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Guessing what's a hentai? Oh lemon party. Oh, you dont want to know. Its gay, quite literally. Old gay dudes in a threesome. It was really ******** gross. My friend linked me to it and I just about gouged my eyes out with the mic on my headset. Trust me, you dont want to see it.

Yeah it was so bad I seriously cant remember. smile All I can remember was it was three old dudes going at. And thats just as bad as having unwanted visions and flashbacks. But at least I cant see it!

And my past just keeps coming to huant me...

Well you guys remember me saying about a girl I used to date and how she out of no where started talking to me right? Well Because of my ever so choice wording... she ended up crying for a whole day and is in the hospital for breathe complications >.>

Just peachy...

No, thats what I was thinking myself. Its just I feel somewhat responsible. Only somewhat because I know I played a hand in it, and not somewhat because I kinda dont care >.> her and her mom put me through hell.

Yea but the thing is, knowing the fact that I caused someone to be hospitalized by my words alone is bad a**, but what sucks is how it happened on usch pathetic terms >.>

But but when it happened, she was begging me to be with her again, thats why its pathetic.

What is this, montel? You ganna turn into bald black guy now!?


Ok here is what happened, from the VERY begining.

Meet this girl on gaia named Dassiku. After awhile we started dating. Then for fun, we cybered a bit. Then her mom found out. Then her mom went on a ramgage, trying to kill my repuation, saying that I was just using her daughter for sex, and how I think she is a slut, and yada yada yada.

So then it was over after that. But here is the catch, her, her mother, and I were all in the same magick guild. So then her mother started telling everyone there that I am mentally disturbed and that I have such a horrible familey.

Then after the owner of said guild got involved. Then Cat got involved. Then after a morning of argueing, the owner of the guild saw that I was a victim, and the girls mother left the guild in defeat, realizing that trying to ruin me aitn happening.

Then, some time after, she turns around and calls me a heartless b*****d and says she doesnt want nothing to do with me.

NOW, a few months later, she messages out of the blue, saying she wants me back, and she was forced to hurt me because of her mother, and that her mother and her dont speak no more. And so when I told her I was still pissed about it, and that we'd never be toether again, I get a message from a friend we both know, and she tells me that she was at her house all night crying, ended up crying herself to sleep, started crying when she woke up, and got hospitalized for breathing complications.