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 Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:21 pm
I have revealed to my crush that I like her, and now I wait!
Plus we had another date to a drive-through light show.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:25 pm
CH0Z0 I have revealed to my crush that I like her, and now I wait! Plus we had another date to a drive-through light show. Yay!! I hope all goes well for you Cho =] Goodluck<3
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:32 pm
CH0Z0 I have revealed to my crush that I like her, and now I wait! Plus we had another date to a drive-through light show. Good luck Cho! Soosh is really pulling for you! whee heart
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:54 pm
I am overly terribly and without a doubt sad to the point that I actually cried today.
To begin, I'll give some background. Me and my wife live in my parents house, because they convinced us to move in with them to save money and that there would be jobs here. Well, there are no jobs, but that isn't the point that needs to be made. The point is that my Wife is sick and tired of the mess, so I suggested that she spend Christmas with her Mom this year. Which is a good idea, it makes her happy because she hasn't seen her mom since we moved and she's really attached to her mom.
I told her that I would be fine and that not to worry. When she gets back a lot of stuff will be taken care of and that she'll have nothing to worry about. Just go and have fun at her mom's house and be happy.
Well, today I dropped her, my two sons and their luggage off at the airport. Pretended everything was hunkydory and that I was happy for them.
Long story short, I wasn't. As soon as I came home, I went to the basement and instantly realized how quiet it was. Little michael wasn't in his cot fussing and my little Jesse bear wasn't running around playing and being his adorable self.... it hurt so much for them to be gone... I just didn't know how sad this was going to make me. I thought it would just be a little thing and that I'd be alright. I walked over to the bed and just fell down on it, curled into a little ball and cried.
It sucked. I haven't really cried in.... well, since I realized how bad my dad's health is and how he isn't taking care of himself. The tears were like liquid fire and they burned. Not really, but you get what I mean.
They've been gone.... not even 8 hours now and I miss them all so damn much its unbearable, and they won't be back till the 5th of January at the latest, the second or third at the soonest.....
So ya.... consider myself vented.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:58 pm
CH0Z0 I have revealed to my crush that I like her, and now I wait! Plus we had another date to a drive-through light show. Go Cho! Go Cho! *waves pom poms*
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 6:27 pm
lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive?
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:17 pm
Tired, neck sore and I got no one to talk to :c I'm so bored ./and really severely slacking off on an essay
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:34 pm
I have two practice tests due at midnight. MyMathLab broke and won't let me access them. I didn't sign up for an online math class just for this reason, yet my teacher does everything online anyway.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:35 pm
LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Well I lost my temper today(which doesn't happen often.) emotionally broke down and had a crying fit over things from the past few months that I haven't let out and became severely depressed. But after going to see Christmas lights and hearing quite a few Christmas songs and acting like a complete lunatic with my dad (Mom was absolutely mortified and refuse to join me and dad talking like we were posh.) I feel a lot better. I should buy a top hat and a monocle...or ask for one for Christmas. Perfect thing to wear to work on the day before new years eve
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:37 pm
epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:39 pm
Screw it I'm telling the truth no matter what the risks are X_X; Just a sense of closure from all the panic building up if I don't.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:45 pm
LabTech Kestin epic-writer42 LabTech Kestin lolwut sudden influx of friend requests. O.o All from here. Did I do something particularly impressive? No, I don't friend people just because they did something impressive. That would be rather shallow and I don't like being that. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply that sad I meant like...it's really sudden and random, and since it was like three people at once, I was wondering why. Oh I don't know, because we think your an awesome person? Need not worry about hurting my feelings, I already had my emotional breakdown for the next few months and took the liberty of asking what is my purpose.
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:48 pm
keito melfina Screw it I'm telling the truth no matter what the risks are X_X; Just a sense of closure from all the panic building up if I don't. POWER TO YOU MAN!!!!!! Let the truth set you free!
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Posted: Sat Dec 04, 2010 11:37 pm
I am really really depressed right now, and I don't quite know why. Today was a pretty good day, I had my belt test for TaeKwon-Do and probably am now a high yellow belt. The I had study group, that went pretty well as well. But I was sort of sad that Tyler decided not to come. And then I think just the pressure of finals and homework hit me, and I felt kind of sad. I ate pie while waiting for my mom to come home, which helped a bit.
When I called my Mom around 10pm she said she was going to be home soon, she wasn't home until midnight.... I'd tried calling several times during that time period since I consider 'soon' to be an hour at MOST. Obviously this means that I worried about if something had happened to her, and I knew she'd been drinking so I hoped that she wasn't drunk and gotten in an accident or something. When she finally got home and I saw she was fine I got really sad at how inconsiderate she was to not call and let me know she would be later then she thought... I think it was mainly that she didn't realize the time since she was drunk. But it still makes me sad/mad because she knew I was waiting for her, when I'd called at 10pm I'd asked if she wanted to watch a movie with me and she said yes. If someone is waiting for you and you say you're going to be home soon then it's just inconsiderate to not get home for another two hours. I should've known... she'd kept asking me how testing went so obviously she didn't remember asking earlier so she'd probably been drunk for a while. I really hate it when she gets like that, fortunately she doesn't drink really often just often. But all this was the final straw between being almost depressed and depressed. I started crying and she didn't even notice (which she normally does), also she didn't notice the fact that I have an icepack draped across my shoulder. She noticed that after giving me a hug good night, but it shouldn't take feeling the cold from the ice pack to realize it's there. I wouldn't normally even care too much about that, but right now it just makes me feel more sad.
The text in the small text can be ignored... I just needed to get that out. I feel much better now, or at least I've stopped crying. I guess talking about it is what I really needed, wether someone is actually listening or not is a mute point.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 12:07 am
Thinking upon it, fallin' fer people must be fun.
In fact, the one time that annoyance occurred to me, I was very amused. Well.... Not so much amused as in an extremely amusing mood.
Would be a worthwhile mood to go into again.
That, and I kind of want to stab someone with my rapier, half to check if it'd do anything.
Anyone wanna RP?
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