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 Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:26 pm
Little Miss Fortune He's only 20 minutes late so far, but I'm scared that I'm going to end up being disappointed again... Pleasepleaseplease let today be good... I just want ONE day where I can feel special... T____T You're special everyday!
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:30 pm
CH0Z0 Little Miss Fortune He's only 20 minutes late so far, but I'm scared that I'm going to end up being disappointed again... Pleasepleaseplease let today be good... I just want ONE day where I can feel special... T____T You're special everyday!
Tell that to Mr. "But school is more important!" XP
I got my hopes up wayyyyyy too high this time x__X
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 2:20 pm
I just baaaaaahh dont bother reading this, i just need to vent, without ending more frustrated
Im just going to cry a little bit here,
I hate this feeling,
what does everyone do?
The same ******** thing.
My head feels like its being compressed lately
I dont know
why do I feel alone ;o;
it pisses me off
I dont know where I belong or if I even do belong anymore
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 2:36 pm
Dnelle Defiance of God I am overly terribly and without a doubt sad to the point that I actually cried today. To begin, I'll give some background. Me and my wife live in my parents house, because they convinced us to move in with them to save money and that there would be jobs here. Well, there are no jobs, but that isn't the point that needs to be made. The point is that my Wife is sick and tired of the mess, so I suggested that she spend Christmas with her Mom this year. Which is a good idea, it makes her happy because she hasn't seen her mom since we moved and she's really attached to her mom. I told her that I would be fine and that not to worry. When she gets back a lot of stuff will be taken care of and that she'll have nothing to worry about. Just go and have fun at her mom's house and be happy. Well, today I dropped her, my two sons and their luggage off at the airport. Pretended everything was hunkydory and that I was happy for them. Long story short, I wasn't. As soon as I came home, I went to the basement and instantly realized how quiet it was. Little michael wasn't in his cot fussing and my little Jesse bear wasn't running around playing and being his adorable self.... it hurt so much for them to be gone... I just didn't know how sad this was going to make me. I thought it would just be a little thing and that I'd be alright. I walked over to the bed and just fell down on it, curled into a little ball and cried. It sucked. I haven't really cried in.... well, since I realized how bad my dad's health is and how he isn't taking care of himself. The tears were like liquid fire and they burned. Not really, but you get what I mean. They've been gone.... not even 8 hours now and I miss them all so damn much its unbearable, and they won't be back till the 5th of January at the latest, the second or third at the soonest..... So ya.... consider myself vented. Aww sad I hope you can get through Christmas without your wife and kiddies! Honestly... Christmas is going to suck the -insert really nasty line of words here- because they are going to be away. I intend to hole myself up in the basement and refuse to take part in the entire thing till they get back....
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:00 pm
Ugh, so dizzy...so tired... I should have slept last night.
Every time I blink, I can feel my eyeballs burning. My arms are weak, my chest hurts, my head is throbbing. It feels like I have heartburn and my joints keep making irritating cracking sounds.
This is really starting to tick me off. scream
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:26 pm
I think I laughed too much last night. My ribs are sore now.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:30 pm
Defiance of God Honestly... Christmas is going to suck the -insert really nasty line of words here- because they are going to be away. I intend to hole myself up in the basement and refuse to take part in the entire thing till they get back....
Is there any way you can go with them? D=
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:34 pm
Defiance of God Dnelle Defiance of God I am overly terribly and without a doubt sad to the point that I actually cried today. To begin, I'll give some background. Me and my wife live in my parents house, because they convinced us to move in with them to save money and that there would be jobs here. Well, there are no jobs, but that isn't the point that needs to be made. The point is that my Wife is sick and tired of the mess, so I suggested that she spend Christmas with her Mom this year. Which is a good idea, it makes her happy because she hasn't seen her mom since we moved and she's really attached to her mom. I told her that I would be fine and that not to worry. When she gets back a lot of stuff will be taken care of and that she'll have nothing to worry about. Just go and have fun at her mom's house and be happy. Well, today I dropped her, my two sons and their luggage off at the airport. Pretended everything was hunkydory and that I was happy for them. Long story short, I wasn't. As soon as I came home, I went to the basement and instantly realized how quiet it was. Little michael wasn't in his cot fussing and my little Jesse bear wasn't running around playing and being his adorable self.... it hurt so much for them to be gone... I just didn't know how sad this was going to make me. I thought it would just be a little thing and that I'd be alright. I walked over to the bed and just fell down on it, curled into a little ball and cried. It sucked. I haven't really cried in.... well, since I realized how bad my dad's health is and how he isn't taking care of himself. The tears were like liquid fire and they burned. Not really, but you get what I mean. They've been gone.... not even 8 hours now and I miss them all so damn much its unbearable, and they won't be back till the 5th of January at the latest, the second or third at the soonest..... So ya.... consider myself vented. Aww sad I hope you can get through Christmas without your wife and kiddies! Honestly... Christmas is going to suck the -insert really nasty line of words here- because they are going to be away. I intend to hole myself up in the basement and refuse to take part in the entire thing till they get back.... Do you want to be haunted on christmas eve? I'm totally free and available.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:37 pm
  I can't decide who to do for the caricature assignment gonk fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:41 pm
I cant stop watching the kramer entrances
they never end
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:44 pm
epic-writer42 Defiance of God Dnelle Defiance of God I am overly terribly and without a doubt sad to the point that I actually cried today. To begin, I'll give some background. Me and my wife live in my parents house, because they convinced us to move in with them to save money and that there would be jobs here. Well, there are no jobs, but that isn't the point that needs to be made. The point is that my Wife is sick and tired of the mess, so I suggested that she spend Christmas with her Mom this year. Which is a good idea, it makes her happy because she hasn't seen her mom since we moved and she's really attached to her mom. I told her that I would be fine and that not to worry. When she gets back a lot of stuff will be taken care of and that she'll have nothing to worry about. Just go and have fun at her mom's house and be happy. Well, today I dropped her, my two sons and their luggage off at the airport. Pretended everything was hunkydory and that I was happy for them. Long story short, I wasn't. As soon as I came home, I went to the basement and instantly realized how quiet it was. Little michael wasn't in his cot fussing and my little Jesse bear wasn't running around playing and being his adorable self.... it hurt so much for them to be gone... I just didn't know how sad this was going to make me. I thought it would just be a little thing and that I'd be alright. I walked over to the bed and just fell down on it, curled into a little ball and cried. It sucked. I haven't really cried in.... well, since I realized how bad my dad's health is and how he isn't taking care of himself. The tears were like liquid fire and they burned. Not really, but you get what I mean. They've been gone.... not even 8 hours now and I miss them all so damn much its unbearable, and they won't be back till the 5th of January at the latest, the second or third at the soonest..... So ya.... consider myself vented. Aww sad I hope you can get through Christmas without your wife and kiddies! Honestly... Christmas is going to suck the -insert really nasty line of words here- because they are going to be away. I intend to hole myself up in the basement and refuse to take part in the entire thing till they get back.... Do you want to be haunted on christmas eve? I'm totally free and available. What do you mean? Uh.... sure? blaugh @ LMF.... They're already gone. I dropped them off yesterday.... I've been trying to keep my mind off it... so cleaned our area up... and well.... that killed 30 minutes.... now I only have.... 30 days left till they return =[
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 3:49 pm
Kamilucis I cant stop watching the kramer entrances they never end
sorry sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 4:11 pm
Defiance of God @ LMF.... They're already gone. I dropped them off yesterday.... I've been trying to keep my mind off it... so cleaned our area up... and well.... that killed 30 minutes.... now I only have.... 30 days left till they return =[
Why can't you still go, though? It isn't Christmas yet, and apparently they're still going to be there for a pretty long time... D=
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 4:29 pm
Was just a unicorn. The joys of being an auntie when your nephew is playing with pipe cleaners. xd
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 4:37 pm
Little Miss Fortune Defiance of God @ LMF.... They're already gone. I dropped them off yesterday.... I've been trying to keep my mind off it... so cleaned our area up... and well.... that killed 30 minutes.... now I only have.... 30 days left till they return =[
Why can't you still go, though? It isn't Christmas yet, and apparently they're still going to be there for a pretty long time... D=Because I'm staying here looking for a job.... if I don't get a job by the end of the month we lose the car because I won't be able to make payments on it anymore, all our savings will be gone.
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