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 Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:57 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen oooo what movie? =O It's a performance art piece called 'The Order' and it was performed at the Guggenheim Museum. It's the most random thing I've had to watch in a class everO.o *runs off to Google* o.O, OOooooo I wanna see random juju <3 tehehe xD Have fun and tell me what you think of it, lol! Will do =D Secret: Nespin is looking very awesome today. I was thinking of buying a santa outfit but there was only a hat, a red and gold bell collar and a pair of red and white fluffy santa undies in package.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:59 am
I feel really...gross. I have no way of explaining it. It's sort of like fatigue, but not really. I think it's like how I felt that time when I was dehydrated because we'd been wandering a city for hours and my parents wouldn't stop to get me a bottle of water, but I've had just as much water as usual, and just as little sleep as usual..I'm really hoping I'm either a) wrong about how much I've had to drink or b) simply experiencing more "advanced" symptoms of sleep deprivation...I don't want it to be the partially prolonged bleeding, because I have no way of fixing that on my own. It has to be something I can fix, either with more water, more caffeine, something like Tylenol...anything that I can do by myself (and preferably quickly).
Problem is, I have no way of searching for answers on "gross feeling I can't describe", so I'm stuck without a clue.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 8:14 am
LabTech Kestin I feel really...gross. I have no way of explaining it. It's sort of like fatigue, but not really. I think it's like how I felt that time when I was dehydrated because we'd been wandering a city for hours and my parents wouldn't stop to get me a bottle of water, but I've had just as much water as usual, and just as little sleep as usual..I'm really hoping I'm either a) wrong about how much I've had to drink or b) simply experiencing more "advanced" symptoms of sleep deprivation...I don't want it to be the partially prolonged bleeding, because I have no way of fixing that on my own. It has to be something I can fix, either with more water, more caffeine, something like Tylenol... anything that I can do by myself (and preferably quickly).
Problem is, I have no way of searching for answers on "gross feeling I can't describe", so I'm stuck without a clue.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 8:39 am
Little Miss Fortune LabTech Kestin I feel really...gross. I have no way of explaining it. It's sort of like fatigue, but not really. I think it's like how I felt that time when I was dehydrated because we'd been wandering a city for hours and my parents wouldn't stop to get me a bottle of water, but I've had just as much water as usual, and just as little sleep as usual..I'm really hoping I'm either a) wrong about how much I've had to drink or b) simply experiencing more "advanced" symptoms of sleep deprivation...I don't want it to be the partially prolonged bleeding, because I have no way of fixing that on my own. It has to be something I can fix, either with more water, more caffeine, something like Tylenol... anything that I can do by myself (and preferably quickly). Problem is, I have no way of searching for answers on "gross feeling I can't describe", so I'm stuck without a clue. Huh. I eat burgers at least twice a week...although I could ask my parents to buy raisins, I'm sure they wouldn't think that was weird... sweatdrop Ugh, I can't deal with this. Every little thing is freaking me out...I think I might have hypochondria. gonk ...Although after all the blood tests (see girly thread), wouldn't they have, y'know, told me if I was anemic? >.< They'd at least have told my parents, and they'd've told me (it'd give them something new to nag me about). EDIT: What the hell? Is anyone else seeing the weird formatting? O_o Fixed it. Although the effect of leaving out a slash was certainly odd and inconsistent...
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 8:46 am
Maybe it's more recent than that? Or just a temporary thing? Or maybe I'm wrong completely? I don't know. I'm not a doctor. It was just the first thing that came to mind >.<
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 8:56 am
*shrugs* I've only felt like this a couple days...it's happened before, but very rarely, and goes away after a day or less, though might take a little more...gonna wait it out I guess; mom won't buy me raisins because she just got back from the grocery store and doesn't want to go again (one thing I feel she's totally justified on xp )...
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 9:22 am
My mother pissed off at me? Very, very bad. My mother pissed off at someone else? Hilarious. rofl "Tell them we're going to find a disinterested party to sue them for having a rodent on a leash!" <-- This was in response to a dispute with neighbors...over a tree.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 10:07 am
mmmmm, a wrap, Vitamin Water; Perfect for researching through 5 magazines to try and find an artist that may fit my art style. Sooooo much fun x.x
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 11:24 am
You told me you feel emotionless. You told me you just want to have someone to hold again. Then you act you're just waiting for me to change my mind and say I like you. You tell me all these things about just wanting someone, do you really expect me to swoon? You keep going on random dates with girls who's names you won't even tell me. I can play the role of the best friend. I can play the fake fiance. I can play the girl who tells your ex to ******** off. But I won't be the girlfriend. I love you and will do whatever I can to help except that. I know I'm not ready to be one yet. Now you need to realize you're not ready to be a boyfriend yet.
Also my doctor finally told me the results of my blood test. I'm not anemic. I don't know how in the hell I'm not with my vegetarian/paragard combo, but I'm not. So I take this to mean that I'm immortal. My quality of life will suck but I shall live forever!
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 12:01 pm
Shiori Miko You told me you feel emotionless. You told me you just want to have someone to hold again. Then you act you're just waiting for me to change my mind and say I like you. You tell me all these things about just wanting someone, do you really expect me to swoon? You keep going on random dates with girls who's names you won't even tell me. I can play the role of the best friend. I can play the fake fiance. I can play the girl who tells your ex to ******** off. But I won't be the girlfriend. I love you and will do whatever I can to help except that. I know I'm not ready to be one yet. Now you need to realize you're not ready to be a boyfriend yet.
Also my doctor finally told me the results of my blood test. I'm not anemic. I don't know how in the hell I'm not with my vegetarian/paragard combo, but I'm not. So I take this to mean that I'm immortal. My quality of life will suck but I shall live forever! @First part: ;o; *hugs* I hope your quality of life doesnt suck =/
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 1:25 pm
So I just found out that a) I have been to the doctor within the past year (I had thought my last visit was much longer ago, but I needed a physical for school, so about six months), b) they definitely would've known right away if I were anemic or anything like that, and c) I'm getting a blood test done this week to make sure my new medication isn't raising my potassium levels, so if there's anything wrong with the cycle stuff, they'll know...right? I mean, even if they're just checking for potassium, any other sort of abnormality would still show up, right? I looked around the internet and found this thing that might explain what's going on, if not for the fact that I have days in between...something to do with excessive shedding, leading to raw spots that bleed, causing the lining not to grow back right and shed more, leading to more exposed stuff...or something like that, I don't quite remember. Would that show up? Or is that not a blood problem? Augh, I'm just so freaked out and I don't know if it's the research paper stuff raising my general anxiety levels and causing me to be all hypochondriac, or if I'm actually worried...I can never tell anymore whether I'm genuinely concerned about something or if it's just my random frequent panic episodes making me think I am. And I'm shaking really hard right now, is it a) fear, b) some serious physical problem, or c) the frozen air coming in from the window, which I opened because I felt really hot for no reason...??? Am I panicking about panicking? Is it affecting my physiology at all, or is it a result of some physical problem, or is it all in my head and I'm completely fine? asdfghjkl. crying
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 1:37 pm
LabTech Kestin I mean, even if they're just checking for potassium, any other sort of abnormality would still show up, right? They're only looking at the potassium, so I don't think so. They only test for certain things, they can't look at everything for everyone. You can tell the doctor your theory and then they'll know what to look for.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 4:32 pm
Kamilucis Jer0nim0 Trying an energy drink for the first time. I hope this doesn't have a shitty effect. x,x; depend's You usually crash after an hour or two, crashing is the only shitty effect unless you wish to sleep then Its not soo shitty XP I think it worked. 0,0 Or I just had a really good day. I liked today. So weird. And especially weird to have such an awesome art teacher. ;A; <333
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