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 Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 5:16 pm
Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu *Hands Ikaru a drink* Here you go. Thanks again for the help. As for me, I've been better. Bored out of my mind in unbearable heat. I wanted to go to Kana's house, but she was budy with someone else over. And just calling them was bothering them, so I stopped. I'm home alone, and just tired of life. I'd like to take a nap just to make the day go faster, but I can't sleep while I'm sweating this much, it's just uncomfortable. Sorry to hear about your grandmother. There's not much I can do to help... Sorry about that. What's there to help? It's something I broke and now I must fix it, just like everything else, emotions suffering or other wise. You break it, fix it, don't complain about, no and's, if's or but's about it. But that's my thought process, learned to keep it all in, because in the end you don't even matter as long as your helping someone else, but as I said that's just me.. Florida is not my favorite place right now. It was the high 90's today and it felt like 103, but alas what can I do about it? Today's high is 110 degrees. Gotta love good ol' California. stare And no, he doesn't. I know my brother should be at his Girlfriends house, and George is probably with him. The only problem is I have no address to give, nor a phone number. The closest me any my brother have ever been is when I'm kicking his a** in a fight over something stupid, so it's not like I know these things. Oh boy, heat, sweat and headaches oh my. You have the heat I have the stupidity and arrogance of my govenor to make life difficult. What a combination. Isn't that kind of him, and it's not like he'd share those things. But who am I to judge people I don't know. Sorry. As my mother would say, that was my outside voice.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 5:20 pm
Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu *Hands Ikaru a drink* Here you go. Thanks again for the help. As for me, I've been better. Bored out of my mind in unbearable heat. I wanted to go to Kana's house, but she was budy with someone else over. And just calling them was bothering them, so I stopped. I'm home alone, and just tired of life. I'd like to take a nap just to make the day go faster, but I can't sleep while I'm sweating this much, it's just uncomfortable. Sorry to hear about your grandmother. There's not much I can do to help... Sorry about that. What's there to help? It's something I broke and now I must fix it, just like everything else, emotions suffering or other wise. You break it, fix it, don't complain about, no and's, if's or but's about it. But that's my thought process, learned to keep it all in, because in the end you don't even matter as long as your helping someone else, but as I said that's just me.. Florida is not my favorite place right now. It was the high 90's today and it felt like 103, but alas what can I do about it? Today's high is 110 degrees. Gotta love good ol' California. stare And no, he doesn't. I know my brother should be at his Girlfriends house, and George is probably with him. The only problem is I have no address to give, nor a phone number. The closest me any my brother have ever been is when I'm kicking his a** in a fight over something stupid, so it's not like I know these things. Oh boy, heat, sweat and headaches oh my. You have the heat I have the stupidity and arrogance of my govenor to make life difficult. What a combination. Isn't that kind of him, and it's not like he'd share those things. But who am I to judge people I don't know. Sorry. As my mother would say, that was my outside voice. It's fine. He and his friends judge me, so me and my friends judge him. It's how things work, and it's one of our few lasting agreements. But right now I'm trying to listen to good music to calm down my attitude. It's working, but not much.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 5:37 pm
Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu *Hands Ikaru a drink* Here you go. Thanks again for the help. As for me, I've been better. Bored out of my mind in unbearable heat. I wanted to go to Kana's house, but she was budy with someone else over. And just calling them was bothering them, so I stopped. I'm home alone, and just tired of life. I'd like to take a nap just to make the day go faster, but I can't sleep while I'm sweating this much, it's just uncomfortable. Sorry to hear about your grandmother. There's not much I can do to help... Sorry about that. What's there to help? It's something I broke and now I must fix it, just like everything else, emotions suffering or other wise. You break it, fix it, don't complain about, no and's, if's or but's about it. But that's my thought process, learned to keep it all in, because in the end you don't even matter as long as your helping someone else, but as I said that's just me.. Florida is not my favorite place right now. It was the high 90's today and it felt like 103, but alas what can I do about it? Today's high is 110 degrees. Gotta love good ol' California. stare And no, he doesn't. I know my brother should be at his Girlfriends house, and George is probably with him. The only problem is I have no address to give, nor a phone number. The closest me any my brother have ever been is when I'm kicking his a** in a fight over something stupid, so it's not like I know these things. Oh boy, heat, sweat and headaches oh my. You have the heat I have the stupidity and arrogance of my govenor to make life difficult. What a combination. Isn't that kind of him, and it's not like he'd share those things. But who am I to judge people I don't know. Sorry. As my mother would say, that was my outside voice. It's fine. He and his friends judge me, so me and my friends judge him. It's how things work, and it's one of our few lasting agreements. But right now I'm trying to listen to good music to calm down my attitude. It's working, but not much. I don't have many friends so it's my family that judges me, and I can't very well reverse it. Nothings helping me or my attitude but you right now and I'm thankful. Music isn't cutting it. I want to cause someone pain. If I could I wish they'd allow me in a prison cell with a murderer or a sex offender or something. Anything to unleash myself, and I'm trying hard not let it out on you, you don't deserve that not after everything you did for me, but sometimes I think you and Merlin are the only ones I think would understand me and I'm grateful to you both. Even if I can't see you or don't know you.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 5:45 pm
Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu *Hands Ikaru a drink* Here you go. Thanks again for the help. As for me, I've been better. Bored out of my mind in unbearable heat. I wanted to go to Kana's house, but she was budy with someone else over. And just calling them was bothering them, so I stopped. I'm home alone, and just tired of life. I'd like to take a nap just to make the day go faster, but I can't sleep while I'm sweating this much, it's just uncomfortable. Sorry to hear about your grandmother. There's not much I can do to help... Sorry about that. What's there to help? It's something I broke and now I must fix it, just like everything else, emotions suffering or other wise. You break it, fix it, don't complain about, no and's, if's or but's about it. But that's my thought process, learned to keep it all in, because in the end you don't even matter as long as your helping someone else, but as I said that's just me.. Florida is not my favorite place right now. It was the high 90's today and it felt like 103, but alas what can I do about it? Today's high is 110 degrees. Gotta love good ol' California. stare And no, he doesn't. I know my brother should be at his Girlfriends house, and George is probably with him. The only problem is I have no address to give, nor a phone number. The closest me any my brother have ever been is when I'm kicking his a** in a fight over something stupid, so it's not like I know these things. Oh boy, heat, sweat and headaches oh my. You have the heat I have the stupidity and arrogance of my govenor to make life difficult. What a combination. Isn't that kind of him, and it's not like he'd share those things. But who am I to judge people I don't know. Sorry. As my mother would say, that was my outside voice. It's fine. He and his friends judge me, so me and my friends judge him. It's how things work, and it's one of our few lasting agreements. But right now I'm trying to listen to good music to calm down my attitude. It's working, but not much. I don't have many friends so it's my family that judges me, and I can't very well reverse it. Nothings helping me or my attitude but you right now and I'm thankful. Music isn't cutting it. I want to cause someone pain. If I could I wish they'd allow me in a prison cell with a murderer or a sex offender or something. Anything to unleash myself, and I'm trying hard not let it out on you, you don't deserve that not after everything you did for me, but sometimes I think you and Merlin are the only ones I think would understand me and I'm grateful to you both. Even if I can't see you or don't know you. Heh, I know the feeling. I'm just glad my brother isn't here right now, because he likes to just push peoples buttons. If he did, he'd be bleeding right now. but Kana hates it when I fight, and the last thing I want to do is upset her. As for the wanting to cause someone pain, I had that same problem. A year or so back, my mom said I had an anger problem, but I refused to see a psychiatrist. (Nothing against them, or people who do talk to them, I just don't like saying to much about myself). But, she suggested an alternative: Beating the s**t out of a punching bag at the local YMCA. I've never actualy gone there to try it, but it sounds like a great idea, if you want to try. Or I've always imagined chopping wood as being a good outlet.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 6:11 pm
I have gotten in a few scraps with some guys in high school as yours truly was still in middle. Something stupid, one was a jock and had nothing in between those cute ears of his and I out witted him, needless to say he didn''t understand what I said and took it at an insult, had at me and being the polite, innocent person that I am I gently but sternly aquainted him with table. I don''t tell any of my loved ones what I do or what people do to me at school, thus no one getting upset. My brother is a like a big kid. Damn teddy bear in a matter of speaking.
When my grandfather passed away my mother, without asking of course, set me up with a psychiatrist. I hated it. It felt like I was failing a test or something, always asking the same question as if I were getting it wrong. I don''t like to talk about myself how I feel about things. The YMCA sounds like a great idea, if I had the money for it I''d go for it, but I don''t see that happening. Chopping wood... I guess I''ll have to try that.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 6:15 pm
Heh, I'm just full of ideas. Or hot air, depending who you ask. O.o
But I'm feeling better. And it's thanks to two reasons: Talking with cool people like you, and this new Plot Update the admins are announcing. Gaia does a great job of helping me take my mind off of life's problems.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 6:26 pm
Lord Oni-mushu Heh, I'm just full of ideas. Or hot air, depending who you ask. O.o But I'm feeling better. And it's thanks to two reasons: Talking with cool people like you, and this new Plot Update the admins are announcing. Gaia does a great job of helping me take my mind off of life's problems. So I've seen. I don't ask alot of questions, heh. Likewise all around. Heh, I hardly consider myself cool, I couldn't be farther from it. But thanks for the compliment, the same I must say goes for you too, remind me to add that to my book of memories lol . Yes if Gaia wasn't good for anything else it's a hell of a stress reliever for myself. And most of that credit goes to you. You've been great to me and I appreciate it.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 6:38 pm
Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu Heh, I'm just full of ideas. Or hot air, depending who you ask. O.o But I'm feeling better. And it's thanks to two reasons: Talking with cool people like you, and this new Plot Update the admins are announcing. Gaia does a great job of helping me take my mind off of life's problems. So I've seen. I don't ask alot of questions, heh. Likewise all around. Heh, I hardly consider myself cool, I couldn't be farther from it. But thanks for the compliment, the same I must say goes for you too, remind me to add that to my book of memories lol . Yes if Gaia wasn't good for anything else it's a hell of a stress reliever for myself. And most of that credit goes to you. You've been great to me and I appreciate it. No problem. You know, I'm in a much better mood now. *wipes sweat from forehead* Though I'd love to do something about this heat. sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 6:55 pm
Lord Oni-mushu No problem. You know, I'm in a much better mood now. *wipes sweat from forehead* Though I'd love to do something about this heat. sweatdrop Take a shower. Not a cold shower a hot one, a really hot one. Not so hot you burn your skin although that does feel good sometimes, but hotter than it is in your house. SO when you get out it's actually cooler in the house to your body. But no garrauntees it last's that long but a suggestion none the less. I'm glad you feel better, I feel alot better than when I first came on.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 7:14 pm
Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu No problem. You know, I'm in a much better mood now. *wipes sweat from forehead* Though I'd love to do something about this heat. sweatdrop Take a shower. Not a cold shower a hot one, a really hot one. Not so hot you burn your skin although that does feel good sometimes, but hotter than it is in your house. SO when you get out it's actually cooler in the house to your body. But no garrauntees it last's that long but a suggestion none the less. I'm glad you feel better, I feel alot better than when I first came on. Yeah, I could try that. Sorry for the late reply, I'm getting into the Plot Update. sweatdrop They Found Gino.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 7:22 pm
Lord Oni-mushu Short Tempered Fox Lord Oni-mushu No problem. You know, I'm in a much better mood now. *wipes sweat from forehead* Though I'd love to do something about this heat. sweatdrop Take a shower. Not a cold shower a hot one, a really hot one. Not so hot you burn your skin although that does feel good sometimes, but hotter than it is in your house. SO when you get out it's actually cooler in the house to your body. But no garrauntees it last's that long but a suggestion none the less. I'm glad you feel better, I feel alot better than when I first came on. Yeah, I could try that. Sorry for the late reply, I'm getting into the Plot Update. sweatdrop They Found Gino. Not a problem I was a little late replying too, I tend to make a mess when I'm drawing. A plot Update? Of course I know what, that...thing is. Grr your going to make find out what it is aren't you, eh, it's going to drive me nuts until I do anyway.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 7:57 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 8:51 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 9:01 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2005 9:03 pm
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