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 Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 12:11 am
epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why. Oh I don't know, because we think your an awesome person? Need not worry about hurting my feelings, I already had my emotional breakdown for the next few months and took the liberty of asking what is my purpose. ...Okay, maybe you are all that misguided, but now it's up to four in one day and I can't help but be incredibly confused about why they're all coming in at once. confused I mean, sure, you guys might have your reasons, but it just seems too weird that you all added me within the span of 24 hours. Were you guys talking about me elsewhere? I really feel like I'm being messed with, and not in a good way. Like this is some sort of plot where people abuse the fact that I get close to people no matter how hard I try not to, and then use it to break me. It's not like it hasn't happened before.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 12:34 am
LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why. Oh I don't know, because we think your an awesome person? Need not worry about hurting my feelings, I already had my emotional breakdown for the next few months and took the liberty of asking what is my purpose. ...Okay, maybe you are all that misguided, but now it's up to four in one day and I can't help but be incredibly confused about why they're all coming in at once. confused I mean, sure, you guys might have your reasons, but it just seems too weird that you all added me within the span of 24 hours. Were you guys talking about me elsewhere? I really feel like I'm being messed with, and not in a good way. Like this is some sort of plot to abuse the fact that I get close to people no matter how hard I try not to, and then use it to break me. Okay, to prove I'm not messing with you or planning on abusing a friendship with you, I will tell you something. The AB that gave that Blue acithingawhositmajig thing to you last night, that was me. I say this with trust and good faith that you won't senselessly brain me with a cane. I can further prove it because I tried to pick out the shiniest of the gift wrap. I chose gold and silver/white.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 12:57 am
epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why. Oh I don't know, because we think your an awesome person? Need not worry about hurting my feelings, I already had my emotional breakdown for the next few months and took the liberty of asking what is my purpose. ...Okay, maybe you are all that misguided, but now it's up to four in one day and I can't help but be incredibly confused about why they're all coming in at once. confused I mean, sure, you guys might have your reasons, but it just seems too weird that you all added me within the span of 24 hours. Were you guys talking about me elsewhere? I really feel like I'm being messed with, and not in a good way. Like this is some sort of plot to abuse the fact that I get close to people no matter how hard I try not to, and then use it to break me. Okay, to prove I'm not messing with you or planning on abusing a friendship with you, I will tell you something. The AB that gave that Blue acithingawhositmajig thing to you last night, that was me. I say this with trust and good faith that you won't senselessly brain me with a cane. I can further prove it because I tried to pick out the shiniest of the gift wrap. I chose gold and silver/white. I know it was you (the word "epic" shoehorned into the note gave it away xd ), and I'm really grateful, but you have to understand. It's not just you I can't trust, it's everyone. Maybe you're not planning to hurt me, but I can never know that for sure. It's the same even for my closest friends. And I can't just not worry somewhat about that kind of coincidence.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:26 am
Defiance of God I am overly terribly and without a doubt sad to the point that I actually cried today. To begin, I'll give some background. Me and my wife live in my parents house, because they convinced us to move in with them to save money and that there would be jobs here. Well, there are no jobs, but that isn't the point that needs to be made. The point is that my Wife is sick and tired of the mess, so I suggested that she spend Christmas with her Mom this year. Which is a good idea, it makes her happy because she hasn't seen her mom since we moved and she's really attached to her mom. I told her that I would be fine and that not to worry. When she gets back a lot of stuff will be taken care of and that she'll have nothing to worry about. Just go and have fun at her mom's house and be happy. Well, today I dropped her, my two sons and their luggage off at the airport. Pretended everything was hunkydory and that I was happy for them. Long story short, I wasn't. As soon as I came home, I went to the basement and instantly realized how quiet it was. Little michael wasn't in his cot fussing and my little Jesse bear wasn't running around playing and being his adorable self.... it hurt so much for them to be gone... I just didn't know how sad this was going to make me. I thought it would just be a little thing and that I'd be alright. I walked over to the bed and just fell down on it, curled into a little ball and cried. It sucked. I haven't really cried in.... well, since I realized how bad my dad's health is and how he isn't taking care of himself. The tears were like liquid fire and they burned. Not really, but you get what I mean. They've been gone.... not even 8 hours now and I miss them all so damn much its unbearable, and they won't be back till the 5th of January at the latest, the second or third at the soonest..... So ya.... consider myself vented. Aww sad I hope you can get through Christmas without your wife and kiddies!
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 6:00 am
LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why. Oh I don't know, because we think your an awesome person? Need not worry about hurting my feelings, I already had my emotional breakdown for the next few months and took the liberty of asking what is my purpose. ...Okay, maybe you are all that misguided, but now it's up to four in one day and I can't help but be incredibly confused about why they're all coming in at once. confused I mean, sure, you guys might have your reasons, but it just seems too weird that you all added me within the span of 24 hours. Were you guys talking about me elsewhere? I really feel like I'm being messed with, and not in a good way. Like this is some sort of plot to abuse the fact that I get close to people no matter how hard I try not to, and then use it to break me. Okay, to prove I'm not messing with you or planning on abusing a friendship with you, I will tell you something. The AB that gave that Blue acithingawhositmajig thing to you last night, that was me. I say this with trust and good faith that you won't senselessly brain me with a cane. I can further prove it because I tried to pick out the shiniest of the gift wrap. I chose gold and silver/white. I know it was you (the word "epic" shoehorned into the note gave it away xd ), and I'm really grateful, but you have to understand. It's not just you I can't trust, it's everyone. Maybe you're not planning to hurt me, but I can never know that for sure. It's the same even for my closest friends. And I can't just not worry somewhat about that kind of coincidence. I added you because you weren't on my friendlist when that should've been done a while ago xD I went on a random adding friend spree yesterday.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 6:17 am
Jikoniau I am really really depressed right now, and I don't quite know why. Today was a pretty good day, I had my belt test for TaeKwon-Do and probably am now a high yellow belt. The I had study group, that went pretty well as well. But I was sort of sad that Tyler decided not to come. And then I think just the pressure of finals and homework hit me, and I felt kind of sad. I ate pie while waiting for my mom to come home, which helped a bit.
When I called my Mom around 10pm she said she was going to be home soon, she wasn't home until midnight.... I'd tried calling several times during that time period since I consider 'soon' to be an hour at MOST. Obviously this means that I worried about if something had happened to her, and I knew she'd been drinking so I hoped that she wasn't drunk and gotten in an accident or something. When she finally got home and I saw she was fine I got really sad at how inconsiderate she was to not call and let me know she would be later then she thought... I think it was mainly that she didn't realize the time since she was drunk. But it still makes me sad/mad because she knew I was waiting for her, when I'd called at 10pm I'd asked if she wanted to watch a movie with me and she said yes. If someone is waiting for you and you say you're going to be home soon then it's just inconsiderate to not get home for another two hours. I should've known... she'd kept asking me how testing went so obviously she didn't remember asking earlier so she'd probably been drunk for a while. I really hate it when she gets like that, fortunately she doesn't drink really often just often. But all this was the final straw between being almost depressed and depressed. I started crying and she didn't even notice (which she normally does), also she didn't notice the fact that I have an icepack draped across my shoulder. She noticed that after giving me a hug good night, but it shouldn't take feeling the cold from the ice pack to realize it's there. I wouldn't normally even care too much about that, but right now it just makes me feel more sad.The text in the small text can be ignored... I just needed to get that out. I feel much better now, or at least I've stopped crying. I guess talking about it is what I really needed, wether someone is actually listening or not is a mute point. *hugs* No cry to much =[, as for the small text, heh Alcohol can sometime make people act strange/oblivious.. I hope you have happier moments this month
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 8:28 am
Argh. *clutches head* I'm turning requests off. You guys are creeping me out, and after I said all that at the top of the page I know it's intentional. Stop it, please just stop.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 8:45 am
LabTech Kestin Argh. *clutches head* I'm turning requests off. You guys are creeping me out, and after I said all that at the top of the page I know it's intentional. Stop it, please just stop. Sorry heh =[ I actually just added you because I wanted to gift you something this Xmas ;o; Didnt see what was written above, Sorry heh
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 8:48 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Tired, neck sore and I got no one to talk to :c I'm so bored ./and really severely slacking off on an essay
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 8:49 am
Kamilucis LabTech Kestin Argh. *clutches head* I'm turning requests off. You guys are creeping me out, and after I said all that at the top of the page I know it's intentional. Stop it, please just stop. Sorry heh =[ I actually just added you because I wanted to gift you something this Xmas ;o; Didnt see what was written above, Sorry heh It's okay >.< I'm just really freaked out. *shakes head* And my gifts aren't friends-only, though I might disable them entirely if I get more than two or three.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 10:52 am
LabTech Kestin Argh. *clutches head* I'm turning requests off. You guys are creeping me out, and after I said all that at the top of the page I know it's intentional. Stop it, please just stop. I actually just added you because I realized you weren't on my friendslist, and since I consider you a friend it seemed normal to add you. I'm sorry if that creeped you out sad Kamilucis Jikoniau I am really really depressed right now, and I don't quite know why. Today was a pretty good day, I had my belt test for TaeKwon-Do and probably am now a high yellow belt. The I had study group, that went pretty well as well. But I was sort of sad that Tyler decided not to come. And then I think just the pressure of finals and homework hit me, and I felt kind of sad. I ate pie while waiting for my mom to come home, which helped a bit.
When I called my Mom around 10pm she said she was going to be home soon, she wasn't home until midnight.... I'd tried calling several times during that time period since I consider 'soon' to be an hour at MOST. Obviously this means that I worried about if something had happened to her, and I knew she'd been drinking so I hoped that she wasn't drunk and gotten in an accident or something. When she finally got home and I saw she was fine I got really sad at how inconsiderate she was to not call and let me know she would be later then she thought... I think it was mainly that she didn't realize the time since she was drunk. But it still makes me sad/mad because she knew I was waiting for her, when I'd called at 10pm I'd asked if she wanted to watch a movie with me and she said yes. If someone is waiting for you and you say you're going to be home soon then it's just inconsiderate to not get home for another two hours. I should've known... she'd kept asking me how testing went so obviously she didn't remember asking earlier so she'd probably been drunk for a while. I really hate it when she gets like that, fortunately she doesn't drink really often just often. But all this was the final straw between being almost depressed and depressed. I started crying and she didn't even notice (which she normally does), also she didn't notice the fact that I have an icepack draped across my shoulder. She noticed that after giving me a hug good night, but it shouldn't take feeling the cold from the ice pack to realize it's there. I wouldn't normally even care too much about that, but right now it just makes me feel more sad.The text in the small text can be ignored... I just needed to get that out. I feel much better now, or at least I've stopped crying. I guess talking about it is what I really needed, wether someone is actually listening or not is a mute point. *hugs* No cry to much =[, as for the small text, heh Alcohol can sometime make people act strange/oblivious.. I hope you have happier moments this month Thanks Kam <3 and I do know that alcohol can make people strange, but that doesn't keep me from being annoyed when it actually does what it's expected to do XD yes, I know. Silly me. Thank you, I hope so as well. It's holiday season so everyone should have many many happy moments this month! 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:18 pm
Jikoniau LabTech Kestin Argh. *clutches head* I'm turning requests off. You guys are creeping me out, and after I said all that at the top of the page I know it's intentional. Stop it, please just stop. I actually just added you because I realized you weren't on my friendslist, and since I consider you a friend it seemed normal to add you. I'm sorry if that creeped you out sad Under normal circumstances it wouldn't have. Sorry. >.< *huggles* On an unrelated note, I got sick of people changing their prices to be lower than mine (yeah, I know it's normal market procedure, I do it too, but it gets frustrating after a while), so I posted in the exchange. Hopefully it goes okay >.<
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:21 pm
He's only 20 minutes late so far, but I'm scared that I'm going to end up being disappointed again... Pleasepleaseplease let today be good... I just want ONE day where I can feel special... T____T
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 1:23 pm
And my friend's ex is officially dumped. Who does she talk to about it? My friend! If she says some s**t like "I shouldn't have left you" I'm hitting her. I don't care that my friend wants me to be nice, if she's gonna be a b***h I'm being one right back at her.
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