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 Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 4:54 am
I just gifted a special somebody a very special something.
I hope she likes it. >w> <3
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 5:04 am
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko I put something on FB about thanking my Scleroderma scars for teaching me I can't hide from my problems and one of my camp counselors jumped in worried I was saying it sarcastically. sweatdrop
Isn't that all you need? =P
Also...OMG HE LIKED ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDD
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 6:34 am
Pirate Captain Sushi I just gifted a special somebody a very special something.
I hope she likes it. >w> <3
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 7:51 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Pirate Captain Sushi I just gifted a special somebody a very special something.
I hope she likes it. >w> <3
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 7:57 am
Pirate Captain Sushi -Mizu teh Artsi- Pirate Captain Sushi I just gifted a special somebody a very special something.
I hope she likes it. >w> <3
./attempts avvy making
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 2:55 pm
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko I put something on FB about thanking my Scleroderma scars for teaching me I can't hide from my problems and one of my camp counselors jumped in worried I was saying it sarcastically. sweatdrop So far I only have one friend I met on Gaia on my Facebook and I met him like 3 years ago.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 2:56 pm
When I go on Gaia on my phone, I can't read white font o.o
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 3:27 pm
I love you gaia you crazy mofo
For causing such madness <3
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 3:39 pm
 I had major suicidal thoughts today.
Today would probably be a bad day to kill myself, because my friend's sister got married today, and so people would remember the day Kiyomi got married as the same day Justin committed suicide.
And yet, today just seems like a good day to die.
I know it doesn't make logical sense, but logic doesn't make me happy. In fact, logic has pretty much robbed me of all my happiness over the years. It took away the notion that I was going to find my soulmate, since now I see that love is just society's interpretation of sexual attraction. It took away the notion that I was abiding by the will of an omnipotent God. And now it's keeping me from ending my life.
Well, that and my family.
And yet I just can't stop thinking about how beautiful it would be to die. To cut my wrists and watch the blood fall down, and to lie on the floor, in a red pool of my own blood. No more thought, no more concern.
I know you guys are probably sick of hearing me talking about this. I might just call the suicide hotline tonight.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 3:48 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I had major suicidal thoughts today.
Today would probably be a bad day to kill myself, because my friend's sister got married today, and so people would remember the day Kiyomi got married as the same day Justin committed suicide.
And yet, today just seems like a good day to die.
I know it doesn't make logical sense, but logic doesn't make me happy. In fact, logic has pretty much robbed me of all my happiness over the years. It took away the notion that I was going to find my soulmate, since now I see that love is just society's interpretation of sexual attraction. It took away the notion that I was abiding by the will of an omnipotent God. And now it's keeping me from ending my life.
Well, that and my family.
And yet I just can't stop thinking about how beautiful it would be to die. To cut my wrists and watch the blood fall down, and to lie on the floor, in a red pool of my own blood. No more thought, no more concern.
I know you guys are probably sick of hearing me talking about this. I might just call the suicide hotline tonight. I at times feel like calling that suicidal hotline, but i"m too lazy too. The only thing that kept me from killing myself were the visions of crying friends/family and that suckish economy = expensive funeral costs. Can't have my family suffer at a time like this, nor any other time. Damn I just wanna hug you so much right now. MUST GET SKYPE FOR MYSELF!!! EDIT: I checked gaytube for the 1st time, I didn't really know it was porn but oh well. Not scarred and didn't see any vids, but the pics were self explanatory. Lame >.>
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 4:11 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I had major suicidal thoughts today.
Today would probably be a bad day to kill myself, because my friend's sister got married today, and so people would remember the day Kiyomi got married as the same day Justin committed suicide.
And yet, today just seems like a good day to die.
I know it doesn't make logical sense, but logic doesn't make me happy. In fact, logic has pretty much robbed me of all my happiness over the years. It took away the notion that I was going to find my soulmate, since now I see that love is just society's interpretation of sexual attraction. It took away the notion that I was abiding by the will of an omnipotent God. And now it's keeping me from ending my life.
Well, that and my family.
And yet I just can't stop thinking about how beautiful it would be to die. To cut my wrists and watch the blood fall down, and to lie on the floor, in a red pool of my own blood. No more thought, no more concern.
I know you guys are probably sick of hearing me talking about this. I might just call the suicide hotline tonight. No wonder you're not happy. Love is not just societies interpretation of sexual attraction. It's a part of it, but not the whole. Besides, that makes love between family members look very disturbing.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 4:17 pm
If you want me to do something and don't like how I do it, do it ******** am tired of your stupid-a** cussing at me for the stupidest ******** things.
Like I'd ******** drop that stupid ******** PS3.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 4:27 pm
Continuing my rant about love:
There are numerous types of it, jedi, your logic saying it's nothing more than sexual attraction is nothing more than bullshit on it's part...nothing personal. Love is not something you can fully comprehend, nor can I even begin to describe it. All I know is when you feel it, you feel very good.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 4:27 pm
Okay, geez, I don't know why I was just saying all that crap. Definitely feeling better now.
EDIT: @Epic, yeah, I know it's more than JUST sexual attraction, it's a combination of a lot of biological functions, but I don't believe in any of that "true love" crap. Yeah, true love is unlike anything else, I'm sure that's why over half of marriages end in divorce nowadays.
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