|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:17 am
I hate that people think I'm younger than I am gonk
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:23 am
Miss Amelia Pond I hate how I speak when I get nervous. Even just a little bit, and words stop making sense.
Last night I went to go talk to the unit chaplain. I broke with the church five years ago, when I was told that believing in God and believing in evolution were irreconcilable views, and then mocked for it, but at this point I'm tired of being afraid to walk into a place of worship. But even just thinking about it, I started freaking out, and it probably took twice as long as it should have to say anything. Every couple of words, I'd lose track of what I was saying, so about half of what I said was "Uh..." and, more often, "um," and the rest of the delays could be accounted for by my stuttering.
I hate it so much. I just feel stupid when I can't say what I want to. I know what you mean about this. i'm the same way, even when around my friends. I'll have a clear thought to say, but it almost never gets said because I don't know how to say it. Words fail me a lot, even in prayers. I just have to hope my friends understand what i mean, and thankfully they do most of the time. And, I'm sure the chaplain didn't mind. He was prolly happy that you were there, regardless of whether you could talk clearly or not. And you should never be afraid to walk into a place of worship. Just because its a building where a mass or service is held, that doesn't mean that you entering it will cause some dramatic and horrific thing to happen. Its just a building, thats all. Its the people who gather for the service and the people who actually do the worshiping that make the place so special. smile
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:28 am
I m slowly turning into a troll heh
I'm not sure why though o.o
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:29 am
I know you all just think it's some act or something but it's not, I really do not want anything for my birthday other than books. You guys pretty much forced me into having a party and my friends listened when I said I didn't want presents. Teresa was the smart one and got me new shoes. Just give me money for clothes or something.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:37 am
Gabrielle Ghost Miss Amelia Pond I hate how I speak when I get nervous. Even just a little bit, and words stop making sense.
Last night I went to go talk to the unit chaplain. I broke with the church five years ago, when I was told that believing in God and believing in evolution were irreconcilable views, and then mocked for it, but at this point I'm tired of being afraid to walk into a place of worship. But even just thinking about it, I started freaking out, and it probably took twice as long as it should have to say anything. Every couple of words, I'd lose track of what I was saying, so about half of what I said was "Uh..." and, more often, "um," and the rest of the delays could be accounted for by my stuttering.
I hate it so much. I just feel stupid when I can't say what I want to. I know what you mean about this. i'm the same way, even when around my friends. I'll have a clear thought to say, but it almost never gets said because I don't know how to say it. Words fail me a lot, even in prayers. I just have to hope my friends understand what i mean, and thankfully they do most of the time. And, I'm sure the chaplain didn't mind. He was prolly happy that you were there, regardless of whether you could talk clearly or not. And you should never be afraid to walk into a place of worship. Just because its a building where a mass or service is held, that doesn't mean that you entering it will cause some dramatic and horrific thing to happen. Its just a building, thats all. Its the people who gather for the service and the people who actually do the worshiping that make the place so special. smile I usually talk too fast and too quietly, but at least it's coherent. When I get nervous it's... not.
And anyhow, it's less the place itself than the people. I'm slow to trust, really slow, and I've had a hard time getting over what happened last time. I'm trying again here though, far away from the old church. Hopefully things go better this time.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:42 am
Kamilio I m slowly turning into a troll heh
I'm not sure why though o.o
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:05 am
Miss Amelia Pond Gabrielle Ghost Miss Amelia Pond I hate how I speak when I get nervous. Even just a little bit, and words stop making sense.
Last night I went to go talk to the unit chaplain. I broke with the church five years ago, when I was told that believing in God and believing in evolution were irreconcilable views, and then mocked for it, but at this point I'm tired of being afraid to walk into a place of worship. But even just thinking about it, I started freaking out, and it probably took twice as long as it should have to say anything. Every couple of words, I'd lose track of what I was saying, so about half of what I said was "Uh..." and, more often, "um," and the rest of the delays could be accounted for by my stuttering.
I hate it so much. I just feel stupid when I can't say what I want to. I know what you mean about this. i'm the same way, even when around my friends. I'll have a clear thought to say, but it almost never gets said because I don't know how to say it. Words fail me a lot, even in prayers. I just have to hope my friends understand what i mean, and thankfully they do most of the time. And, I'm sure the chaplain didn't mind. He was prolly happy that you were there, regardless of whether you could talk clearly or not. And you should never be afraid to walk into a place of worship. Just because its a building where a mass or service is held, that doesn't mean that you entering it will cause some dramatic and horrific thing to happen. Its just a building, thats all. Its the people who gather for the service and the people who actually do the worshiping that make the place so special. smile I usually talk too fast and too quietly, but at least it's coherent. When I get nervous it's... not.
And anyhow, it's less the place itself than the people. I'm slow to trust, really slow, and I've had a hard time getting over what happened last time. I'm trying again here though, far away from the old church. Hopefully things go better this time. I understand that. The people can be daunting, specially if its a small church where everyone knows everyone else, or where its a very traditional church and you don't have any idea whats going on. It really does help to talk to whomever is in charge in those situations, because then you know you have at least one friend there. And I've known people who were actually afraid of the building itself. They were afraid that by walking across the doorstep, they would be struck down by lightening or something. its actually kind of weird to think about it. They denied the existence of God, yet they were terrified that he would smite them if they walked into His temple... I'll pray for you, though. smile
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:12 am
Aneyana Kamilio I m slowly turning into a troll heh
I'm not sure why though o.o
I raged and then kicked this person in PS earlier
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:13 am
Talk of religion and religious debate on the internet makes me twitchy
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:20 am
Kamilio Aneyana Kamilio I m slowly turning into a troll heh
I'm not sure why though o.o
I raged and then kicked this person in PS earlier
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:23 am
Aneyana Kamilio Aneyana Kamilio I m slowly turning into a troll heh
I'm not sure why though o.o
I raged and then kicked this person in PS earlier
soo scary
heh I guess I ve been abit frustrated heh
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 1:12 pm
So I just beat this guy at SSFIV 12 times or so. 8 in a row. And he sends me a message telling me I have great potential, but lack skill, and to learn some combos. O.o I'm a bit confused here xd
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 1:13 pm
That one night So I just beat this guy at SSFIV 12 times or so. 8 in a row. And he sends me a message telling me I have great potential, but lack skill, and to learn some combos. O.o I'm a bit confused here xd Maybe they think you were just button mashing (it's what I do... and you'd be surprised how often that lets you win)
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 1:16 pm
Cannibal Horsey That one night So I just beat this guy at SSFIV 12 times or so. 8 in a row. And he sends me a message telling me I have great potential, but lack skill, and to learn some combos. O.o I'm a bit confused here xd Maybe they think you were just button mashing (it's what I do... and you'd be surprised how often that lets you win) No, I have studied a lot this game, so I know 99% of the match ups. I don't really button mash XD. And I know button mashers can suprise you, but are really easy to beat once you know there mashing, all you gotta do is bait them. xd
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 1:20 pm
That one night Cannibal Horsey That one night So I just beat this guy at SSFIV 12 times or so. 8 in a row. And he sends me a message telling me I have great potential, but lack skill, and to learn some combos. O.o I'm a bit confused here xd Maybe they think you were just button mashing (it's what I do... and you'd be surprised how often that lets you win) No, I have studied a lot this game, so I know 99% of the match ups. I don't really button mash XD. And I know button mashers can suprise you, but are really easy to beat once you know there mashing, all you gotta do is bait them. xd then the guys is obviously confused or just damn weird
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
