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 Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 9:47 pm
Jedi Sasquatch  I'm feeling worthless again.
My mom tries to convince me that I'm not a screwup, but I don't understand why. None of my brothers got in a car accident. None of my brothers failed a class in high school. None of my brothers dropped out of college. Clearly there's something wrong with me. Jedi, I'm the youngest of five girls. None of my sisters have to go to the doctors all the time. None of my sisters dropped out of high school like I did. Do I think I'm a screw up? No. I'm not my sisters. I may have to do things a bit differently but it works for me. Everyone needs to find out what works for them. Trying to follow everyone else's paths just ends in frustration.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:23 pm
I feel horrible. One minute I'm freezing and the next I feel like I'm in a furnace. I keep sneezing and coughing. It hurts to breathe. My eyes are all watery and my head feels like its gonna explode. I feel like I'm dieing.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 11:06 pm
Good grades, somewhat-social activeness in school + clubs and still doesn't feel like enough.
Measuring self worth kinda died before senior year started; I need something to give life back into me.
I don't wanna wait long, and I don't know where to search.
EDIT: I forgot to mention this one: Sign Language turns me on. I don't know why gonk
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:20 am
I hate waiting for people to reply to messages. I sent a message to my friend that I have a crush on, and he hasn't replied yet and my unresonable mind worries about this. When in reality he probably just hasn't been on facebook in the last few days. sweatdrop I think I've determined he's the type of person that doesn't keep in touch much using computers, maybe I'll just call him to say hi. I hate talking on the phone though... it's scary talking to someone you can't see. I also tend to say things more frantically on the phone rather then off. Probably 'cause when actually talking to someone you get movement clues for when you're supposed to say something, it's not as obvious on the phone.
On an unrelated note:
On Sunday it snowed. I drove over to my sisters house in the snow, slid and hit the curb. Initially all the damage I saw was the paint was a bit scratched, but then on the drive home my wheel kept sliding I thought it was just really icy 'cause it was cold; but then today I drove again and my wheel was still sliding all over the place, so I had to take it in to the shop to get fixed. I was supposed to meet a friend for lunch tomorrow and now can't because of this. I could just take the bus to get there. The problem is that I was going to drive her home after and I can't do that without a car... I felt bad having to reschedule the day right before. Just as well I guess, it's supposed to snow a lot tomorrow so I probably don't want to be driving much tomorrow anyways.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 1:45 am
You know what sucks? When a girl tells you shes preggo. Especially if that girl is your ex. Which just happend right now. I think I'm going in to a diabetic coma of sorts. burning_eyes
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 1:50 am
That one night You know what sucks? When a girl tells you shes preggo. Especially if that girl is your ex. Which just happend right now. I think I'm going in to a diabetic coma of sorts. burning_eyes . . . Your baby. Is it? D:
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 2:38 am
I'm the only other person awake at 5am so you run to me. Whatever but don't expect me to be nice about it. First you dumped Jen. I remember you being like "feels great to be free" and "oh I'm hanging out with this cute girl." You dated probably two girls in the past three months. Then you're back with Jen! I've never even met the girl and I feel the need to defend her from you using her like that! And now you message me at 5 in the morning telling me you want to beat up our ex's boyfriend. She dumped you after like a week and I can't say I blame her. And now you're using poor Jen while telling me "oh I love Jen but this other girl and I had such a great connection." Jen moped ever since you dumped her and imagine how happy she is you're together again. Just until you find another girl dumb enough to put up with that just to dump Jen again!
Too often I stop talking to people because they don't think they're doing anything wrong. I'm really getting sick of it.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:07 am
I really really hate being this sick x.x.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:08 am
I'm surprised I haven't gotten sick yet this year. It's probably gonna sneak up on me during February or something like that.
Also, thanks everyone.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:15 am
CleoSombra That one night You know what sucks? When a girl tells you shes preggo. Especially if that girl is your ex. Which just happend right now. I think I'm going in to a diabetic coma of sorts. burning_eyes . . . Your baby. Is it? D: Nope, mine. Me and Night are having a baby. jkjk Dude that could potentially be a good or bad thing. I mean for me that would be awesome because I love children and I would teach my child the art of the hat. But you sound like its not too good.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:31 am
Jedi Sasquatch I'm surprised I haven't gotten sick yet this year. It's probably gonna sneak up on me during February or something like that.
Also, thanks everyone. Yeah I haven't been sick at all this year XD So I was kind of expecting it to happen eventually.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 11:20 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- I really really hate being this sick x.x.
Awww =(
But, on the bright side, your avatar is ******** amazing @___@
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