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 Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 12:51 am
CleoSombra LabTech Kestin @Foamy: No, it's just another of my little emo-fests. As always. rolleyes I know it, you know it, everyone knows it. Whatever "problems" I have are either too trivial or too abstract to qualify. Nobody ever huggles my posts anymore like I said helps, nor even acknowledges that I've said anything. You're so careful lately to say something to everyone; I was convinced you had me on ignore until just now. Last time I complained about being ignored, I was lectured. When Karris said something similar just now, she was met with a much more positive response. Why? Because she deserves it. Reading about her actual problems makes me want to hug her; reading my pointless whingeing makes me want to roll my eyes, put me on ignore, and fantasize about making something up for a mod to get me banned. Nobody replied to my post on the last page. Is it because they don't like me or I'm not worthy? I don't think so. At least, I hope not. The universe may hate you, but it's not just you. It hates me, too. Very, very, very much so. D: -hugpat- I wouldn't ignore either of you, either. D: Kestin: For the longest time, you had it so no one could quote you and I'm still not sure if we're still not allowed to do that or not. @___@ Though.. I guess in my case I haven't posted or looked in here in forever.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 1:06 am
Jikoniau I think I have a serious problem trusting people. I always end up thinking negatively about how people view me. That although I want to be friends with them they probably don't want to be friends with me. And that people don't want to spend time with me, and think I'm a bother. This is probably why I'm always so hesitant to ask people to do stuff, because I'm worried that they'll not want to but feel obligated to because I asked... or something like that. I'm WAY too paranoid. I'm also always surprised when people actually pay attention to me. It's not something I expect, so it makes me happy when people actually do. SUch as starting to talk to me (instead of the other way around, since if I start the conversation they might feel obligated to reply. But if they start then it shows that they might actually want to talk to me.) I view you as an awesome person who hasn't done anything to deserve a reason to think such things. ;3;
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 3:41 am
Aneyana epic-writer42 Well that certainly didn't go as I hoped. But I'll admit, it certainly could have gone worse. if this is about me being busy after the event...I swear, I did go off to do art for you ninja No, it was about me having little to nothing to say to you. My mind was a near blank state...O///o
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 3:46 am
I think I'm bi.......But I'm not sure. neutral
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 1:04 pm
Foam-Dome Jikoniau I think I have a serious problem trusting people. I always end up thinking negatively about how people view me. That although I want to be friends with them they probably don't want to be friends with me. And that people don't want to spend time with me, and think I'm a bother. This is probably why I'm always so hesitant to ask people to do stuff, because I'm worried that they'll not want to but feel obligated to because I asked... or something like that. I'm WAY too paranoid. I'm also always surprised when people actually pay attention to me. It's not something I expect, so it makes me happy when people actually do. SUch as starting to talk to me (instead of the other way around, since if I start the conversation they might feel obligated to reply. But if they start then it shows that they might actually want to talk to me.) I view you as an awesome person who hasn't done anything to deserve a reason to think such things. ;3; Awww, thank you Foamy <3 you're a really nice person, you know that? 3nodding You just made my day better with that post ^_^
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 2:10 pm
Don't you hate it when you have a superior just constantly riding your a**? The assistant manager was doing that to me all the day. He goes "You should go get the soda slider thing filled because you probably won't have time during lunch." only to have him come up later and go "instead of standing there daydreaming, go check the slider to see what you need! D<" only for me to instantaneously get bombarded with more customers wanting lunch. And this morning while Ruthy was on break leaving me to do her work and mine, Ralph decides to bring the milk up. Since I was busy with taking customers orders, toasting bread and bagels, and checking out customers. I couldn't get to it till Ruthy got back, but before I could get to the milk to do it, Ralph decides to do it himself then complains at me for needing to "hustle" threatening to fire me.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 3:15 pm
epic-writer42 Don't you hate it when you have a superior just constantly riding your a**? The assistant manager was doing that to me all the day. He goes "You should go get the soda slider thing filled because you probably won't have time during lunch." only to have him come up later and go "instead of standing there daydreaming, go check the slider to see what you need! D<" only for me to instantaneously get bombarded with more customers wanting lunch. And this morning while Ruthy was on break leaving me to do her work and mine, Ralph decides to bring the milk up. Since I was busy with taking customers orders, toasting bread and bagels, and checking out customers. I couldn't get to it till Ruthy got back, but before I could get to the milk to do it, Ralph decides to do it himself then complains at me for needing to "hustle" threatening to fire me. Nope....but I am the person that tells people when they should be doing stuff because my co-workers are slackers; and I only tell them to do stuff when there aren't costumers. But they got pissed at me, so now I just tell me boss and he tells them to get stuff do. But....if it's busy and you're the only one there then he shouldn't be yelling at you.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 3:46 pm
Aneyana epic-writer42 Don't you hate it when you have a superior just constantly riding your a**? The assistant manager was doing that to me all the day. He goes "You should go get the soda slider thing filled because you probably won't have time during lunch." only to have him come up later and go "instead of standing there daydreaming, go check the slider to see what you need! D<" only for me to instantaneously get bombarded with more customers wanting lunch. And this morning while Ruthy was on break leaving me to do her work and mine, Ralph decides to bring the milk up. Since I was busy with taking customers orders, toasting bread and bagels, and checking out customers. I couldn't get to it till Ruthy got back, but before I could get to the milk to do it, Ralph decides to do it himself then complains at me for needing to "hustle" threatening to fire me. Nope....but I am the person that tells people when they should be doing stuff because my co-workers are slackers; and I only tell them to do stuff when there aren't costumers. But they got pissed at me, so now I just tell me boss and he tells them to get stuff do. But....if it's busy and you're the only one there then he shouldn't be yelling at you. Out front, I was alone, the cooks were busy cooking in the back. Just need to stay there three more months and I should have enough experience to perhaps find a better job.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 4:09 pm
epic-writer42 Aneyana epic-writer42 Don't you hate it when you have a superior just constantly riding your a**? The assistant manager was doing that to me all the day. He goes "You should go get the soda slider thing filled because you probably won't have time during lunch." only to have him come up later and go "instead of standing there daydreaming, go check the slider to see what you need! D<" only for me to instantaneously get bombarded with more customers wanting lunch. And this morning while Ruthy was on break leaving me to do her work and mine, Ralph decides to bring the milk up. Since I was busy with taking customers orders, toasting bread and bagels, and checking out customers. I couldn't get to it till Ruthy got back, but before I could get to the milk to do it, Ralph decides to do it himself then complains at me for needing to "hustle" threatening to fire me. Nope....but I am the person that tells people when they should be doing stuff because my co-workers are slackers; and I only tell them to do stuff when there aren't costumers. But they got pissed at me, so now I just tell me boss and he tells them to get stuff do. But....if it's busy and you're the only one there then he shouldn't be yelling at you. Out front, I was alone, the cooks were busy cooking in the back. Just need to stay there three more months and I should have enough experience to perhaps find a better job. Let's hope you find a better job. If the cooks were busy in the back they don't count talk2hand you were basically working by yourself
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 4:12 pm
Teaopia = heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 4:22 pm
Aneyana epic-writer42 Aneyana epic-writer42 Don't you hate it when you have a superior just constantly riding your a**? The assistant manager was doing that to me all the day. He goes "You should go get the soda slider thing filled because you probably won't have time during lunch." only to have him come up later and go "instead of standing there daydreaming, go check the slider to see what you need! D<" only for me to instantaneously get bombarded with more customers wanting lunch. And this morning while Ruthy was on break leaving me to do her work and mine, Ralph decides to bring the milk up. Since I was busy with taking customers orders, toasting bread and bagels, and checking out customers. I couldn't get to it till Ruthy got back, but before I could get to the milk to do it, Ralph decides to do it himself then complains at me for needing to "hustle" threatening to fire me. Nope....but I am the person that tells people when they should be doing stuff because my co-workers are slackers; and I only tell them to do stuff when there aren't costumers. But they got pissed at me, so now I just tell me boss and he tells them to get stuff do. But....if it's busy and you're the only one there then he shouldn't be yelling at you. Out front, I was alone, the cooks were busy cooking in the back. Just need to stay there three more months and I should have enough experience to perhaps find a better job. Let's hope you find a better job. If the cooks were busy in the back they don't count talk2hand you were basically working by yourself True...but that's enough about my horrible job for now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 4:40 pm
cave_dweller_candy I think I'm bi.......But I'm not sure. neutral If you're not sure, you have plenty of time to experiment ^^
I think it was something like 60% of straight women are willing to experiment with other women, or even enter into a committed relationship with one.
... Which is a statistic I really should use for myself more often considering my utter fear of hitting on women.
But anyway, sexuality (especially in women) is a lot more fluid than most people think. So if you decide you are, you can still be attracted to primary men, or if you decide you aren't, you can still end up dating a woman somewhere down the line...
(I'm making assumptions based on your avatar. Smack me if I'm wrong. God knows my avatar isn't a reflection of my gender.)
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 5:42 pm
Jikoniau Foam-Dome Jikoniau I think I have a serious problem trusting people. I always end up thinking negatively about how people view me. That although I want to be friends with them they probably don't want to be friends with me. And that people don't want to spend time with me, and think I'm a bother. This is probably why I'm always so hesitant to ask people to do stuff, because I'm worried that they'll not want to but feel obligated to because I asked... or something like that. I'm WAY too paranoid. I'm also always surprised when people actually pay attention to me. It's not something I expect, so it makes me happy when people actually do. SUch as starting to talk to me (instead of the other way around, since if I start the conversation they might feel obligated to reply. But if they start then it shows that they might actually want to talk to me.) I view you as an awesome person who hasn't done anything to deserve a reason to think such things. ;3; Awww, thank you Foamy <3 you're a really nice person, you know that? 3nodding You just made my day better with that post ^_^ Aw, I'm glad I could help. :3 Feel better, okay~?
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 5:52 pm
cave_dweller_candy I think I'm bi.......But I'm not sure. neutral Sexuality is one of those "Time will tell" things. You're not going to understand it completely, but you will one day. I agree with Sybaritic, try experimenting if you're uncertain about it or talk about your feelings for the same sex. I personally believe that everyone has an attraction to both genders, but the intensity of the attraction varies from one person to person. I would say I have 80% attraction to men and a 20% attraction to women.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 6:53 pm
Sybaritic cave_dweller_candy I think I'm bi.......But I'm not sure. neutral
But anyway, sexuality (especially in women) is a lot more fluid than most people think. So if you decide you are, you can still be attracted to primary men, or if you decide you aren't, you can still end up dating a woman somewhere down the line...
(I'm making assumptions based on your avatar. Smack me if I'm wrong. God knows my avatar isn't a reflection of my gender.)
So sexuality's very versatile. . . I'd experiment but I don't really get how. . sweatdrop Wouldn't it freak the other person out? x_xKisuke Yamada I personally believe that everyone has an attraction to both genders, but the intensity of the attraction varies from one person to person. I was reading about someone's theory of that, and so I kinda figured that it could very well be true [after how I've been feeling this past month. . . I mean, maybe it is true and how you're raised affects which gender you're attracted to - eg. If you're raised around 95% straight people, you're more likely to be straight. confused Except that's not always the case. . . . . . This is something scientists should look into - with chromosome patterns and all that. confused
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