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 Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 3:32 am
Maris Pallitax And any close friends of mine should probably not read it. DENIED and i swear to god if u die ill kiill u emo who else wil i talk to at 2am about boobs cry crying
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 7:44 am
I always feel like the third wheel when I'm with a group of friends IRL.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 7:51 am
CleoSombra I always feel like the third wheel when I'm with a group of friends IRL.
._. Same here *hug?* I kinda hated it when my sis invited her boyfriend and I, then felt totally alone during the entire time in an amusement park. I'm kinda not surprised that my sis is dating a friend she knew when she was little, but when May comes (when she was 8 and he was 5), I hope she doesn't come back crying since the school dances come at the time, not to mention the entire age difference of it all.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 7:51 am
CleoSombra I always feel like the third wheel when I'm with a group of friends IRL.
._. I get that feeling a lot. Do you know what exactly it is that sparks that feeling for you? It can help to get rid of it.
For me, I know that it's because I don't like to 'push' my way into conversations, so a lot of the time I feel like I'm just... there. Knowing that, I've been trying to get more involved.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 7:54 am
Silly RiRi CleoSombra I always feel like the third wheel when I'm with a group of friends IRL.
._. I get that feeling a lot. Do you know what exactly it is that sparks that feeling for you? It can help to get rid of it.
For me, I know that it's because I don't like to 'push' my way into conversations, so a lot of the time I feel like I'm just... there. Knowing that, I've been trying to get more involved.
Like my friends (fake names) Vlad and Karen were playing on Karen's laptop on facebook or something and Natalie and Ashley were talking about ghosts. And I was just sitting there.
I understand why. I'm really not a social person. I'm not close to them, really - I don't spend a lot of time with them outside of lunch (partly because I tend to feel like the third wheel).
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:00 am
I'M SO NERVOUS! I need to eat a lot this morning because I'm gonna be gone from like 2-9 with no food, but I can't eat because I feel sick to my stomach. I have time for a nap, but I doubt I'd be able to sleep because I'll just keep thinking about new things to worry about. What if I get lost? What if I forget something? What if I miss my bus? I can't stop freaking out T____T
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:01 am
Little Miss Fortune I'M SO NERVOUS! I need to eat a lot this morning because I'm gonna be gone from like 2-9 with no food, but I can't eat because I feel sick to my stomach. I have time for a nap, but I doubt I'd be able to sleep because I'll just keep thinking about new things to worry about. What if I get lost? What if I forget something? What if I miss my bus? I can't stop freaking out T____T Calm down, you'll be fine. Do you have some ice cream? Have some ice cream is you do! If you don't, go buy some ice cream. *huggles*
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:03 am
Cannibal Horsey Little Miss Fortune I'M SO NERVOUS! I need to eat a lot this morning because I'm gonna be gone from like 2-9 with no food, but I can't eat because I feel sick to my stomach. I have time for a nap, but I doubt I'd be able to sleep because I'll just keep thinking about new things to worry about. What if I get lost? What if I forget something? What if I miss my bus? I can't stop freaking out T____T Calm down, you'll be fine. Do you have some ice cream? Have some ice cream is you do! If you don't, go buy some ice cream. *huggles*
I do, but I feel like I'd probably throw up if I ate any ._.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:07 am
Little Miss Fortune Cannibal Horsey Little Miss Fortune I'M SO NERVOUS! I need to eat a lot this morning because I'm gonna be gone from like 2-9 with no food, but I can't eat because I feel sick to my stomach. I have time for a nap, but I doubt I'd be able to sleep because I'll just keep thinking about new things to worry about. What if I get lost? What if I forget something? What if I miss my bus? I can't stop freaking out T____T Calm down, you'll be fine. Do you have some ice cream? Have some ice cream is you do! If you don't, go buy some ice cream. *huggles*
I do, but I feel like I'd probably throw up if I ate any ._.O.O But it's ice cream... well you just need to calm down! there is no need to worry! you won't get lost, you won't miss your bus, if you forget something one day it isn't the end of the world (you probably won't forget anything). If forgetting things is worrying you pack you bag now and make a list of everything you should need and then check it's all in there!
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:09 am
Cannibal Horsey Little Miss Fortune I do, but I feel like I'd probably throw up if I ate any ._. O.O But it's ice cream... well you just need to calm down! there is no need to worry! you won't get lost, you won't miss your bus, if you forget something one day it isn't the end of the world (you probably won't forget anything). If forgetting things is worrying you pack you bag now and make a list of everything you should need and then check it's all in there!
I already started yesterday, so my bookbag already has like everything in it... but I still keep freaking out about EVERYTHING!!! XD
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:12 am
Little Miss Fortune Cannibal Horsey Little Miss Fortune I do, but I feel like I'd probably throw up if I ate any ._. O.O But it's ice cream... well you just need to calm down! there is no need to worry! you won't get lost, you won't miss your bus, if you forget something one day it isn't the end of the world (you probably won't forget anything). If forgetting things is worrying you pack you bag now and make a list of everything you should need and then check it's all in there!
I already started yesterday, so my bookbag already has like everything in it... but I still keep freaking out about EVERYTHING!!! XDwell then you're fine! you know where you're going cause you've already been there, everything is already in your bag. And from the sounds of it you'll go super early for the bus so there is no way you'll miss it. it's fine!
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:13 am
BUT I'M STILL FREAKING OUT!!!! XD
;glkjlkfgj I'm gonna see if I can sleep. Byebyyye!
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 8:16 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 9:15 am
I love seeing my mom talk about how horrible addiction as she smokes a cigarette.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:09 am
I hate how I speak when I get nervous. Even just a little bit, and words stop making sense.
Last night I went to go talk to the unit chaplain. I broke with the church five years ago, when I was told that believing in God and believing in evolution were irreconcilable views, and then mocked for it, but at this point I'm tired of being afraid to walk into a place of worship. But even just thinking about it, I started freaking out, and it probably took twice as long as it should have to say anything. Every couple of words, I'd lose track of what I was saying, so about half of what I said was "Uh..." and, more often, "um," and the rest of the delays could be accounted for by my stuttering.
I hate it so much. I just feel stupid when I can't say what I want to.
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