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 Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 5:01 pm
So Jimmy and are I fake fiances. His ex kept trying to talk to him, so I jokingly told him to say that his fiance disapproves of her talking to him. He actually told her! And I think she took it seriously because she was freaking out trying to get him to tell her who it was.
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 5:05 pm
  *feels like a greedy little vendor right now*
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 5:24 pm
Damn it, apparently I have a bedtime again. >_<
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 5:27 pm
I should really defragment the computer disk tomorrow, been over a year. Probably what the thing needs right about now.
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 6:27 pm
Last night I spent several hours talk to my crush, which was good. We always seem to find things to talk about, and tend to listen to each others rants XD
On another note something funny happened with a facebook update a few days ago. My friend posted a status saying that she'd eaten sushi, my first thought? "What??? How can she eat Sushi, she doesn't even know him! gonk " a split second later I realized she was talking about the food sushi. XD Oddly I find that type of thing happens often... something happens or someone says something and I relate it back to someone here. I think it's possible I spend too much time here. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 6:44 pm
I've been afraid to let people outside my family touch me for as long as I can remember. Today was the first time I've ever had anyone sit down, look me in the eyes, and ask me why. And then, even though I couldn't find it in me to tell him, said "Okay," apologized for grabbing my wrist (he'd been trying to look at my POW bracelet), and proceeded to attempt to use his arm as a shield against the crazy mob of people at the game. And I kept reminding myself: "This is the guy who turned me down." I'm glad we're still friends, but heavens, the more time I spend with him, the more good I see in him. And bad, there's always a little of that in a person, but the rest is so prevalent.
But it scared me a little. Nobody in high school ever asked why, they just accepted it silently. Same went for college until earlier today. There are some things that I've never been able to talk about, never been able to write about; heck, I'm barely able to acknowledge them inside the confines of my own head. Some I've never been able to explain, and some are nightmares I don't want to remember, and whichever it is, I've held my silence for a long time. But I trust him, as much as I trust anyone on this earth, and want to be able to tell him. The problem is, I don't think I can, and it bothers me that I can't, and this entire situation is just frustrating beyond all belief.
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 6:47 pm
Miss Amelia Pond I've been afraid to let people outside my family touch me for as long as I can remember. Today was the first time I've ever had anyone sit down, look me in the eyes, and ask me why. And then, even though I couldn't find it in me to tell him, said "Okay," apologized for grabbing my wrist (he'd been trying to look at my POW bracelet), and proceeded to attempt to use his arm as a shield against the crazy mob of people at the game. And I kept reminding myself: "This is the guy who turned me down." I'm glad we're still friends, but heavens, the more time I spend with him, the more good I see in him. And bad, there's always a little of that in a person, but the rest is so prevalent.
But it scared me a little. Nobody in high school ever asked why, they just accepted it silently. Same went for college until earlier today. There are some things that I've never been able to talk about, never been able to write about; heck, I'm barely able to acknowledge them inside the confines of my own head. Some I've never been able to explain, and some are nightmares I don't want to remember, and whichever it is, I've held my silence for a long time. But I trust him, as much as I trust anyone on this earth, and want to be able to tell him. The problem is, I don't think I can, and it bothers me that I can't, and this entire situation is just frustrating beyond all belief.
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 7:12 pm
Please let tomorrow and Friday be good days for me! I swear, I'm tired of being gloomy and moody during this time of the year, especially since the last few winters have taken away an aunt three uncles and my grandmother on my moms side. Allow me to have one winter without any panic attacks late at night, or anymore family deaths. Let me have a winter I can always remember and be happy about.
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 5:56 am
Trying an energy drink for the first time.
I hope this doesn't have a shitty effect. x,x;
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:13 am
Jer0nim0 Trying an energy drink for the first time. I hope this doesn't have a shitty effect. x,x; depend's You usually crash after an hour or two, crashing is the only shitty effect unless you wish to sleep then Its not soo shitty XP
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:29 am
this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:41 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen oooo what movie? =O
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:46 am
Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen oooo what movie? =O It's a performance art piece called 'The Order' and it was performed at the Guggenheim Museum. It's the most random thing I've had to watch in a class everO.o
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:50 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen oooo what movie? =O It's a performance art piece called 'The Order' and it was performed at the Guggenheim Museum. It's the most random thing I've had to watch in a class everO.o *runs off to Google* o.O, OOooooo I wanna see random juju <3 tehehe
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 7:51 am
Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- this is the creepiest movie I've ever seen oooo what movie? =O It's a performance art piece called 'The Order' and it was performed at the Guggenheim Museum. It's the most random thing I've had to watch in a class everO.o *runs off to Google* o.O, OOooooo I wanna see random juju <3 tehehe xD Have fun and tell me what you think of it, lol!
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