up with. Plus I'm making like 3 other friends costumes. I hope I have enough time to get them all done. AX makes me think of Axl Low. o3o You should cosplay him! He's British!
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:55 pm
Foam-Dome Vinicius Fernagon It should not be this hard to decide on cosplays for AX. I've only decided on 2 (possibly 3) out of 8 that I need to come up with. Plus I'm making like 3 other friends costumes. I hope I have enough time to get them all done. AX makes me think of Axl Low. o3o You should cosplay him! He's British! I'ma do it! He's a much easier cosplay than the 2 I'm already working on.
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:55 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I think I might leave like I was talking about before.
I've noticed that I don't get depressed or upset when either of my brothers talk about their relationships, so I don't think the problem is with relationship talk in general. It's something about this place. And I don't just get this feeling when people talk about lovey dovey stuff, I get the feeling when people are really friendly to each other and stuff too.
I think I know what it is. I'm jealous because I still feel like I'm an outsider. Everyone here is so affectionate to one another, but all I seem to be capable of is causing arguments and drama.
I really got this feeling yesterday from the little incident that happened, which most of you didn't see. I feel like I'm bad for this guild, that I don't belong in this guild. But I don't know where I do belong. No feel that way, you definitely aren't bad, you're full of idea's and stuff this guild has yet experience, you just need to find a way to channel them, like you gave me the idea for the theme thread. and you mentioned MMA which a few of our members haven't heard of =P also you're always up for farming/zOMG run's/you help keep the zOMG running part of this guild alive =P So no leave, it might take some time but the feeling is there it just needs to grow, like a flower, you've yet to full blossom
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2011 8:57 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Foam-Dome Vinicius Fernagon It should not be this hard to decide on cosplays for AX. I've only decided on 2 (possibly 3) out of 8 that I need to come up with. Plus I'm making like 3 other friends costumes. I hope I have enough time to get them all done. AX makes me think of Axl Low. o3o You should cosplay him! He's British! I'ma do it! He's a much easier cosplay than the 2 I'm already working on. ...Wait, you already know who he is? XD Someone actually knows what Guilty Gear is?!
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