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 Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:15 pm
~Spencer's Secret~ ((To not confuse anyone this starts out as Creea having a dream about her parents and little brothers who died 6 years ago)) All is peaceful at the Antsu home. The moon is shining brightly in the stained glass window of Creea and Bakura's room. The moonlight seems to dance across Creea's face, but something is wrong with Creea. She's tossing and turning as if trying to get away from the moonlight. She seems to be crying out the words "Mama come back!" in her sleep.~Flash back~
A small child with black hair and dark brown eyes was chasing a butterfly in a sunny park. "Come 'ere ya little rascal!" She shouts twirling and laughing as she tries to catch the butterfly. Suddenly a medium sized figure appears behind her. "Huh?!" The little girl spins around to find a woman with black hair and dark brown eyes just like her standing behind her. The little girl stares at the woman, and then hugs her screaming "Mama! You're here!" "Yes, yes my baby my sweet angel" Says her mother "I'm here, i will always be here." "I'm glad mama!" Says the little girl "I'm very glad!" The little girl closes her eyes and hugs her mother tightly "Don't leave me ever again!" She says clinging to her mother. "I will never ever leave you again, Creea" Says her mother. "I love you." "I love you too mama" Creea says. Then, all of a sudden a man in a black suit grabs Creea's mother from behind and drags her away. Creea falls to the floor and cries out to her mother. "Mama! Mama! Come back!" She then gets up only to be knocked down again by another man in a black suit. "Ow!" Creea exclaims rising to her feet brushing herself off a bit and staring at the man. "What's the big idea mister?!" She says to him. The man chuckles "I've come to get you, Creea." The man replies grabbing Creea and running in the same direction the other man took. They come to a cliff. The man stops and put Creea down at the edge of the cliff. "See whats down there little one?" The man says nudging her softly to look down. Creea gasps "Lava!" She says stepping backwards as far as she can but is stopped by the man. "What else?" The man says with a sick and twisted grin on his face. Creea looks at him but the cautiously she walks over to the edge and looks over. "Help us Creea!" She hears to her right. "Yeah! help us Creea!" She hears to her left. She looks to both sides and sees to little boys hanging from branches twoards the bottom of the cliff. Creea falls backwards with a gasp. "Jacob! Jordan!" Creea yells reaching a hand out to the little boys. "Grab my hand!" But Jacob and Jordan keep Screaming for help as if Creea wasn't there anymore. Then, Little Jordan loses his grip on his branch and falls to his death into the firey pit. Jacob looks up at Creea "Please Creea!" he says "Help me big sister!" Creea reaches her hand out further trying to grab her little brother's hand, But sadly, Jacob Couldn't reach Creea's hand and he falls just like his twin brother. Creea gets up and runs into a forest nearby leaving the man behind her laughing meniaclly. Creea continues to run until she sees her father waving at her. "Creea!" He says "Creea come to me my child!" Creea starts to run twoards her father screaming with glee. "Daddy!" Creea says "Oh daddy! Where have you been?" But before Creea can reach him he turns into another man in a black suit. Creea stops dead in her tracks and stares at the man. "What do you want?!" Creea says with tears in her eyes. "I've come to say one thing" The man says "It's all your fault" "What?" Creea says to the man. "What do you mean?!" The man starts walking backwards saying "It's all you fault" He then dissappears into the shadows. The world starts to spin around Creea. Creea falls to her knees holding her ears for she keeps hearing the words of the man "It's all your fault" She then screams out loud. "Why?! Why?!"
~End Flash back~
Creea is tossing and turning in bed. "Why?? Why!?" She keeps saysing in her sleep. Bakura, standing up holding Rin in his arms shakes Creea awake. "Creea! Creea!!" He says "Wake up! Rin needs to be taken to the hospital now!" Creea then shoots up in bed. "Why?!" She shouts "What's wrong with him?!" "His fever's reach 106 degrees farenheight!" Bakura says "We need to go now!" Creea gets up and gets dressed as quickly as possible. "I'll wake Cami!" She says "And I'll get Spencer up too!" She runs out of the room and into Cami and Spencer's room. "Cami! Wake up sweety!" Creea says shaking the tiny three year old awake. "Nnn?" Cami says sitting up rubbing her eyes. "What is it mama?" "Rin has to go to the hospital" Creea says putting her coat and shoes on her. "I want you to be a good girl and go wait with daddy k?" "O.k. mama" Cami then gets up and runs downstairs to Bakura. Upstairs, Creea walks over to Spencer's cradle and gently picks him up. Almost immediatly Spencer's eyes open and look directly into Creea's. He smiles and his Amber eyes gleam at the sight of his mother. Creea smiles a bit and cradles him in her arms. She then grabs Spencer's diaper bag, her coat and shoes and Spencer's teddy bear. Creea runs downstairs and outside to the car where Bakura, Cami and Rin were waiting. "Quickly Creea!" Bakura says "Get in! Before he gets worse!" Creea puts Spencer in his carseat and buckles him in. "Ready!" She says "Drive Bakura! Drive!" Bakura starts the car and drives as fast as he can to the nearest hospital. The park at Saint Valerie's hospital and run inside to the emergency's desk. "Yes how may i help you sir?" The woman behind the desk says. "My son!" Bakura says pointing to Rin who lay limp in his arms "He's very sick! he has a fever of 106 and counting, he also hasn't responed to anything i've said since i put him to bed!" The woman stood up and looked at Rin carefully. "Yes he does look pale.." She says "Please follow me i'll get him seeing a doctor pronto." "Thank you so much!" Bakura says Following the woman. Creea holding Cami's hand and holding Spencer in her other arm follow after them. "Doctor Jay!" The woman yells out to a man in white clothing. "We have a patient!" The man walks over "Which one of them?" He says to the woman "The little boy! In his father's arms!" The woman says. "Thank you nurse." The man says "Hello i'm Doctor Jay" He shakes Bakura hand and then Creea's "You must be the parents" "Yes, yes we are" Creea says "Please, can you see what's wrong with our son? His name is Rin and he hasn't said a word to us since last night, he has a fever of 106" Doctor Jay nods. "Follow me.." He walks into a room with a small bed just the right size for Rin. "Lie him down and i'll find what's wrong" Bakura lies Rin down on the bed. Doctor Jay Checks Rin's Vitals and his temperature. "Hmmm" he says "I have bad news, this will shock you, but..Your son's in a mild coma." Bakura who was now sitting down looks at Doctor Jay with wide eyes. "No..." He says looking at the floor. Creea stares at doctor Jay With this stare of complete and utter terror. "What's a coma mommy?" Cami says to Creea who then looks down at Cami and says "A coma is where a person goes into a deep sleep that they may never wake up from" Cami's eyes widen "Will he be able to play with me?" She says "No...He'll be asleep the whole time sweety." Creea says "Oh..." Cami says walking over to Bakura and hugging his legs as she starts to cry. Creea looked down at Spencer who's eyes were so wide it looked as if they were big amber bowling balls. Creea stares at Spencer's eyes, she thinks "oh my god...he understands!" she then sat down and sang to Spencer to get him to sleep. "Go to sleep, go to sleep...go to sleep my baby.." But Spencer's eyes just stare at Creea's as if he was trying to get through to her by telepethy. Creea stopped singing and started at Spencer's eyes for a while. She then hears someone in her mind say "Put me next to Rin." So she gets up and Puts him in the same bed as Rin. Doctor Jay looks at Creea. "You're risking him too you know" He says "I know.." Creea says "But i felt i should...so i did" Just as Creea was done tucking them both in, Spencer's eyes shined the brightest amber you could have possibley ever seen. Creea gasped looking at him. "My word!" Doctor Jay says "His eye's just...they just..." Spencer then turned away from Creea and wrapped his arms around Rin and hugged him tightly. "Brother..." Spencer said softly "My brother.." Creea Gasped again saying "His first words! His very first words!" Bakura stands up and says "What were they?! i couldn't hear!" "Brother was first" Creea says "Then it was my brother" Creea smiles happily and fuzzes Spencer's hair. Spencer smiles with his big eyes shimmering kind of saying "Love ya mom" Then all of a sudden Rin's eyes open. "Huh..." He says "Mom? Dad? Cami? Spencer?" The whole family rushes over to Rin. "You're alive!" They all say in unison. "What do you mean?" Rin asks "I just fell asleep...didn't I?" "No sweetie" Creea begins "You went into a Coma" "Coma?" Rin asks confused. "You fell asleep" Bakura says "But no matter how hard we tried...we couldn't wake you up" Cami climbs into the bed with Spencer and Rin "Oh Big brother!" Cries Cami hugging Rin tightly. "You can still be here with us afetr all!" She then starts sobbing tears of joy. "I'm here sister dear..." Rin says hugging Cami back "I'll always be here." Creea smiles at them with tears coming to her eyes, And she thinks "Rin is just like my mother...strong, kind, caring, loving and just plain motherly towards others...and Cami, she's just like my father Knows when to be silly, knows when to be serious, and knows when to cry...their just like them..." Creea's eyes turn silver then back to brown, and with tears in her eyes she hugs her three children. "Love you all so much..." She says to them "We love you too mom!" Cami and Rin say crying, But spencer just lies there and smiles at Creea with his eyes gleaming. Creea picks him up and whispers to him. "Thank you..."~
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:16 pm
Journal Entry #2
How to idenify who's writing: Creea Bakura Rin Cami
Well, That was a scary night. I mean, my son nearly died! I was scared half to death myself! I love him so much, But Spencer...His eyes were shining the whole time! Creea and I are trying to find out why...but sadly...we can't! His eyes are just..so weird, they just keep Shining weirdly! And..and..I'm gonna go make a sandwhich...*Walks off.*
"Bakura!!!" ugh....he's just so incompetent some times...He left out that our annerversary was yesterday. We had a huge party, there was cake, presents, Cards, and of course beer...>_>" but anyway, Spencer is doing just fine. His eyes keep shining and dimming weirdly though...maybe he's a special baby...well, It's time to go pick up Rin and Cami at school, Write more soon!~
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:18 pm
LOTK You Hear a loud sound and thna Spencer starts to giggle and laugh as if he is excited and proud of some funny yet odd event.... hmmm..... perhaps you should go and check on him......
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:19 pm
"Uh...Creea! Spencer's Laughing weirdly! and it's scaring Cami!" Bakura says Tentitive to go in the room. Creea wanders over and opens the door "Rin-san? Are you tickiling Spencer??" Creea looks about seeing no one there but sees a bright light from a corner covered in stuffed animals. "...Spencer???" Creea says walking over as she lifts a stuffed animal and-
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:24 pm
LOTK Spencer than comes jumping out of the pile of toys with a rather oversided shirt on him. "LOOK! AT Mia! Momma"  ((Awwww shoot, I messed up his skin I'm sorry it won't happen again promise!))
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Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 7:02 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 7:04 am
((Tiz fine! ^^))
Creea falls backwards surprised "Spencer!!" Creea gasps "You're...you're..."
"Bigga!" Spencer Grins Happily "I canz talks now!" He then spins around once and then hugs his mother tightly. "I wuv you mama" He whispers as he giggles again and runs out of the room to a very surprised Bakura.
"Ahh!" Bakura yelps "I wasn't expcting him to grow that quick! Creea! What happened?!"
Creea walks out of the room and says "I really don't know Bakura..He just...Grew!"
Suddenly they hear two screams and a giggle from the next room. "MAMA!!!!" Cami screams running down the hall dragging Spencer who's Dragging Rin behind him. "Spencer's Bigger! He's Bigger! Look!!!" Cami Says Gasping for breath. Rin, who's standing up says "Mama..what happened??" he then picks Spencer up who's giggling like a happy gopher."Let's play bwig Brudda Wrin!" Spencer says Grabbing Rin's hand and Pulling him into his room to play. Cami soon follows smiling.
"So really Creea, how'd he grow?" Bakura says Nudging Creea slightly. "I told you i don't know, silly baku..." Creea says Nudging back. "Don't call me that..." Bakura says hugging her gently "I know what's up...You miss youre sisters and family!" "Eh?!" Creea says surprised looking at Bakura "Let's have a family reunion! Shall we?" Bakura says smiling hugging Creea tighter "I suppose we could..." Creea says "good...some interaction with family may be good for you..." Bakura says. Creea smiles "Yes, It will"But, deep in Creea's mind...She knows...It's almost time for Creea to reveal her secret to her family...~
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:21 pm
Journal entry.
Creea Bakura Rin Cami
Have you ever wanted to lecture someone sooooo bad but you couldn't? Well, that was me with my sister Snow. My lord! So gets on my nerves sometimes! What with not believe her adoptive daughter is becoming a Bit of a lunatic! She's such a sweet little girl until someone gets teased then she goes nuts on who ever's teasing the person! She hurt a 3 year old for crying out loud! She should know better! She's one of the eldest children! Oh and the other children...Some of them are as sweet as humanly possible! But this other girl..Heaven...I'm keeping Spencer FAR from her...i trust her mother only...but that girl...she held him down! He may have been kicking her...but she had no reason! And to top it all off! I TRANSFORMED! GAH! >_
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:23 pm
Journal entry.
Creea Bakura Cami.
(Warning, a beating accours to Spencer in this journal entry by Rin. I am a good disturbing story writer so watch out this is Creea telling the story...)
*Shaking* It was the worst thing to see in the world....Your beautiful son....Turned mad man....Rin picked Spencer up by the neck and began to Squeeze....Cami rushed over and kicked Rin repetedly....But he just turned around dropping Spencer giving him just enough time to rush upstairs and into his room to hide....Rin knocked Cami out by punching her Repeatedly in the face...Causing blood to come gushing out of her nose and mouth.....He then ran upstairs to get Spencer....Spencer was hiding under his blanket and Rin took the blanket off of him and said to him "Your dead..." and he flipped the bed over but Spencer got away just in time....But Rin followed him and grabbed him by the legs, Shook him till all the blood rushed to his head making him faint....Then he Beat him untill he woke up again...Spencer was crying for help....I couldn't help....Rin had used his "Powers" To incapacitate me....He then put Spencer on the floor who was bleeding from hi nose, mouth and the top of his head where Rin had ripped some of his hair out...He then kicked Spencer in the back a few times....I heard a loud crack and then Spencer lied down with his eyes closed and i panicked! I thought he broke his spine! I couldn't stand it anymore....I broke Free from Rin's powers and...and...Beat the living shizit out of him! I mean i broke his arms and made him bleed from his mouth knocking him out...And then Bakura came home...He saw me crying my eyes out as I returned to normal....He ran up to me and asked me what happened...and i just Cried....I finally told him everything and why i had hurt Rin....He understood and he called the police and explained to them....When the police came they took Rin to the ER then the mental hospital, Cami to the ER and is recovering, And Spencer...He's still in surgery....I'm afraid now....Very afraid....I'm afraid that Cami may turn this way....or even Spencer....I'm afraid i may go to jail! But i know Bakura wouldn't let anyone send me to jail....I can only pray...I can only pray for Spencer and for Cami...I can only pray for Rin to return to normal....I can only pray for me and Bakura's marriage to hold out...I can only pray....I can only Pray.....Right now i have brusies all over me...one's bloody and on my forehead...my arm is fractured and i'm depressed...I only hope Spencer doesn't get any affect for this....~
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:24 pm
Journal entry by Creea
Title: Welcome home Spencer....
Dear journal,
Spencer and Cami have finally come home...
Cami is as happy as ever as if nothing had happened..
Bakura is fighting for my rights as a mother to not go to jail but to help my kids during this time...
Spencer...My poor Spencer...His eyes...They haven't shined ever since Rin went ballistic...He's hurt...I can tell. I miss when he smiled at me and actually said "Mama" Instead of "Mom..." I miss the way he would ask to sleep with me in my room when the "Baddies" Came...I miss the way he would cry for help instead of conceling his pain...
Oh what has happned to my baby!? My sweet child! I don't want him to be closed up inside...He has to tell me things...He never does anymore...
He used to tell me when or where it hurt...He used to tell me why he thought the sky was blue...He used to hug everyone....
My little boy will fall deeper into darkness....that's how it was for me...when i lost my family...
I wish he could love and trust people again! I want him to trust people!
His bruises have still not faded...his cuts still not have healed...He's in constant Emotional and physical pain every day!
I want it to stop! I want it all to stop! The maddness must stop!
I just found out my Twin sister is dead! And i have an older brother!
So many Secrets! So many lies!
Why can't my life be normal for just one day!?
just one...day...
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:26 pm
Journal entry written by: Spencer.
Title: What's wrong?
Dear piece of paper I found on the floor,
I have questions....Oh boy do I have questions...
Question one, Why is Mama...Pregnant with twins? She could have another Rin!
Question two, Why am I stuck with this family?! I mean...I have nightmares about what'll happen when i wake up in the morning!
Question three, Why do we have to have two new babies in the house! WHY?!
Question four, Why do I only have one really good friend, and three scary ones!? I don't get it!
What's wrong with this place?....I need to be cared for too! My dad gets something called "Drunk" all the time! Cami never plays with me! Rin's a jerk! Mama's got no time! I'm sick of it! I'm all alone aren't I?!
Being this age is not fun at all! You get kicked around like a little puppy dog! I want it all to end...~
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:32 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:34 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 2:16 pm
Spencer's nightmares
"Good night sweetie" Creea said softly to Spencer as she put him to bed. Spencer gave her a slight smile. "Night mama.." He whispered as he closed his eyes slowly. Creea got up, turned off the light and walked out of the room closing the door behind her.
Spencer turned onto his side and clutched the old raggity teddy bear Binnie Ann had given him back when they were still close. He held the old winged bear close to him tightly. He had hoped Binnie Ann still cared about him even though his mother and her mother had not been talking for what seemed like centuries. A tear streamed down his cheek and he closed his eyes and slept.
Suddenly, he was falling. He was falling into the darkness. He tried to scream but all that came out of his mouth was a faint hiss of breath. He felt like he was choking and he didn't understand what was happening to him or why it was happening to him. He landed with a loud thud in his living room with his eyes still shut tight. He heard screaming around him. "Spencer run!" he heard over and over again. "Spencer! get out!" He heard someone yell and then a couple of thuds and a screech of pain. He finally opened his eyes to find his whole living room drenched in blood and himself...older? He sat up looking at the walls covered in the foul red liquid of which he dispised. The couch, the walls, the floor, everything was drenched in blood. He looked at himself and found he was in his teenage years in some of Bakura's old clothes from when he was young. He stood up and walked into the hallway. Still everything was drenched in blood. The walls were splatted with it, the carpet turned from a beautiful blue to a disturbing purple and the staircase from white to a deep red.
He heard a scream of terror. Who was it? He wondered. He began to feel compelled to walk to where the scream had come from. He was extremly frightened. The scream sounded as if it was his own brother, Rin. He was now shivering. He turned a corner into the kitchen and peaked into the backyard through a window. The whole kitchen was also drenched in blood. The curtains were a beautiful yellow they now had orange spots all over them, everything was knowcked off the shelves and broken. He looked outside, staring out to seek where the scream had come from. He saw Rin standing outside stepping backwards and then running, running as fast as he could into the house. Then, a man....A man with black hair and amber eyes just like Spencer came running after Rin with a gigantic sword. Rin had reached the front door of the house and was trying to open it. It was locked. "Spencer!" He screamed. "I know you can hear me! Help!" Spencer ran from the kitchen and to the front door. He opened it was ease but it was too late. Rin, his brother fell to the ground in a pool of blood before him. Spencer shivered and shook frantically. All he could do was look at his older brother, dead on the front steps. He remembered, the man! He looked up from his brother's bloody corpse and was frightened to see a very tall man that looked just like him carrying and sword. Spencer stepped back with sheer terror in his eyes. The man dropped his sword to the ground with wide eyes. The man had blood all over him and was shaking from head to toe. "So you are here..." He whispered to Spencer. Spencer nodded. "I live here..." He managed to utter softly still terrified of who this stranger could be. The man stepped closer to Spencer and hugged him. Spencer couldn't move a single muscle in his body. The man was crying tears of what seemed to be joy. "My son.." The man whispered in Spencer's ear. "Who..?" Spencer asked. There was a moment of silence from the man. The man let go of Spencer and put his hands on his shoulders. "You are my son..." The man said.
Spencer found himself screaming and he ran up the staircase as fast as he could. He glanced back to see if the man was still there, but there was nothing but darkness. Consuming darkness. Wrapping around him like a blanket. He tried to scream for help from anyone, even the man who called himself his father. He closed his eyes tightly as he fell into the darkness. He fell onto the hard floor of his bedroom but this time, he was back to being a toddler. He began to cry loudly and Creea ran into the room along with a sleepy Bakura. "What happened Spencer?" Creea asked. "Did you fall out of your bed?" Bakura yawned. "Looks like it.." He said. He walked over to where Spencer was sitting crying, picked him up and tucked him back into bed. "Everything alright sweetie?" Creea asked walking over to Spencer's bedside. Spencer nodded. "Yes Mama.." He said. Creea smiled softly. "Good.." She said "Now get some rest Spencer" Creea got up and walked out of the room with Bakura trailing behind. "Night Spencer.." They said. Spencer smiled softly with one last tear going down his cheek. "Night.." He whispered. Creea and Bakura left the room closing the door behind them. Spencer turned on his side and grabbed the bear the Binnie gave him yet again and cuddled it tightly. He hoped that he didn't have anymore nightmares like that again. He closed his eyes and soon he was off in a peaceful dream world of his own creation.
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Posted: Sun Feb 18, 2007 8:27 am
Parent journal~
Written by: Creea
I've finally found this dusty old thing...Wow...it's been ages.
Things have calmed down and everything is going great!
Spencer's getting along great in school and he's popular with the girls his age. (Which I think is great at times but he's way to young for love just yet maybe a small crush but not like a big gigantic love love thing)
I'm pregnant with twins and my cousin Viper has a set of twins a boy and a girl! The boy has a marking like Spencer's on his cheek I wonder if they came from the same place...Hmm.
Well anyway, I got Spencer a silver and blue cross necklace a few days ago and he never takes it off. He says he's linked to it somehow. That's a bit strange.
Also, Spencer's been having nightmares and falling out of his bed. I wonder if it's the cereal we give him...it has alot of sugar.
Spencer's growing up so fast! He barely fits in his clothes now! I took him out clothes shopping today and he picked out a blue vest with a white shirt that has a green stripe across it. He also picked out some blue jeans that were a bit to big but I said we could get them for when he fits into them. He also got some blue and green sneakers. He said they were cool looking and the actually fit!
I tried to take him for a hair cut the other day and he said "No way! mama!" I don't really like his hair too long it's starting to reach the middle of his neck! It's so shiny and spiky too!
I love my little Spencer no mater what! He's just the cutest little thing...I can't wait to see what the future holds!
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