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 Posted: Sun Feb 23, 2014 5:25 pm
..........I'm feeling bleh.
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Posted: Sun Feb 23, 2014 8:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 10:25 am
sabrinix *saunters in like i haven't been away* hello all Hi there~
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 10:27 am
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama ..........I'm feeling bleh. Aww, anything we can do to help cheer up Amu?
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 12:44 pm
MageQueenHoshi Amu Tsukiyomi-sama ..........I'm feeling bleh. Aww, anything we can do to help cheer up Amu? Not really....
The guy I like a whole lot.....his best friend's family had something horrible happen.
So he's upset too...but he mostly keeps stuff like that inside....and right now he's supporting his best friend on top of a demanding job and college conservatory program.
There's not a lot I can do at the moment and I'm not talking to him (anywhere other than in person) so I don't add to his plate.
(because he's so busy, I don't often get to see him; we're not in the same program area at our college)
I gave him a hug when I found out about his best friend's family, which he returned as per usual....though he did something he's never done before when he returned it.
I asked him if we could do something over spring break and got a "possibly. May need to spend that week with my best friend." and that he said he'd contact me.
Which I understand.
I'd do the exact same thing.
But I also want to do something for him.....so that he can have some time where he's not being demanded of.
Basically I want to give him a long hug.....since that will convey more than if I were to say something.
And to help this be read in the more correct light....though he's not explicitly stated it....his actions and words have (after I finally realized it) indicates that he likes me back.
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 12:53 pm
Oi, you!
I have stuff to say to you!
But not bad stuff, though. Cuz you're awesome peoples.
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 1:16 pm
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama Not really....
The guy I like a whole lot.....his best friend's family had something horrible happen.
So he's upset too...but he mostly keeps stuff like that inside....and right now he's supporting his best friend on top of a demanding job and college conservatory program.
There's not a lot I can do at the moment and I'm not talking to him (anywhere other than in person) so I don't add to his plate.
(because he's so busy, I don't often get to see him; we're not in the same program area at our college)
I gave him a hug when I found out about his best friend's family, which he returned as per usual....though he did something he's never done before when he returned it.
I asked him if we could do something over spring break and got a "possibly. May need to spend that week with my best friend." and that he said he'd contact me.
Which I understand.
I'd do the exact same thing.
But I also want to do something for him.....so that he can have some time where he's not being demanded of.
Basically I want to give him a long hug.....since that will convey more than if I were to say something.
And to help this be read in the more correct light....though he's not explicitly stated it....his actions and words have (after I finally realized it) indicates that he likes me back. *huggles the Amu* That's a hard place to be in. You want to support this person you obviously care a lot about, but give him the space he needs to be with his friend and not suffocate him either. :/ Yeah that's hard. It sounds like you're being amazingly patient though, and doing everything you can to help out in that situation. You're a great person, Amu, I've never doubted that. Keep doing what you're doing, I'm sure he's noticing it. Your last couple lines of both paragraphs made me smile really big. You're so sweet and I really wanna see you happy! Perhaps you could write him a note or something kind of like what you said to me? Or why not do that hug you want to do? It might not be a good time to admit those feelings out loud but a hug or note about being there for support sure go a long way. <33
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 1:19 pm
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama
Oi, you!
I have stuff to say to you!
But not bad stuff, though. Cuz you're awesome peoples. Oi, it's me! I has stuff to say too, but mine's an announcement for everyone. Everyone remember Sebby? Or remember attending our Gaia wedding in June of 2012? Well, as of February 3rd, this year, we're officially married, IRL Anyways, message me if you needs
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 1:53 pm
MageQueenHoshi Amu Tsukiyomi-sama Not really....
The guy I like a whole lot.....his best friend's family had something horrible happen.
So he's upset too...but he mostly keeps stuff like that inside....and right now he's supporting his best friend on top of a demanding job and college conservatory program.
There's not a lot I can do at the moment and I'm not talking to him (anywhere other than in person) so I don't add to his plate.
(because he's so busy, I don't often get to see him; we're not in the same program area at our college)
I gave him a hug when I found out about his best friend's family, which he returned as per usual....though he did something he's never done before when he returned it.
I asked him if we could do something over spring break and got a "possibly. May need to spend that week with my best friend." and that he said he'd contact me.
Which I understand.
I'd do the exact same thing.
But I also want to do something for him.....so that he can have some time where he's not being demanded of.
Basically I want to give him a long hug.....since that will convey more than if I were to say something.
And to help this be read in the more correct light....though he's not explicitly stated it....his actions and words have (after I finally realized it) indicates that he likes me back. *huggles the Amu* That's a hard place to be in. You want to support this person you obviously care a lot about, but give him the space he needs to be with his friend and not suffocate him either. :/ Yeah that's hard. It sounds like you're being amazingly patient though, and doing everything you can to help out in that situation. You're a great person, Amu, I've never doubted that. Keep doing what you're doing, I'm sure he's noticing it. Your last couple lines of both paragraphs made me smile really big. You're so sweet and I really wanna see you happy! Perhaps you could write him a note or something kind of like what you said to me? Or why not do that hug you want to do? It might not be a good time to admit those feelings out loud but a hug or note about being there for support sure go a long way. <33 *gratefully accepts the huggle*
Yeah...
The reason I can be so patient is because I realized he likes me back.
As well as the fact that he's never lied to me about important things.
And thank you...
^///////////////^
Well.....he's known for a long time, without my having said a thing, that I like him...
He's very observant....and I'm terribly obvious.
And before all this, I'd already said that I like him...out loud....and in person...
I planned on...if we're able to do something over spring break....asking him if it would be okay for me to give him that hug...
Since it's rather different from the normal one we do...
But I'll only ask that then and if no one else is around.
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 1:55 pm
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama *gratefully accepts the huggle*
Yeah...
The reason I can be so patient is because I realized he likes me back.
As well as the fact that he's never lied to me about important things.
And thank you...
^///////////////^
Well.....he's known for a long time, without my having said a thing, that I like him...
He's very observant....and I'm terribly obvious.
And before all this, I'd already said that I like him...out loud....and in person...
I planned on...if we're able to do something over spring break....asking him if it would be okay for me to give him that hug...
Since it's rather different from the normal one we do...
But I'll only ask that then and if no one else is around. Dawwwwwwww. This gives me the warm fuzzies. emotion_kirakira
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 1:57 pm
Victorian Innocence Oi, it's me! I has stuff to say too, but mine's an announcement for everyone. Everyone remember Sebby? Or remember attending our Gaia wedding in June of 2012? Well, as of February 3rd, this year, we're officially married, IRL Anyways, message me if you needs Congrats~~ <3 I hope he remembers to do those things you said he needs to work on, and keep you all a good working and loving family. <3 If you ever need someone to come beat him up let me know. wink
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 3:42 pm
MageQueenHoshi Amu Tsukiyomi-sama *gratefully accepts the huggle*
Yeah...
The reason I can be so patient is because I realized he likes me back.
As well as the fact that he's never lied to me about important things.
And thank you...
^///////////////^
Well.....he's known for a long time, without my having said a thing, that I like him...
He's very observant....and I'm terribly obvious.
And before all this, I'd already said that I like him...out loud....and in person...
I planned on...if we're able to do something over spring break....asking him if it would be okay for me to give him that hug...
Since it's rather different from the normal one we do...
But I'll only ask that then and if no one else is around. Dawwwwwwww. This gives me the warm fuzzies. emotion_kirakira >////////////////////<
I'd been trying to not mis-read stuff he's said and done...but just so many different things that all indicated that he likes me piled up...
I mean, he likes to tease me because he really enjoys/likes my reactions...
He outright said he likes me....but me, not wanting to assume it meant what I wanted it to, asked for clarification and got a "nah"
He was an evil sneaky meany and even though I told him to not pay for me one of the times we had lunch...as I was telling him I would pay for myself, he told the lady behind the counter he was paying for my ice cream...
He's said "I don't hate you. I have a strong opinion of you and it's definitely not "hate."
He said when I later asked him "So, that strong opinion you have of me...what is it?" I got "Do you really expect me to answer that?" "Nope, still gonna ask anyway" "I enjoy your company. I'd enjoy it more if I wasn't so busy."
(later figured out that meant he'd take me on a date/spend lots more time if he weren't so busy)
He gave me actually super helpful advice on breaking it off with my ex...and said that "if he won't respect you as his girlfriend, maybe a text is all he needs."
When I explained that I might have subconsciously used my ex as a replacement for him...he didn't freak out and said he completely understood that...
When I, in a slightly-out-of-it state, said, in answer to the question "why are you trying to impress me?" that "In my slightly naive idea-plans-stuff, I figured impressing you might cause you to be interested in me." he sent back "What an interesting notion. smile "
(he NEVER sends a straight smile. Never. Closest he's gotten is the also rare "^^", but never a straight smile)
(when his "100% pure" happy shows up, it says something)
He's asked me "would you like me any other way? :3" as a serious question...and upon telling him that I like him as himself, got told "That's entirely alright with me on all accounts~"
I've asked him a couple times that "if you didn't want me to take something a certain way, you'd make sure I wouldn't, right?" he said "yep." so basically if he didn't want me to think he might like/be interested in me....he'd make sure I knew he did not like me in that way.
And all of this time, I just knew he already knew I still liked him, even though I did my best to use past tense at times....so I had that to consider into what he did and said....
So yeah.
None of that was in chronological order...
And anything underlined is me speaking to make it easier to figure out who is saying what.
Gah, I really want to give him a hug so much right now.....
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 4:12 pm
*is trying to get to a new page in hopes it won't be screwed up*
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 4:14 pm
*more tryna make it a new page*
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Posted: Mon Feb 24, 2014 4:14 pm
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