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 Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 9:20 pm
Well, screw that project.
It's useless to do something for something that will be gone so soon, and the strangers I was dedicating it to gone.
I guess this frees me up for other things, at least. |:
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 9:27 pm
Jer0nim0 Well, screw that project. It's useless to do something for something that will be gone so soon, and the strangers I was dedicating it to gone. I guess this frees me up for other things, at least. |: I know what you mean, Nim. It's all very depressing.. Maybe you can do a quick card for them as a present instead?
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 9:46 pm
Kuroyanagika Jer0nim0 Well, screw that project. It's useless to do something for something that will be gone so soon, and the strangers I was dedicating it to gone. I guess this frees me up for other things, at least. |: I know what you mean, Nim. It's all very depressing.. Maybe you can do a quick card for them as a present instead? I would, but I don't think I have time.... I was planning to start the pages in January so I'd finish them in April. I have to deal with college admissions right now. It sounds so damn selfish, but I'm so ******** pissed and sad at the same time just because of all of this bullshit...
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 9:50 pm
*insert extremely angry rant here*
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 9:51 pm
Shiori Miko Physical compatibility, which would be the most prominent in this specific situation since neither of us want a relationship, we have plenty of. Which makes it suck even more. I'm guessing you both opted not to walk the "friends with benefits" route? Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I wish I knew how to read guys better. gonk ...What's there to read? XD I just really like this guy and I don't want to make a fool out of myself because I'm scared one of my friends may like him also, and I have no idea what he's thinking or what his feelings are at all. /petty highschool problems Well, what's your relationship with him like? Are you good friends? Acquaintances? Spending more time around him should allow you to determine what his feelings are. We just sort of became friends really quickly over the past two weeks. We literally went from not knowing eachother to having hour long conversations. I'm just not sure if friendship is all he has in mind though.
My friend is telling me to stop talking to him because I don't know what his feelings are. I told her I'm not just going to give up because I can't read minds, and I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt and assuming that he's not like her boyfriend (Who let me on, then treated me like s**t and is now dating her).
Blahhhhh I hate emotions. gonk GO FOR IT! :3 Don't listen to your lamesauce friend. talk2hand
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 10:06 pm
HI EVERYONE! Look, if anyone feels like I've been ignoring responses to my posts, I'm just really absent-minded half the time and not backreading very much so I'm really sorry and I don't mean to make you feel like that. I'm just kinda...sorting out my sanity right now. Figuring out if I'm really losing my s**t or if it's all in my head...and if so, how I can get rid of the delusions. sweatdrop *is backreading now* Foam-Dome LabTech Kestin And no. I'm not. I'm really not. xp I'm like those old Hostess product commercials. At a distance, I might look like a cupcake or a Twinkie, but up close, I'm a bulldozer about to hit you in the face. I remember those commercials now! XDXD You're awesome just for referencing them. Haha thanks biggrin
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 10:10 pm
@Foam: Yeah I don't know what her problem is. She says she doesn't want me to have my heart broken but it's not like I'm in love with him or anything.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 8:43 am
LabTech Kestin HI EVERYONE! Look, if anyone feels like I've been ignoring responses to my posts, I'm just really absent-minded half the time and not backreading very much so I'm really sorry and I don't mean to make you feel like that. I'm just kinda...sorting out my sanity right now. Figuring out if I'm really losing my s**t or if it's all in my head...and if so, how I can get rid of the delusions. sweatdrop *is backreading now* Foam-Dome LabTech Kestin And no. I'm not. I'm really not. xp I'm like those old Hostess product commercials. At a distance, I might look like a cupcake or a Twinkie, but up close, I'm a bulldozer about to hit you in the face. I remember those commercials now! XDXD You're awesome just for referencing them. Haha thanks biggrin Don't worry about it. XD I don't respond to many posts in here, but I still read 'em all. Your actions are certainly understandable. No problem. XD It's just true, is all. Calling Shenanigans @Foam: Yeah I don't know what her problem is. She says she doesn't want me to have my heart broken but it's not like I'm in love with him or anything. Well, if what she says is true, then it's possible that she's just trying to look out for you, albeit in a very strange way.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:54 am
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko Physical compatibility, which would be the most prominent in this specific situation since neither of us want a relationship, we have plenty of. Which makes it suck even more. I'm guessing you both opted not to walk the "friends with benefits" route? I didn't want to say the term, it feels awkward. sweatdrop But that was the plan but now I'm just finding more and more reasons to say no, so it's probably not gonna happen.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 11:05 am
we re all officially doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My tea cup is leaking ;o; and duct tape isnt keeping it sealed
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 11:08 am
Kamilucis we re all officially doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My tea cup is leaking ;o; and duct tape isnt keeping it sealed I get the sense that those two should not be combined.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 11:11 am
Kamilucis we re all officially doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My tea cup is leaking ;o; and duct tape isnt keeping it sealed  
But duct tape fixing EVERYTHING!
If duct tape isn't working we really are doomed...somebody must have divided by zero.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 12:03 pm
Aneyana Kamilucis we re all officially doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My tea cup is leaking ;o; and duct tape isnt keeping it sealed
But duct tape fixing EVERYTHING!
If duct tape isn't working we really are doomed...somebody must have divided by zero.
There is an art to using duct tape! Clearly Kam isn't using a big-enough piece or he put it at an awkward angle! BEGIN RE-APPLYING!
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 12:19 pm
Not really a secret, but I want to post it here anyways:
Class is canceled because of an impending blizzard of doom!!! Which is good, I was seriously worried about having to travel in this weather. It's already really windy and the real storm isn't supposed to start until 3pm... I'm scared (/huddles up in ball and hides)
I asked my friend if I could hang out with him during the storm, 'cause I didn't want to be by myself. He said maybe... he's driving a friend to the airport and going to call me when he gets back. I hope he decides yes, because aside from the fact that I want to be with him 'cause I like him. I don't want to be by myself for the storm. I don't get really scared by storms, but enough so that it's nice to be with friends for them. If he says no then I guess I'll go hang out in the lobby, since I know there will be people there.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 12:26 pm
You know, I wonder if my depression has anything to do with the music I listen to. Like, here's some quotes from some of my favorite songs. Evanescence - My Immortal"These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase" ...Okay, here's another one. Pearl Jam - Last Kiss"Oh, where, oh where can my baby be? The lord took her away from me. She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good So I can see my baby when I leave this world." This one's interesting because the actual music actually sounds pretty happy, but the lyrics are very, very depressing. Hmm... I wonder if I should start listening to new music...
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