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 Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 9:34 am
Pirate Captain Sushi I'm highly delusional from lack of sleep.
I'm starting to suffer from visual hallucinations. I mistook a potted plant for a yorky dog and one of those stuffed fake Santa's that stand in the living room as a child playing hide-and-go-seek.
My lack of sleep is also stirring up some unknown anger in me for some reason. I feel like cursing every single thing out that I see.
Lets not forget to mention vertigo, the brains defense system telling you to lay down. I've fallen out of my chair I don't know how many times already. I can't lay down though, for if I do I'll sleep. I'm only letting myself sleep at night!
I really miss my Zuzu too. emo
All I have is a picture of her smiling face, but that's enough to help keep me going. :c ./sends down Canadian flag to ticket to see a free doctur <33333
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 9:56 am
This is seriously freaking tough -__-
feeling a sense of belonging anywhere is just almost D8(very difficult)
I wonder if my thingy goes through and I do move if I ll feel better there
maybe there ll be enough to distract me
I was thinking about reinstalling starcraft D8 someone KO me now!!
Oh dear god can my house be any awkwarder or freakin crazy
Wtf is going on with my family
my right eye is going very red
I miss the old days and playing more with people
When I think about it people have changed
=/
even me but still just reminds me that I m a nobody XP
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 10:21 am
Kamilucis This is seriously freaking tough -__- feeling a sense of belonging anywhere is just almost D8(very difficult) I wonder if my thingy goes through and I do move if I ll feel better there maybe there ll be enough to distract me I was thinking about reinstalling starcraft D8 someone KO me now!! Oh dear god can my house be any awkwarder or freakin crazy Wtf is going on with my family my right eye is going very red I caught you...??
o 3o
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 11:06 am
Angel of Windz Kamilucis This is seriously freaking tough -__- feeling a sense of belonging anywhere is just almost D8(very difficult) I wonder if my thingy goes through and I do move if I ll feel better there maybe there ll be enough to distract me I was thinking about reinstalling starcraft D8 someone KO me now!! Oh dear god can my house be any awkwarder or freakin crazy Wtf is going on with my family my right eye is going very red I caught you...??
o 3o I updated the thread sorry I shouldve made the other juju more clear I ll make the post in a darkgoldenrod color XP and ooo any post i make in secrets thread doesnt count because this place is for secrets and such .. XP
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 6:09 pm
I was just talking to a mother who's 8 year old daughter was just diagnosed with the worst type of Scleroderma. She keeps asking me all these questions and I just feel like crying. It's so insanely rare for a kid to get that form of Scleroderma. I know dozens and dozens of adults with it but I only knew of only two kids. Now I know of three. Allen is 17, Phil is 11. And now this 8 year old little girl.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 7:45 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 8:33 pm
I'm not ready for this final. If I get a snowday tomorrow, I'll be the happiest woman alive! D=
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 10:12 pm
I wish I could just be happy for people, but...knowing I'm going to get no higher than a C in this class and on the final, and only if I'm really lucky, not to mention the fact that for once it's not even my fault...I'm sorry, it's nothing against anyone, and I know I'm horrible for even feeling like this, but that thread just makes me want to curl up and die...
...so much worse when the information is in the title and I can't even avoid it by not clicking...not clicking...
I just want to go back...I can remember the good year in my life. Vaguely, but I remember it. I want it back. I want it back.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 10:32 pm
Hey, I actually (kind of) have a secret that I can talk about.
A lot of times I feel like I'm a girl trapped in a guy's body.
It's not that I'm gay or whatever. I'm as straight as straight can be. But I possess a lot of the qualities that society views as feminine. In fact, we once took a quiz back in my psychology class to see how feminine or masculine you are, and I was all the way on the feminine side. Like, not even close to the fence.
Not only that, but I've been noticing that in a lot of movies and video games I tend to relate more with the female characters than the male characters. Don't know why.
Has anybody else ever felt like this?
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 11:32 pm
DAMN YOU HORMONES!!!! gonk
Don't ask.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 11:46 pm
I really hate looking at the profiles of my former classmates on Facebook. I'm getting depressed when I see them successful have their own families, and me, I still don't know what will I do with my life.And I'm not getting young.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 12:05 am
Shiori Miko DAMN YOU HORMONES!!!! gonk
Don't ask. Kuga Natsui I really hate looking at the profiles of my former classmates on Facebook. I'm getting depressed when I see them successful have their own families, and me, I still don't know what will I do with my life.And I'm not getting young.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 11:02 am
Omg I'm freaking out waaay too much over this. ;A; Stupid complicated perfection-needing double-sided ******** brochure. ;A;
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