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 Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2010 8:24 pm
Memo to self, asking inanimate objects like coins for love advice is both rather strange and really bad for my already crippled self esteem. *Is now depressed.*
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Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2010 9:38 pm
epic-writer42 Memo to self, asking inanimate objects like coins for love advice is both rather strange and really bad for my already crippled self esteem. *Is now depressed.* It's ok, you aren't the only one. I've talked to my computer for love advise before. It's kind of sad when your computer is the only object you can talk to about problems, it usually results in me posting the problem here. Or at least typing it up here, I don't always post.
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Posted: Wed Nov 24, 2010 9:42 pm
Jikoniau epic-writer42 Memo to self, asking inanimate objects like coins for love advice is both rather strange and really bad for my already crippled self esteem. *Is now depressed.* It's ok, you aren't the only one. I've talked to my computer for love advise before. It's kind of sad when your computer is the only object you can talk to about problems, it usually results in me posting the problem here. Or at least typing it up here, I don't always post. Same here, lot of nit picking involved.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 12:05 am
Warning: scattered swearing
emo I feel so dejected lately. I've been withdrawing into my little shell, trying to hide from everything, keep everything inside and under control. But little bits of the madness escape, and I end up upsetting people, or being too overbearing, or feeling desperate and letting it show..
I've hit a whole new level of DGAF, and I'm actually scaring myself a little. I mean, I care about my friends, I don't want them to be unhappy. But I am so tired of doing my best, only to have it thrown in my face. There is so much to be happy for, so much to look forward to, and I am sick and ******** tired of being brought down just because they don't want to see that.
I am not going to do anything anymore. I can't handle the stress of taking on their unhappiness. I have gone through hell and back, and I need to heal. I want to be happy and I am going to do my best to do that for myself. If I come across as a b***h, fine. You try going through some of this s**t, and see if you survive in one piece.
And to come to my home and tell me that I need to ditch my family, just because I could be doing so much better without them? ******** you, just ******** you. You never had the chance to get attached to your parental unit. I did. I would never leave my mother. Yes she sucks. I don't care. She's MY mother, and I will do what I please with her.
I would apologize, but I hate lying.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 12:32 am
Maris Pallitax If I come across as a b***h, fine. Well at least you're aware of how you're coming across. Look, you're clearly very distressed right now so I know I shouldn't be putting any fuel on the fire, but you really do need to calm down. I don't have a problem with you being bitter and pissed off and whatnot, but you're being very hostile, and it's not really fair to be hostile to people who have had nothing to do why you're so angry. And I have a good feeling you're going to say something like "Oh, sorry I hurt your feelings /sarcasm" but my feelings aren't hurt, I'm just saying that being hostile like this doesn't do any good. Anyway, hope you feel better. Nobody here means any harm.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 2:56 am
*snuggles Maris* I hear you honey. You need a vent I'm here. And you don't need to listen to any of my crap 3nodding
In other news, I ******** hate snow. It is the new bane of my existance. I hate the council even more for being rejects. But snow is pretty bloody bad.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 3:08 am
For the past 3 days I've been playing Diner Dash. I don't own it, but you get one hour free for each versions. And there's a lot of versions. o_o
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 3:10 am
Cannibal Horsey In other news, I ******** hate snow. It is the new bane of my existance. I hate the council even more for being rejects. But snow is pretty bloody bad. Agreed... I sometimes like snow, but not right now. I spent a good half our scraping off ice from my car before I could drive, this was at 6:00pm when all I wanted was to get home... and afterwards I was really cold and the visibility out my front window was still bad emo (I'm too short to clean off ice!) Unrelated: So the other day my sister and I were half joking about having my cousin send a message to the guy I like, I thought the idea was somewhat funny. I DIDN'T think that she'd actually go through with asking her to send it. She did and they sent the message today. I am now both curious and scared about what they wrote gonk and I won't see him until Monday/Tuesday (depending on if he comes to discussion or not), and I'm not sure if he'll even say anything about it. (/hopes that this results in something good) @Marris: *hugs* I hope things get better for you soon <3
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 3:31 am
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Fortune: I know most people understand, but even if you understand something you might not always want to read/hear about it. I’m not trying to be attacking or anything because I like you and Alex and think it’s lovely you have a strong relationship. It’s just I think things like when and how you have your alone time should be something special between you.
I haven’t been aware of people making rape jokes but I don’t appreciate such jokes and don’t believe they are apposite for any situation and I’d let them know that.
Having nice days like is awesome *huggles*
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Tasn: *hugs*It’s hard for people to understand sometimes when they haven’t been in a situation without the ability to see their family. Perhaps you could call them on Skype and have them set the computer up in the main area so you can sort of be part of it? XD If that fails we can try to organise a zomg thanksgiving with your internet family? Family is special and I hope you can see them soon <3 *huggles*
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Peo: Whattt they don’t give you the holidays D: That’s not nice. Seriously your bf’s uni is sounding better and better. I mean free stuff and lots of holidays XD
There has been a big surge in wedding rings that look like the one they have. Truthfully I’m not that keen on it, then again I’m a fan of dainty things.
They don’t pay tax??? Oh that’s a laugh XD
Sweetie they care about you and are trying to keep you safe. I know it’s frustrating but try to calm down and see it from their perspective, you have less than a year of experience driving by yourself and the conditions are not good. It’s about minimizing the risks so I can have my Peo in one piece.
Snow=snowmen=fun!?
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Kam: you found a great gift? Brilliant! Finding the perfect gift is always fun! As for lifting 79kg that’s like insanely heavy. Watch out you don’t drop it on your toe XD
Sugar+tired=hyper fun!
I’m still laughing over the fact you have twilight in the first place XDDDD
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Jiko: Actually, your friends might be able to give you an idea if he likes you because they are not quite so emotionally involved and so can see the flirting and pick up the signs. So if they all start to say he likes you then chances are he does XD
I’m glad you had fun with everyone! Storms are better when you have friends to hang with ^^ It makes up for not having the classes cancelled XD
DNA? XD <3333333333333333
What message did they send!?
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Ane: That’s sucky! There has got to be an international group of admin staff that gather to plot how to make students lives miserable!
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Mizu and Sushi: *huggles* I’m going to have a sugar overload from all the sweetness if you guys keep that up! XD
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Shori: You have more doctors then days in the week XD
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Arc: Long distance relationships aren’t easy. Keep holding on!
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Epic: It’s ok I hold conversations in my head with various objects and people I know all the time... actually wait, that’s probably not the best way to reassure you! Mind you, doing that does help clarify your thoughts.
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Maris: If you find certain people are being a negative influence then you don’t have to be friends with them and find people who aren’t. It’s ok to do that <3 Telling you to leave your mum could be their way for trying to look after you. True, it’s not the best way of showing they care and suggesting it wasn’t kind but their intentions might be good. It’s amazing the loyalty and love you have for your mum. Truthfully I really admire your strength. The fact that you’re trying your best even when things are hard is inspiring. I love you and I respect you. If you ever want to talk to me about anything then I’ll do my best to listen and support you. I adore you very much and you are a special person *huggles*
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 3:37 am
@ Perfy, I know. I was just really miffed cause it meant I could go see my bf. Which means I can't see him till next Friday at the earliest. Which sucks something awful.
Mum has given me bus monies though so I can get into classes today, because I can't miss the class I'm already failing. Even if it is snowing.
Snow is evil. There is no way around this fact emo
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 4:08 am
Cannibal Horsey Snow is evil. There is no way around this fact emo I like snow. emo It used to take the spot the monkeys hold on my list. o.o
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 4:09 am
Miss Perfection •○♣☼♣○•
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Jiko: Actually, your friends might be able to give you an idea if he likes you because they are not quite so emotionally involved and so can see the flirting and pick up the signs. So if they all start to say he likes you then chances are he does XD
I’m glad you had fun with everyone! Storms are better when you have friends to hang with ^^ It makes up for not having the classes cancelled XD
DNA? XD <3333333333333333
What message did they send!?
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True that, I have considered asking the people that actually know both us but not sure how I'd ask something like that. XD Yes, yes it is more fun. :3 And yes DNA! DNA is awesome <3333 (It's applicable also because he's in my biology class.) I honestly have no idea what they actually sent, but the message me and my sister had talked about was my cousin Lizzie asking him questions. She seems obsessed with the idea of me getting a boyfriend, so she sends a message asking him if me and him are dating and if we aren't that he should ask me out. Or something similar to that, but that was when we were joking about it... I'm not sure what they actually decided to say. gonk I really want to know but my sister won't tell me emo I kind of hope that they decided to say it differently though, 'cause that way just sounds odd. Hopefully he doesn't think I put her up to it or anything like that. Grrr, I'm just gonna keep worrying about this now gonk (/panics)
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 5:25 am
My wisdom teeth are giving me hell. They keep breaking the skin, then going back down again. Been doing this for years.
I might be seeing the dentist on Monday.
Does it hurt to have the teeth removed or does it hurt after?
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 5:37 am
Raven dragonfire-Divinity My wisdom teeth are giving me hell. They keep breaking the skin, then going back down again. Been doing this for years. I might be seeing the dentist on Monday. Does it hurt to have the teeth removed or does it hurt after? I got 4 teeth taken out, wasn't so bad. But I always took my pain meds right on time.
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Posted: Thu Nov 25, 2010 7:07 am
Raven dragonfire-Divinity My wisdom teeth are giving me hell. They keep breaking the skin, then going back down again. Been doing this for years. I might be seeing the dentist on Monday. Does it hurt to have the teeth removed or does it hurt after?
For me, it only hurt after. I was pretty sore, but the medicine helped a lot.
@Maris: You aren't being a b***h at all, and I can't believe Sasquatch would call you that =/
*Hugs tight* <333333333333333333333333
@Miss P: It's not your relationship, so it's not your call to make ^^
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