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 Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 11:19 pm
Omgomgomgbreakcomingup. I have so much art to do. @A@ I can't tell if I'm scared to do it or excited. Prolly both. But OMGHOWAMIGOINGTODOALLTHIS?! ;A; @ the "is it weird?" chat-- I ttly think those kinds of things are hawt. >3> And my list just adds to my argument. 8D
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 11:33 pm
 It's weird, sometimes all it takes is a girl telling me to go get her a soda or something to make me smile.
My wife is going to be a very happy person.
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 11:40 pm
I ******** hate birthdays.
Mostly my own.
s**t always falls apart.
Why is it the one day I'm supposed to be happiest, I'm always miserable?
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 12:09 am
Sybaritic I ******** hate birthdays.
Mostly my own.
s**t always falls apart.
Why is it the one day I'm supposed to be happiest, I'm always miserable? I was making you a happy birthday thread just now ;o; =[ dont be miserable why miserable?*hugs* I know s**t falls apart but cant it be mended?=/
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 1:45 am
Kamilucis Sybaritic I ******** hate birthdays.
Mostly my own.
s**t always falls apart.
Why is it the one day I'm supposed to be happiest, I'm always miserable? I was making you a happy birthday thread just now ;o; =[ dont be miserable why miserable?*hugs* I know s**t falls apart but cant it be mended?=/ Aww, I'm sorry, Kami -hugs you-
You can make me a birthday thread, that'd be nice ^^'
I'm just a grinch when it comes to my birthday, lol.
Whenever I try to see friends on my birthday, they bail on me. Or someone fights. Or something else happens.
If I try to see them on any other day, or don't tell them it's my birthday, everything is fine o-o''
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 4:10 am
Sybaritic Kamilucis Sybaritic I ******** hate birthdays.
Mostly my own.
s**t always falls apart.
Why is it the one day I'm supposed to be happiest, I'm always miserable? I was making you a happy birthday thread just now ;o; =[ dont be miserable why miserable?*hugs* I know s**t falls apart but cant it be mended?=/ Aww, I'm sorry, Kami -hugs you-
You can make me a birthday thread, that'd be nice ^^'
I'm just a grinch when it comes to my birthday, lol.
Whenever I try to see friends on my birthday, they bail on me. Or someone fights. Or something else happens.
If I try to see them on any other day, or don't tell them it's my birthday, everything is fine o-o'' Mickey made it XP heh beat me to it heh. =/ Well heh I dont know if it helps but we ll never bail on you ;o; and nah you re just in need of a good birthday XP But try to stay positive and see the good things heh I know its probably easy said than done but when it comes to birthdays even if there are no friends just have a me day(treat yourself/have some fun everything will come with it)
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 12:33 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 1:16 pm
NNNOOOOOOOOO! We need you!
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 1:26 pm
Ok so here goes:
For the first time in 2 and a half, almost 3 months I cut myself again. And at first the feeling was great but when i realized how close I was to finally being rid of the problem I got furious, I punched a wall and i think I broke a couple knuckles. I sat on the floor and cried for an hour hoping there would be some way i could get away from it all. I always put up the nice, happy-go-lucky, friendly attitude to everyone to try and fake that I'm fine, but in the end I Loathe it all and can't wait to be alone again. Alone I'm almost safe, but with everyone else I feel pressured, confused, and in danger. I don't like this feeling and nothing seems to help.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 1:33 pm
-hugs-
But I like you too much warm and breathing...
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 1:41 pm
Song Riter227 Ok so here goes:
For the first time in 2 and a half, almost 3 months I cut myself again. And at first the feeling was great but when i realized how close I was to finally being rid of the problem I got furious, I punched a wall and i think I broke a couple knuckles. I sat on the floor and cried for an hour hoping there would be some way i could get away from it all. I always put up the nice, happy-go-lucky, friendly attitude to everyone to try and fake that I'm fine, but in the end I Loathe it all and can't wait to be alone again. Alone I'm almost safe, but with everyone else I feel pressured, confused, and in danger. I don't like this feeling and nothing seems to help. Self mutilation is never the answer plus the muscles that control you fingers bending are in the wrist so doing that might damage them and make grabbing things hard. My suggestion is to find a better way to vent your feelings. Also try to be more honest with your feelings cause denying them and hiding them only make things worse.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 4:56 pm
Ugh worst Street fighter session ever.
For some reason I couldn't find a match today. Took for ever, when I did the PING was crap, so my links didn't connect properly, thus making my Seth easy pickings. F that. Somehow I win, then I left the lobby, cause I didn't want to deal with user that lag switch. Got hate mail too, wow, what a surprise.
I finally found some green connection players, so everything was awesome, I'm hitting my links well, thus making my Seth a scary mixup son of a b***h, Of course that means rage quit! Ugh... 3 players in a row Rage quited on me.
I was working on Perfect too.
Then I joined a friends lobby, he is playing with 2 other friends, had an open spot in there, so I joined. Good connection, my Seth is pretty much awesome if theres a good connection. So after I beat ll 3 of them, they leave the lobby to make another private one. Oh and the third guy rage quit on me too.
Later I join a random team battle lobby, lol now they were there, and guess what? They left, along with the other 3 people in there. Seriously wtf?
Now my same friend invites me to some casuals, I perfected the first round, then he rage quit on me on the 2nd round. Sigh....
Ok so now I'm angry, so I decide to make my own lobby and wait for whoever want's to join me. Ditto, some random dude joins, we start. On the character select screen he quits, after I chose Seth. He then joins again, I accept, cause maybe something happen right? Nope, he rage quit after he saw I chose Seth. Wtf?
F this I say, and as soon as I was about to quit some other dude joined, great connection as well yay! As soon as the match starts I got caught in one of his combos, cool no problem, my turn. I start my mixup game hitting everything nicely, and it ******** lags to hell... so I lose that round, second was the same exact thing.. ******** lag switchers, damn you all to hell.
Oh, I'm also super depressed,cause of my life situations XD
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 5:43 pm
I can't seem to focus enough to read. Hate when that happens. I can usually read well enough, but then this happens. Bleh. All I want to do is read.
EDIT: Now I'm reading again. Now I'm sad.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 6:03 pm
*hugs Shiori,Cata&Sybbie*
Sorry just was really rockbottom earlier sweatdrop
No worries Im fine now sweatdrop
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