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 Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:13 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
 "No!" he growled through gritted teeth. He had never seen Naoko this way. Not ever. What he couldn't deny, though, was the fact that he really liked it. As close as Naoko's body was to his now...Naoko would be able to tell. Lips locked again, the kiss full of passion and need, unbearable need. For another moment, he kissed back. He wanted it too. So bad...but no. Not without Shou. Nothing with anyone without Shou. "I said no! Not without Shou. If he says no, then you'll just have to deal." his voice was gruff, heavy with need. A need he was resisting extremely well at the moment, if he did say so himself. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:16 pm
Pulling back slightly, Naoko looked like he might cry. "I can't deal..." he whispered, clinging to Hayato, keeping him against the wall. "If he says no... I don't know where Ryu is and... and I can't take it... it's just welling up inside of me... I NEED this, Jun. Please!"
Instead of speaking, Naoko began to kiss Hayato's exposed neck, his hands trailing down the man's chest teasingly.
"Onegai... onegai..." NAKO whispered, over and over again, as he passionately kissed the beautiful man before him.
He didn't like it any better than Hayato... probably less...
Naoko wanted Ryu.
Only Ryu.
But Ryu was gone... and the blond couldn't wait...
He'd go crazy trying to wait...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:21 pm
 █████████▐▐▐▌▌▌☆
【Benjaminx Doitzel Kaiser III】
【 Gaijin 】
☆ Days xgo xpast xlike xclouds xin the xsky...☆
TGaijin was stunned by the kiss, when it was over he stumbled away until his back hit the opposite wall of the ally. "W-what was that? What are your intentions? Is this some kind of sick game? Toy with the foreigner's feelings, see how long it takes to make him cry? What are you..." He seemed really upset, on the verge of tears. His grip on his guitar was so tight that his knuckles started to turn white. "What am I to you?!" He ended up yelling unintentionally, but he was so confused and angry at Ryuu.
☆..But xmoments xwith you xlast xforever..☆
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:25 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Kami-sama.....kami-sama..... Just what the hell was he supposed to do now? Those kisses over and over against his exposed flesh...they burned him. Knowing that Naoko was telling the truth...witht he drug he had been exposed to...if he didn't get it from he and Shou....and if Ryu weren't available...hell, he'd wind up finding someone on the street...a prostitute even. Who knew what would happen?! Always with this damn rock and a hard place. "Naoko...I can not. I want to help you...but I can not do this without Shou's permission, one way or the other. I love him. Of all people, you should understand how things are when you love someone. God knows I want you. You're beautiful. You always have been...but either you come with me and we see what can or can not be arranged...or I'm going to just have to throw you into a cold shower." He was putting his foot down. No way was he going to give in. His determination was steeled. Now if only he could figure something out quickly, because it was becoming rather physically uncomfortable for him the way things stood right now. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:33 pm
Amber eyes narrowed. "After everything... you would deny me?" Naoko asked softly. "I've never begged you for it like this before, Jun! I... I've never wanted you just to make you stop hurting me before!" his body shivered slightly, and the blond slipped to the floor on his knees, legs out to either side of him.
"I... I don't want Shou to know..." NAKO whispered. "I don't mind if it's Sai but... but I don't want Shou to know what's happened... he may not only kick me out but... but what if he retracts my position as his keyboardist? What will I have then?" looking up at the man, Naoko shook his head slightly. "I tried sending Ryu a text message... but it never went through... would you rather I find the nearest person who wouldn't mind? Hell, maybe I'll find another serial killer? Maybe I'll find a b*****d like you were... or like your brother... like... like me..."
Amber eyes closed as Naoko hung his head, the pianist leaning forward on his hands, which were placed in front of him.
It hurt so much...
Like his entire body was on fire.
Even clinging to Hayato had, in some way, satiated the need a little.
That simple contact...
"I should never have come here..." Naoko whispered, unable to stand as the need coursed through him.
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:45 pm
 ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Woah, woah! Calm down a bit!" Ryu put his hands in the air. It surprised him, to say the least. Apparently, this young man had a very...childish view of the way things worked. "I don't have any intentions! It was just a kiss! Relax, bouya!" he half-yelled back, brows furrowed. He had just been flirting, having fun. Obviously, this was the downside to Gaijin. Uptight and immature, from what he could tell. It annoyed him. Incredibly. And yet...he still didn't want to be angry or push the kid away. "You'd think you had never been kissed before, with the way you act!" he huffed, crossing his arms over his chest. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:59 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
So....pitiful. So very, very pitiful. His feelings gravitated back and forth between wanting to protect Naoko, wanting to take him as if he were his own personal doll, and wanting to just kick him in the ribs. The strongest feeling though was the feeling of wanting to protect him. Followed closely by the want to just ravage him until he begged for Hayato to stop. The other feeling only stood to make Jun feel very uncomfortable about himself. "You're not leaving here. Not until you're calmed down." he leaned forward, grabbing the blond by the wrists and hauling him up to his feet again, pulling him close against his chest. "All I hear from you is "what if, what if". You never know until you try, Naoko. I don't have to tell him what happened. I can just explain that....somebody spiked your drink with ecstasy while you were out partying, you came here because you couldn't find Ryu...and you need to be comforted. Honestly, I think it's a 50/50 shot of him going for it. If not...well...I'm sorry. It's the only way you're getting anything, though, because I'm not letting you out of here while you're like this." Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 5:59 pm
█████████▐▐▐▌▌▌☆
【Benjaminx Doitzel Kaiser III】
【 Gaijin 】
☆ Days xgo xpast xlike xclouds xin the xsky...☆
Gaijin let out an almost growl-like moan as he put his fingers to his lips. "It was... I can't believe that m first kiss was with someone who has a boyfriend... Why?" He said still upset. "Why are you like that. You say you don't have those kinds of feelings for me then you... do something like that... Why?" He rubs his eyes, wiping the tears away, but the hurt in his voice was still clear as day. "Why?!"
☆..But xmoments xwith you xlast xforever..☆
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 6:03 pm
Naoko didn't resist as Hayato helped him up and held him close. In fact, the blond simply wrapped his arms around the other man's waist and closed his eyes.
"Ecstasy... that might work..." he whispered, thinking that this could actually prevent questions. "And... it's not a lie that I don't know where Ryu is... or... or that something was spiked, or..." swallowing hard, the blond shivered. "Or that a party was involved..." he clung to Hayato, thinking about the past event with Izo.
"Wa... wakatta yo..." amber eyes focused on the vocalist. "I never thought you'd bind yourself to one man so completely... with no evil intent..." he whispered, leaning up and kissing Hayato sweetly.
He had agreed...
They would see what Shou's response was...
And if Shou said no... well... Naoko knew where he could have a good time... hopefully...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 6:25 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
"See...if you just think things through, sometimes it works out a little easier." Jun soothed, rubbing the pianist's back as he held him. "Yes...I never thought so either...but...sometimes there are people in the world that just change you. Would you rather I hurt your brother? I think not..." he smiled, returning the sweet kiss with one in kind. Taking Naoko by the hand, he picked up the sheet and loosely put it back around his waist, leading the blond into the bedroom to wake up Shou...though when he got there, Shou seemed to already be awake, and, from the sound of things, in the bath. Well, same difference, as far as they were concerned. Opening the bathroom door, Hayato hauled Naoko right in the bathroom with Shou sitting there in the tub full of bubbles, hair damp, with no makeup whatsoever. "Shou darling...we have a little bit of a problem." he said, standing behind Naoko and putting a hand on the pianist's shoulder. Luckily for him, Naoko looked to be a trembling, vulnerable kitten....the way he was hoping to portray him. Even so...he fully expected Shou to react as though they were both certifiably crazy just for coming in here like this, but he was ready for the questions that were bound to come. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 9:43 pm
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:-  SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Meanwhile...
Actually, when Jun opened the door, his lover was fast asleep with his head hanging just along the edge of the steamy bubble filled bath. His face was almost angelic as he slept so peacefully at the side of the tub. Shou had slept better and more often with Jun
Jun was right, Shou's make up had been smeared much early and washed the rest of the way off in the tub. Notably right now he looked like Sai but Jun probably knew that Shou was the one sleeping there at the moment.
Ever since that one day, Sai had not shown himself. Whatever triggered his changed wasn't yet discovered or if there was even a consistent pattern.
But then as Jun spoke, the Star slowly surfaced from his sweet and peaceful slumber. Fingers moved on the edge of the tub, the light caress of bubbles as the man's breathing started to become stronger with waking. "Nhhnngh...Jun..." he answered sleepily as his eyes slowly started to open up and fix themselves on...Not Jun. Naoko? NAKO!?
Startled, Shou blinked completely taken off guard by the interruption. He thought he'd be safe at Jun's home...He hated to be revealed to others without make-up. It had taken a long time for Hamu to get him to let make-up artists work with him and still he had to wear a mask part of the time. Just to keep the mystery. Although the real mystery was Sai's own aversion to being recognized which bled into Shou's persona.
Eyes flicked from Naoko to Jun and he then turned his head to the tub for a moment to get his own bearings of where he was. Still! Naoko and Hayato...no Jun... His head...hurt just a little as he tried to grasp his situation as his heart raced within.
"What...what's... the problem? Has something happened to equipment at the studio? Have you wrote a new song?" Shou finally said warmly putting concern in his voice of a band leader. Shou was a brilliant actor to say the least. How else did he put on such miracles on stage?
While inside, he was trying to cope with this nightmarish situation and feeling rather uncomfortable, vulnerable, and unsafe. He wanted to leave right now. "Why are you here, Naoko-san?" While in the back of his mind another question had been asked - Why did you do this to me....Jun!?
Even though Naoko looked vulnerable, Jun just pressed several of Shou's buttons. The Star couldn't decide whether to throw a fit, be concerned for whatever problem Naoko had, or another wide range of emotions that hide under the surface could really make a mess. No...no...wait..Naoko was his band mate. Avoid drama...avoid drama!. Then again, was Jun playing around with him? Was there still something going on between him and Naoko?
Why did Jun bring him in to the bathroom?! Was this all some sort of Game to him!? What gave Jun the right to reveal him like this?!
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment Reall
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 9:50 pm
"Ju... Jun matte!" Naoko spoke, pulling on his wrist as he was dragged into the bathroom.
If Shou was bathing, it was hardly the opportune moment to interrupt him.
But then, the blond got a look at the face under the makeup. His knees went weak and, had it not been for Hayato being behind him, and that hand on his shoulder, NAKO would have collapsed to the tile.
"Go... gomen nasai, Sh... Shou-san..." Naoko stuttered, unconsciously rubbing the back of his neck as he was want to do when stressed.
Yes, he wanted his desires to be fulfilled... but he hadn't expected it to be this way.
Or to see Sai... in the persona of Shou.
"Ha... Hayato-san said... wanted... wanted me to come in he... here... because I... because I was out and... and someone spiked my drink and... and I can't get a hold of Ryu and.... and I didn't want to... to be alone... because..." Naoko was blushing now...
Blushing... in front of his boss!
And his brother no less!
He wondered if Hayato was enjoying this new embarrassment that the pianist was currently feeling.
"There... there's nothing wrong with the studio or equipment or... or anything... I... I did write a new song but... but that's not... not why I'm here..."
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 10:58 am
~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"First...kisu?" Ryu put his hand to his own lips and paled. He had just taken this boy's first kiss? Ohhhh no. No no no no no no no! Of all the things he had thought, he would have never guessed that the boy had never even been kissed before! This was troublesome. Beyond troublesome, even! "Ah...um...gomen. I didn't...I thought...well...I was just having fun. I didn't mean to hurt you." he looked at the ground uncomfortably as he spoke. He did feel rather terrible...but at the same time, it was sweet to see the boy so worked up over just a kiss. The idea was in the back of his mind...what would happen if he took it further? All the sighs and squeals of an adorable, never-been-touched young musician like Gaijin would be a music unto itself, and a glorious music at that. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 5:40 pm
█████████▐▐▐▌▌▌☆
【Benjaminx Doitzel Kaiser III】
【 Gaijin 】
☆ Days xgo xpast xlike xclouds xin the xsky...☆
Gaijin stared at the violinist. "Gomen? Gomen?! That's all you have to say? You've stolen something that can never be returned..." He moved closer to Ryu, until he was close enough that they were almost touching. "Are you going to take responsibility?" The young bass player whispered this as he lay his head on Ryuu's shoulder.
Ben was running every scenario through his mind, none seemed all that pleasant, but he was not sure if his feelings were unrequited and that was enough to give him hope. 'Why would the guy kiss me if he didn't at least like me a little?' He ended up thinking to himself.
☆..But xmoments xwith you xlast xforever..☆
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 7:22 pm
~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"I...don't know what else to say. I didn't have any way of knowing that would be your first kiss." he said, looking away as Benjamin approached him, putting his head on his shoulder. Why did this boy have such a sudden attachment to him? Perhaps he had flirted too much...but still. Had he been this attached to Naoko right off the bat? Well...perhaps...a little. "Ben....we should....we should probably head on and go shopping...." he said slowly, putting his hands on the pink-haired boy's shoulders gently, trying to make this awkward moment pass. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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