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 Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 10:56 pm
Ah, I see. Well then that's kind of true. I dunno, I just feel drained all the time. It's a very common symptom of being depressed, I'm afraid.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 10:57 pm
Hmmmm....one page in his cell, another ready to kick some a**, half a page pinned down to the floor as disturbing images are hammered into his head, and another half page having tea with a dapper narwhal in a dream. Maybe I should describe things more?
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 10:59 pm
Jedi Sasquatch
Ah, I see. Well then that's kind of true. I dunno, I just feel drained all the time. It's a very common symptom of being depressed, I'm afraid.
My medicine keeps me from doing that. I don't like my medicines though they all taste horrible.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 10:59 pm
Jedi Sasquatch
Ah, I see. Well then that's kind of true. I dunno, I just feel drained all the time. It's a very common symptom of being depressed, I'm afraid.
@Riter: sure, any hug is good. Try getting some sleep, like I should be doing right now *2 AM D=* Physically i'l lfeel better when i get sleep.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 11:01 pm
I get as much sleep as I need, it doesn't seem to help though. When I go to bed earlier then I just end up waking up earlier. It's weird.
@Song: I'm actually taking 3 antidepressants as of now. They help some, but not much.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 11:20 pm
The Spread the Word thread has gotten 13 downvotes in just one day. wtf.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 11:34 pm
CleoSombra The Spread the Word thread has gotten 13 downvotes in just one day. wtf. Prolly just cos of that other thread. Don't worry, it still has a gazillion <3 votes =D <333
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 11:59 pm
I have feelings for a guy (who happens to be my best friend) that will likely never come to anything, but I can't get rid of them anyhow. I'm afraid to touch people, and of being touched. I can gladly cling to a rock face for hours, but can't stand how the dratted harness feels for more than about half an hour. Thankfully, bouldering doesn't require one. I usually expect the best, and see the best in people, and am nearly always disappointed but can't quite change how I see the world anyhow. I'm ADHD, have only passable grades, yet can consistently test far, far above average, though I can never really seem to make use of any of the intellect that I theoretically have but have never seen.
In short, there is something seriously wrong with me. Yet recently, I haven't cared. And it's not in a nothing at all matters, sort of dulled feeling way. It's a glad one, like I'm somehow lighter for it. And there's only one change in my life I can point to that can account for that.
And for what I think might be the first time in a long, long, long while, I'm happy. Not just optimistic, or in awe of the world around me, or upbeat, all of which I usually am regardless of my mood, but actually and truly happy.
Also, can you believe that as a kid, I completely failed to notice that the Chronicles of Narnia was all religious allegory? I was a freaking dense little kid, man.
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 12:10 am
My friend just admitted he's an a*****e. It's great he knows what he did was wrong, I just hate that the truth sucks so much. I forgive him for what he did but he's going to beat himself up anyway.
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 12:53 am
Miss Amelia Pond Also, can you believe that as a kid, I completely failed to notice that the Chronicles of Narnia was all religious allegory? I was a freaking dense little kid, man. ...The Chronicles of Narnia is all religious allegory? *is still a dense little kid, apparently* XDXD
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 1:53 am
I nom chocolate to much.
I love spicy and sweet food.
I honestly have been physically unwell for a while and where I am at home
Isn't a pleasant enviroment.
I deleted my last secret because I've been really scared lately and its probably one of the reasons I miss Mickey is because she gives me confidence and takes all the pain away.
Its also that I dont feel I belong here and my secrets may be annoying.
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 2:04 am
=(
I didn't expect to get so attached to someone in just five days. Yes, we've known each other for years. But really. We were both expecting me to be hiding in a corner for the entire visit. Not for me to cling to his [leg/arm/hand/neck/insert any other available body part here] whenever I could.
Happiest 5 days of my life.
I have never been more emo since he left. ;-;
wtf did you do to me you b*****d emo
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 2:28 am
klddaf;jsdklfj;akdf';asf.
I can't sleep because I'm thinking of...this so hard.
Then I realized I forgot to say something when I said goodnight, so I risked stealing my sis' laptop.
Then I checked the time and realized only someone as crazy and stupid and... and just stupid as me would be awake at 2 in the morning like a lovestruck insomniac idiot.
/headdesk.
I'm going to go read some terrible yet entertaining fanfiction instead of going back to sleep, and so I can pretend I wasn't this much of a dork or this awake just daydreaming about this whole thing....
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Posted: Fri Dec 31, 2010 2:40 am
Jer0nim0 Then I checked the time and realized only someone as crazy and stupid and... and just stupid as me would be awake at 2 in the morning like a lovestruck insomniac idiot.... Yeah, only someone as dumb as me would be awake at 6 am in the morning. xp
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