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 Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:05 pm
Well feeling depressed and drowning in chocolate ice cream.
@Jedi: even at times when I feel suicidal, in the end I never really meant to do so, I just felt so low at times that I wanted to get away. Yet there are other things in life to look forward to, taking life for granted seems pointless in getting it through so early whereas others don't even get a say on how long they live. I know I have a future to look forward to, and if I take myself out of the world ripples would flow through those closest to me. Causing such a financial (yeah funerals are very expensive) and not to mention the emotional trauma it would cause for all my friends and family who would just sit there blaming themselves over what I did (such as statements of "WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO PREVENT THIS!" since suicide is purely preventable). I don't want to cause pain, so I'll live on each day with a smile.
Hopefully my wall of text made sense X_X;
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:08 pm
Keito, I just read "Jedi" as "Jadu" in your post. gonk I have reached a completely different level of weirditude.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:11 pm
@Keito- I drown myself in ice cream alot to XD when unhappy
Or I just talk to Mickey<3
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:13 pm
Kamilucis @Keito- I drown myself in ice cream alot to XD when unhappy I eat my feelings. >8D
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 4:20 pm
When I'm depressed,
I...
Sleep 8D
I'll just say this again: If you feel so down where you think you may do the act, just remember this. All people that have been saved from suicide attempts say that once that act had been done, they wanted to live. They had a renewed hope for life, something in them that told them to live on. However, most people die after starting the act of suicide, making this even more tragic. So all I can say is, think of that, just remember that your body always wants to live
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 5:26 pm
LabTech Kestin Keito, I just read "Jedi" as "Jadu" in your post. gonk I have reached a completely different level of weirditude. Software or city in Libya? xD Secret: horrible dreams lately X_X; yet they seem... so real.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:01 pm
keito melfina LabTech Kestin Keito, I just read "Jedi" as "Jadu" in your post. gonk I have reached a completely different level of weirditude. Software or city in Libya? xD I'd never heard of either. xd I'm not the kind of nerd that actually knows anything halfway useful.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:09 pm
I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times. I need to stop posting here. It's bad for me. I keep obsessively refreshing to see if anyone said anything. Even though I know the didn't. Four.
Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:30 pm
Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future."
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:34 pm
Foam-Dome Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future." It's really bad because It's the thing I want most. I can think of any number of factors that would prevent that.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:39 pm
"You're a meany." "But I'm a loveable meany." "So!" "So you admit you love me?" "You know I love you." "And I love you, so let's go pick out the wedding cake!" "Only if we get wedding rings with the Batman symbol." "Deal."
I love my friends. xd
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:40 pm
Creas Foam-Dome Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future." It's really bad because It's the thing I want most. I can think of any number of factors that would prevent that. I don't mention it often, but same here. XD Being single for this long sucks. D;
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:42 pm
Foam-Dome Creas Foam-Dome Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future." It's really bad because It's the thing I want most. I can think of any number of factors that would prevent that. I don't mention it often, but same here. XD Being single for this long sucks. D; <3 I knew I wasn't the only one that thought that, but it's nice knowing of someone else personally. Thanks Foam.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:48 pm
Creas Foam-Dome Creas Foam-Dome Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future." It's really bad because It's the thing I want most. I can think of any number of factors that would prevent that. I don't mention it often, but same here. XD Being single for this long sucks. D; <3 I knew I wasn't the only one that thought that, but it's nice knowing of someone else personally. Thanks Foam. Hey, no problem. XD I'm sure we'll both find the right person sooner or later. I can't say it's all bad, though. I'd rather wait and get to know that right person rather than recklessly rush into a relationship with the first person that comes along.
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Posted: Mon Nov 29, 2010 6:56 pm
Foam-Dome Creas Foam-Dome Creas Foam-Dome Creas I caught depressed again. I love romance stories but then I get horribly depressed because of them. Also I had a dream where my best friend that I don't talk to anymore came back from Texas after four years. We used to talk all the time and got along amazingly. Not anymore though. I also think I liked him. Which would be proof that I can actually feel positive emotion. I suppose it's a good thing, but it also means the one person I actually can feel positive emotion twords is gone. Forever. Essentially. It's strange. About ninety-seven percent of the reason I post here is so someone will see, and subsequently comment on my post. I know no one will, but I do it anyway. Strange, isn't it? No one will notice, no one will notice. Why do I even bother posting here? Doesn't make me feel better. This post has been edited three times.Hey, remember when I was actually part of this guild? Yeah, I do too. Imma go drown in emo now kthx. A lot of romance stories bum me out, too. XD I'm just like, "Well, damn. I don't see myself having anything like that in the foreseeable future." It's really bad because It's the thing I want most. I can think of any number of factors that would prevent that. I don't mention it often, but same here. XD Being single for this long sucks. D; <3 I knew I wasn't the only one that thought that, but it's nice knowing of someone else personally. Thanks Foam. Hey, no problem. XD I'm sure we'll both find the right person sooner or later. I can't say it's all bad, though. I'd rather wait and get to know that right person rather than recklessly rush into a relationship with the first person that comes along. Indeed.
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