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 Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 7:54 pm
People talking, saying things about me. It hurt, but there's nobody to tell. I can't trust anyone anymore. It must have been months ago...I'm trying to get over it, but without success.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 8:02 pm
LabTech Kestin People talking, saying things about me. It hurt, but there's nobody to tell. I can't trust anyone anymore. It must have been months ago...I'm trying to get over it, but without success. Ah has talked about ye with Fortune. Naught but good things were there to be said. Can't remember how you were brought up....
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 8:15 pm
Yeah, well of course Fortune wouldn't risk it, she's terrified of me. >.< But you seem all right. I wonder what you would have said if you had been there...
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 8:23 pm
LabTech Kestin Yeah, well of course Fortune wouldn't risk it, she's terrified of me. >.< But you seem all right. I wonder what you would have said if you had been there... Depends if it would've been physical me or spiritual me. Only difference is physical me has a rapier to compliment his love for theatrics.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 8:29 pm
I just wish I could be sure. People can say anything in private...no way to know neither of you are like the countless others.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 9:29 pm
I don't understand. I should feel glad, if not happy, but I'm not; but I'm not unhappy either. It's very...empty. I don't know. I almost want that back anyway, even if it would be horrible. It's incredibly stupid and selfish and wrong.
I will never know why deep thinking is held in such high regard sometimes. It just means if you're shallow or selfish you'll think too hard and never be genuinely happy.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 9:36 pm
LabTech Kestin I just wish I could be sure. People can say anything in private...no way to know neither of you are like the countless others. I'm paranoid. It makes private me and public me near identical.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 11:08 pm
Gah. I still have that freaking Katy Perry song stuck in my head.
CALIFORNIA GIRLS WE'RE UNFORGETTABLE, DAISY DUKES BIKIIINIS ON TOP!
Ugh. Katy Perry is utterly insipid, and I hate everything she represents, but her music is freakishly catchy.
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 12:37 am
Lady -Wizzard- Karris I'm pretty scared about monday as that day will be my court day to try to determine if he gives me any alimony or financial support of any kind. I have indications he is going to lie and try to paint me as a cold, selfish, and unloving wife to try to get out of it. Folks are constantly telling me how strong I am, but I don't feel strong, I feel very unloved and weak.
Monday will determine how hard my future will be. I have never been this scared before in my life.
You're a strong woman. There's no doubt in my mind that you can do this. If you can get evidence, that would be immensely helpful.
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 8:41 am
Jer0nim0 I don't understand. I should feel glad, if not happy, but I'm not; but I'm not unhappy either. It's very...empty. I don't know. I almost want that back anyway, even if it would be horrible. It's incredibly stupid and selfish and wrong.
I will never know why deep thinking is held in such high regard sometimes. It just means if you're shallow or selfish you'll think too hard and never be genuinely happy. Truth. *hugs*
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 9:11 am
Thinking to much about things is really bad for you o.o
Song I cant stop singing today is Dirty by Christina Aguleira(forgot how to spell her name) sweatdrop
2 things I ve just realized that Make me very happy when Its the middle of tday and something bad happens
Daydreaming about holding Mickey's hand (I have this feeling, itd be like touching heaven)
Sucking on candy
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 9:28 am
Stupid recolours. GET OUT NAO D<
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 9:53 am
What the hell, FFN? I italicize one word to make up for the fact that all my ?!s got changed to ?s because of your stupid filtering system, and suddenly the total word count goes up by 62? gonk How does that even work?!
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Posted: Fri Nov 26, 2010 11:57 am
Sometimes I feel like being a total b*****d to people who just refused to keep an open mind =/
heh
(I refuse to do so) heh
Is it bad that I wish everyone could be happy and such? instead of being cold and telling to get shut up and get over it?
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2010 2:59 pm
I can't have guy friends. My friend just attacked the guy I've been hanging out with. "Why are you guys dating yet?" "Are you gonna ask her out?" "If you hurt her, I will kill you."
The whole time I'm on the sidelines going "We're just friends damn it!"
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