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 Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 11:10 am
Jedi Sasquatch Hey, I actually (kind of) have a secret that I can talk about. A lot of times I feel like I'm a girl trapped in a guy's body. It's not that I'm gay or whatever. I'm as straight as straight can be. But I possess a lot of the qualities that society views as feminine. In fact, we once took a quiz back in my psychology class to see how feminine or masculine you are, and I was all the way on the feminine side. Like, not even close to the fence. Not only that, but I've been noticing that in a lot of movies and video games I tend to relate more with the female characters than the male characters. Don't know why. Has anybody else ever felt like this?
Not exactly the same, but I definitely have a lot of stereotypically "masculine" traits along with "feminine" ones. Not many people fit exactly into society's narrow ideas of masculinity and femininity. It's best to disregard all of society's expectations and just be yourself ^^ <3333333
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 11:27 am
I think this is the point at which the irritation I have slowly been building up for the last few weeks is going to boil over. I can't deal with being so close to other people while trying to work I really can't. If my dad and brother start playing guitar behind me again while I'm trying to concentrate again, I'm going to end up smashing the amp. If my dad doesn't turn down his stupid music, I'm going to break his computer. I can't just move my computer into my room to avoid it because there's no space, and then I'd have to listen to my brother's music all day instead. Why am I the only person in this stupid apartment who's polite enough to use headphones. Mother has offered me space at her house, but then I'd end up punching one of the kiddos if they bothered me. I don't think I can deal with this anymore. I'm half considering asking one of my friends if I can move in with him for a while, because at least then I'd be away from things, but I've never met his roommate, and knowing my luck he'd just be more annoying.
I'm meant to be going to a goodbye party for someone tomorrow, but I don't think I can. I don't want to take out my annoyance on them. But the thought of missing it and then realising I never said 'goodbye' to that person just frustrates me more.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 12:07 pm
SLEEEEP
I NEED A diary so I can rant/vent there i guess =[ and not spam this thread up
*posted something negative here about his day&his horrific 1hour nightmare which led to...* sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 12:10 pm
Kamilucis SLEEEEP I NEED A diary so I can rant/vent there i guess =[ and not spam this thread up *posted something negative here about his day&his horrific 1hour nightmare which led to...* sweatdrop Make a blog!
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 12:16 pm
*bangs head against wall* Staying just friends shouldn't be this hard.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 1:17 pm
Didn't sleep again. I'm breaking off the usual pattern since this makes night three without any sleep. gonk
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 1:30 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi Didn't sleep again. I'm breaking off the usual pattern since this makes night three without any sleep. gonk Shiori Miko *bangs head against wall* Staying just friends shouldn't be this hard. Hey, I can't help it if I'm that irresistible. talk2hand *shot* I'm assuming that you're both considering it because you're lonely? Getting together out of (for lack of a better word) desperation isn't the best decision, unless you also know that the relationship would be healthy. But then again, I probably don't know what I'm talking about.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 1:40 pm
Foam-Dome Pirate Captain Sushi Didn't sleep again. I'm breaking off the usual pattern since this makes night three without any sleep. gonk
While true it may be free-radicals are all around us, constantly bombarding us, I'm not going to go out of my way to get aged by them. I do not have a proper anti-oxidant enriched diet so allowing myself to be aged by such ill-electron'd particles would be a very stupid thing for me to do.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 1:48 pm
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko *bangs head against wall* Staying just friends shouldn't be this hard. Hey, I can't help it if I'm that irresistible. talk2hand *shot* I'm assuming that you're both considering it because you're lonely? Getting together out of (for lack of a better word) desperation isn't the best decision, unless you also know that the relationship would be healthy. But then again, I probably don't know what I'm talking about. You caught me Foamy. Marry me? heart I was the one trying to stay just friends. Though I gave up on that last night and now we're "testing it out" now I guess you say.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 3:31 pm
"It gets better" project... well first things first, get out of high school. I still haven't sent college applications, much less scholarships.
I feel that I have given up hope for a future, hopefully the retreat can help me feel better crying
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 3:50 pm
I think my mom just threw a bowl of rice at my dad. ._.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 4:13 pm
The truth is, I love her, she lost her feelings for me, we're still more then friends, but nothing more then a brother/sister, we don't talk much anymore, but.. I have a feeling shes just nervous, everything that's happened so far, our time, our memories together are just to fun to let go, I think, I just gotta be strong, and, hope for the future to be bright, with her!
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 4:14 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi Foam-Dome Pirate Captain Sushi Didn't sleep again. I'm breaking off the usual pattern since this makes night three without any sleep. gonk
While true it may be free-radicals are all around us, constantly bombarding us, I'm not going to go out of my way to get aged by them. I do not have a proper anti-oxidant enriched diet so allowing myself to be aged by such ill-electron'd particles would be a very stupid thing for me to do.Shiori Miko Foam-Dome Shiori Miko *bangs head against wall* Staying just friends shouldn't be this hard. Hey, I can't help it if I'm that irresistible. talk2hand *shot* I'm assuming that you're both considering it because you're lonely? Getting together out of (for lack of a better word) desperation isn't the best decision, unless you also know that the relationship would be healthy. But then again, I probably don't know what I'm talking about. You caught me Foamy. Marry me? heart I was the one trying to stay just friends. Though I gave up on that last night and now we're "testing it out" now I guess you say. I thought you'd never ask! Of course I will! <3 I hope it works out between you two! o3o Or at the very least, I hope it provides a helpful experience for future relationships.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 4:39 pm
Little Miss Fortune Jedi Sasquatch Hey, I actually (kind of) have a secret that I can talk about. A lot of times I feel like I'm a girl trapped in a guy's body. It's not that I'm gay or whatever. I'm as straight as straight can be. But I possess a lot of the qualities that society views as feminine. In fact, we once took a quiz back in my psychology class to see how feminine or masculine you are, and I was all the way on the feminine side. Like, not even close to the fence. Not only that, but I've been noticing that in a lot of movies and video games I tend to relate more with the female characters than the male characters. Don't know why. Has anybody else ever felt like this?
Not exactly the same, but I definitely have a lot of stereotypically "masculine" traits along with "feminine" ones. Not many people fit exactly into society's narrow ideas of masculinity and femininity. It's best to disregard all of society's expectations and just be yourself ^^ <3333333Yeah, I'm not too concerned about what society thinks. The weird part is when my friends start to notice this about me. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I would be less strange if I were a girl. Then again, I do think guns are awesome, so I guess I'm not completely female, lol.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 4:44 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Little Miss Fortune Jedi Sasquatch Hey, I actually (kind of) have a secret that I can talk about. A lot of times I feel like I'm a girl trapped in a guy's body. It's not that I'm gay or whatever. I'm as straight as straight can be. But I possess a lot of the qualities that society views as feminine. In fact, we once took a quiz back in my psychology class to see how feminine or masculine you are, and I was all the way on the feminine side. Like, not even close to the fence. Not only that, but I've been noticing that in a lot of movies and video games I tend to relate more with the female characters than the male characters. Don't know why. Has anybody else ever felt like this?
Not exactly the same, but I definitely have a lot of stereotypically "masculine" traits along with "feminine" ones. Not many people fit exactly into society's narrow ideas of masculinity and femininity. It's best to disregard all of society's expectations and just be yourself ^^ <3333333Yeah, I'm not too concerned about what society thinks. The weird part is when my friends start to notice this about me. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I would be less strange if I were a girl. Then again, I do think guns are awesome, so I guess I'm not completely female, lol. Are you referring to the Bem Sex Role Inventory (BSRI) by any chance? Just as an aside. o3o I know this probably isn't what you mean, but I have to point it out 'cause, like, I have to. Having feminine traits does not make a person mentally the opposite gender. You can be a guy on the feminine side of the scale or a woman on the masculine side of the scale and still identify as your biological sex if you feel it feels right. People with Gender Identity Disorder (aka, transgenders) know from a very young age that something is horribly, horribly wrong. We're talking as young as 2 years old - they believe that they're going to grow up to be the opposite sex, that their genitals are disgusting, and that they're in the wrong bodies. It can get pretty specific - a boy in a girl's body might not feel comfortable sitting down to go to the bathroom and will insist on standing. At three years old. A girl in a boy's body might try to cut the p***s off. At six years old. So. . . << I just wanted to share that.
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