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PostPosted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 9:44 am


Startled by the suddenness of the shove - and the way it hurt her, just because the older Essentic was so much stronger than her that it was scary, the flutterby jumped a bit and backed away. Quietly, she listened to Vin-Vin's harsh words, but her gaze never left his eyes. For a moment she was almost frozen to the spot by the sheer force of the emotions that were being thrown at her. The accompanying rise of emotions from the direction of the house made her head hurt, and Rhian winced even as she nodded.

"I'll go," she said softly, and turned away to walk off. "But... I'll come back later." Have your time, "Grandpa", you need this. And really, leaving didn't sound that bad with the hurricane-strength emotional storm that was swirling up, increasing in strength. Walking at first, the Alter broke into a run by about fifteen paces away, and then kept running until she was out of physical sight of the upcoming clash. Only then did she fall to her knees, the force of emotions from the estranged brothers strong enough, even at this distance, to make her retch.

Rhian had never been around emotions this intense before, not even when her Mama and Papa had been apart. This was - this was something entirely different, and it made her head ache with the ferocity of the feelings. Even now she could feel the two's emotions, could almost see them in her mind's eye; the black lightning storm that was Vin and the blue hurricane of the Duke threatening to swallow and consume her very being in their path of destruction.

She had done what she could.

Now it was up to them.
PostPosted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 11:07 pm


Elst watched as the scene unfolded around him, largely incapable of feeling the horrid tension in the air; that could be a blessing or a curse at this point. What he could feel, however, was Longway’s distress, and he did the one thing he could, for now; held strong for her, kept warm and close, gave her something to hold on to. He carefully wrapped his arms around the love of his life, steady, and did all he could to help her feel better. He was concerned for the brothers, but realized there wasn’t exactly anything he could do for them. Longway, however, he could be there for, he could be that support amongst the conflict.

One thing Aoi had most strongly in common with his little sister? Empathy. Yes, the floramancer too much felt like he was being hit in the face with wave after mighty wave of unpleasant emotion, but he’d grown to adapt to it. He’d been in nearly complete sync with someone not only as the man planned suicide, but as he committed the act itself, feeling every doubt, fear, every flare of desperation, hate, and regret that flew through the man’s mind as he fell through the last fleeting instants of his life. Nothing could have prepared Aoi for those feelings, but now that he’d been through it, it prepared him for most anything else. Not to say it didn’t still hurt, but…he was ready to steel himself against the negativity to focus on helping the distressed man following him.

Aoi slowed his pace as Banning began to follow, so as to allow him to catch up. He waited for the man to approach and be near enough, before gently putting a hand on the Duke’s arm. In that brief moment of soft contact, he released every bit of reassurance and comfort he could, every little bit of stability and strength he could afford to lose immediately flowing out of him to reinforce Banning’s now rickety structures. It was not intrusive, no, not at all; it merely felt like an old comfort blanket, one a child would treasure so dearly, carefully wrapping around the soul. It was all Aoi could do for now, but he hoped it would help. There was a frigid mental wasteland to cross if Banning wished to ever reach his lost brother again; a little warmth couldn’t hurt along the way.

After that one moment, Aoi parted his hand from the man’s arm, and continued walking outside. The ‘comfort blanket’, however, remained with Banning; it would stay there for as long as the Duke would allow it. If one was paying very close attention, they might have seen the slight stumble in Aoi’s step caused by the lost mental fortitude; the Alter did his best to hide that, however, and tried to refocus himself as he led Banning along. The waves of negativity were far from abating, and he needed to hold strong.

As the weakness, desperation even, flowed from Banning, Aoi could likewise sense a current from Vin. Vin’s, however, leaned further towards outrage than Banning’s, much further. Aoi could feel the dryness in the air from that; perfect amongst the emotional kindling for a flash fire to spring with no warning. As one brother’s barriers fell, another’s rose anew.

Aoi wanted to help Vin, but at this point could tell that to interfere could only cause worse harm. All he allowed himself to do was release the slightest bit of forgiving calm from his mists; simply a natural essence, so to speak, he knew it could not do much if he wanted to avoid over-interference, but even the slightest bit could count in this tense moment.

But there was one more issue, here; he could feel his sister’s distress despite the distracting waves of thought and emotion coming from the brothers…but he could not help her just yet. First, Banning must be led. One more corner would be turned before Vin’s location was in plain view.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 12:42 am


There was hardly any need for slowing down. By now, the Duke's tetchiness had risen to high enough levels to fall back into his usual long-legged striding, yet Aoi's pace regulation served as much as to put a damper on his speed as it did to let him catch up. Much like an overeager cruiser shuffling into a traffic jam, with a little pang of annoyance, Banning was made to realise some self-control might be in order.

When Aoi's calming gesture and that gentle transfer added to the overall sense of 'cool down' and 'it's alright', the man actually felt his peace of mind return somewhat. The welcome fresh air soothed him just as much, dousing that feverish confusion, for now. He was doing something again, he would get his answers now. The anticipation was only metaphorically killing him, he'd faced worse, that's what he told himself. Everything would be alright. The spark of hope he'd denied himself to nurture for so long was steadily growing now.
When Rugo was involved, everything would be alright.

But then, why...
No, let's not be naive. Something was wrong, his brother needed his help, somehow, but he hadn't come to him.

For once the noble truly appreciated Aoi giving him the time, and the mental shelter to sort his thoughts out in the crucial moments before this would all ome to the turning point. As much as he felt lighter already thanks to the young Essentic's care, there was no denying he was still quite a wreck, looking like he'd lost two weeks of sleep instead of three days by now, only to be invigorated slightly by a sudden breakthrough.

Banning was in no state to do more than notice how this ordeal was taxing Aoi as well, but his efforts didn't go by unnoticed. It was with a final thought to repay him for this later that Bane, ironically distracted from his own issue for just a few seconds, unwittingly rounded the corner to step into the open battleground.

__~

At the other corner of the ring, to speak, Rugovin had quietly watched Rhian leave. He would apologise to her later, once all of this was through. If he still could, at least. For now, his heart had steeled, like he had just melded on a particularly spiky sort of armour, distant and intimidating. Right now, he left no room for remorse. Whereas Banning had lived in obliviousness for all this time, ignorant of his hardships and only dealing with a sense of loss, Rugovin's experience of this time-between had been quite a bit more hands-on.

Just as Rhian had left his view, and he had turned away from her trail with a grave nod, like an elderly veteran getting a headache from everything around him, just then, when he looked up to feel Aoi's presence startlingly close -how had he not noticed-, Banning stepped into the open area.
Into the battlefield, with all the infuriating innocence of a lamb, ignorant and self-righteous. He had no right to look like that, he'd had his life.
How did he dare to look so bad, as outwardly shaken up as Vin would never admit he felt himself. It hurt to look at, it angered him more with every passing second.

With narrowed eyes, Vin greeted him, dignifying his younger sibling with little more than a darkly livid glare and tensely laid-back feathers.
Fight or flight. He would not flee.

__~

Just as it had caught Rugovin somewhat off-guard, Banning could never have been any sort of prepared for this moment. It took him longer rationally than intuitively to recognise the person standing mere paces apart from him, and he halted a ways off, at a respectful distance, unable to process the animosity so clearly radiating off the one his life truly revolved around.

As if it wasn't overwhelming enough to see him, worn and withered and rugged and proud, standing there firmly, head held high, all in all so very much himself that it was almost inappropriate, that smouldering scowl was all the more baffling.
It simply didn't fit, there was no sense to it, and yet it made this moment all the more frightening, like an apparition coming to haunt him at the pinnacle of an ages-long nightmare. There was a reproach in that hard glare, he had done something wrong, but by Iris, he couldn't figure out what, and the more he looked at his elder brother, the more sharply his despair rose to find out what the nature of his crime was.

Hadn't he done what he could all this time? He'd worked so hard to find his peace, to never truly attain it outside of the numbness of exhausting from working himself into a daze, to honour his memory. But...
He'd been... here all along?

__~

Watching Banning's expressions go from surprised, eyes wide in wonder, to concerned and confused, those narrow eyebrows furrowing together, his stance losing its hold and making him recoil subtly, it all fuelled Rugovin's temper all the more.

Lost your tongue again, little coward? Can't bear to look at me now huh, what's the big deal, brat. Just like always... just like always, yes. You've grown up, you've matured, but deep inside you're still my lost, indecisive little brother. Damn you straight to hell and back.

"...so there you are. Took your time for it."

Caustic and harsh the words came, in a voice rough and mockingly subdued, filled with enough spite to drown out the true undercurrent of what he was feeling underneath his anger.

__~

Where Banning had been unable to find anything to say initially, not even thinking of speaking to what could only be an awkward dream, or a reality he no longer fit in as long as this continued to make no sense, his elder sibling sure seemed to find the right thing to say.

The words were a clear reproach, an unfair one at that. How was it that HE was the bad one now, how could-
No, this couldn't be right.

"...not like you did any better. What took you so long."

The retort sounded more like a boy realising he is being treated wrongly, but only shyly dares to retaliate, uttering a weak sassback as if uncomfortable with his own snark.
He could clearly see that he'd just managed to piss his brother -was he still who he looked like, after all this time?- off enough to look like he was ready to pick up a shovel and come smash his skull in with those words. That reckless, base-less amount of anger thrown his way at least sparked Banning's own sense of injustice into action. Why would he stand for this? If people wouldn't tell him what he'd done so wrong, they should get off his back, preferrably right now.

"Why didn't you come back to me, if you were here all along."
There, have a taste of your own glare.

__~

How dare he, how DARE he say that. It took all of the Mimicker's self-control to hold himself steady, but already the pressure had hit its mark. Clenching and unclenching his fists, locking his jaw and holding it in, he struggled to not 'go and pick up a shovel', until he felt he had at least enough breath again to speak up again.

"Not sure if you noticed, brother-mine, but you see, I've regrettably been outlawed for a while now."
"Been held back a little by some annoying folks with guns and stuff for a while too... You know, I just got hung up on a few trivialities." For the last forty years. Hah.

"Don't act like I don't know that." The left corner wasn't defenseless either. Come on then, let's talk this through, raised voices or not. There was no room for feeling sorry now.

"Oh, you think you do? You think you know what I've been through?"

"I could have protected you!"

"But. You. DIDN'T!"


... There, I said it.

By now, Rugovin was standing there, poised like a wrestler facing a most loathed opponent, refusing to be intimidated and letting out his rage. Now that he'd thrown out what laid heviest on his heart, all he could do was wait, hold back, trembling with tension, fangs bared, challenging Banning to retort to that.

But what could he say to that? With all the influence he had, for all the wealth he'd gathered, he indeed hadn't done anything to help his brother, whom he had conveniently, and realistically, presumed long dead.
Slowly, things were dawning on him, but what he was being blamed for was something he couldn't possibly have done right. How naive did Rugo want him to have been? How gullible and desperate does one need to be to truly believe that out of the thousands, ten-thousands slain, the one you cherish would have miraculously been spared? Had he been wrong in believing it was a lost cause?

All in all, he couldn't deny that he had done nothing, with reason, but at the same time, that this day proved that he had been alive all along...
It quite simply broke his heart, the realisation trickling into it and with every touch of frost chipping off another delicate shard.
How could he ever make up for this?

"..I'm... I'm sorry...?"

At the pinnacle of Banning's powerlessness, unable to hold back his tears now when they came, sparingly but undeniably there, he withered now. Who cared about rationality now. No excuse, however sensible, could ever erase the past, could deflect the crushing guilt as he began to understand how much he'd failed him.

"You're. Sorry."

Stern, biting, even harsher than before.

"You don't even know, you don't KNOW what you're sorry for."

The louder he spoke, the more he let his anger out, the more Rugovin innerly quailed, squirmed away rom his own fury, nigh going murderous over his own unfairness. As much as he spat out the hate towards his brother, his treasured, loved brother, he would have rather driven a stake through his own heart than continue this barrage of vengeful acid.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 1:53 am


It couldn't stop there, however. The more the Mimicker mentally backed away, the more his body took free reign, aggressively took a step towards Banning, who without much delay backed off a half-hearted step, almost tripping over his own feet.

Aoi was forgotten now, Rhian out of his mind. His focus was on Banning now, on that little snivelling coward moving away from him, in fear, in contempt? Surely he would know how twisted his reasoning was, surely he could tell his brother had gone completely insane. He was afraid of this madness, and with good reason.

"Can't bear to face me now, can't you. Then run away, run away like you always used to. They're all on your side, Bane, you're not alone, what'd you still need me for, hm."

Yes, go and skedaddle, go look for support elsewhere, I'll never, I won't ever be able to be that to you again. I failed, I'm done. Just say it to my face and I'll go. End this, as it should.
By now, Vin's voice had started to run thin again, his rage barely holding him up, like a grouchy old man weakly kicking at a dog telling it to go find someone else to play with, I'm no good.

__~

On the other side of this, Banning had hunched low, defensively, sensibly wary of his brother's pervading aura, the livid strength he exuded, the threat in his eyes. He'd extended an arm out sideways, subconsciously guarding Aoi and urging him to stay back.
The reproach he could deal with, he understood that now, yet he was still struggling to follow, to stay head-to-head with where Rugovin was taking him. His brother's latest message had him fumbling for reason once again.

"But you're... You're my brother..."
Again he couldn't manage to keep that insecure puppy-whimper out of his voice. How could he say that? His entire life had been about him, he'd never been able to let go, never. Rugovin was the one he'd always looked up to, the one he'd admired. His memory had allowed him to pull himself up on that image of pride and strength, to steel himself knowing they were one, once, that he wouldn't succumb under no amount of pressure ever, because no DeLonghy would ever give in.

How could he claim he didn't need him, that all those other fools could ever replace him.

This time, when the Mimicker bolted forward again, visibly exploding, Banning did attempt to get away, taken completely off guard. He never made to turn him his back, but no matter how fast he could step backwards, shoving Aoi aside and clear of the action, Vin was faster.

__~

Your brother? How could I be your brother, I'm an Essentic for crying out loud, a damaged, imperfect one, I'm either completely insane or completely creepy, and illegal, unwanted, unhealthy in all ways. I want nothing less than to be your brother, every cell of me, every neuron knows this, that I am Rugovin DeLonghy, but it's not right, it can't be right.

No, no! What are you doing, clinging to me, whimpering like that, you spineless useless sheltered judgmental little a*****e, how cdan I be your brother when I think of you that way, how can I, let me go, I can't do this. Cast me aside, you don't, you really don't need me, how dare you.

__~

In that instant, the Mimicker truly lost the last shred of his inhibitions. What had he been talking about giving Banning the choice, there was no choice, there had never been a choice. Rugovin DeLonghy was dead and buried, somewhere, he'd seen him, he'd looked down at his own dead body so long ago and he'd known this was all wrong.
He had forever denied himself this conflict, because there was only one important thing, and that was to be who he had to be, who he truly was, for him, for his little brother. He would never again be able to do that, forty years of redundancy had worn at his sanity, at his body, he would never be as before. Only the best for his little brother, and he would prove that he was anything but good for him if he was too cowardly, too weak to stand up to him and push him away.

What feeling and rationality he had left collectively backed into a corner of Vin's mind in that instant, already loathing himself for what he was about to do, distancing himself from the shred of him that had been yearning to let this out for so cruelly long.

All the injustice done to me, the pain I've lived through, the loneliness, the betrayal and the fear, take it, take it all from me, because I have nobody else to blame for it, I can't have the vengeance I need to exact with all my injured pride on the ones who wronged me, so here, take it, take it all, have a sweet taste of it, maybe you'll know what you've done to me then, you, the one thing tethering me to this cursed existence.
Take it off my shoulders, because every day I toil it along with me takes me closer to my end.

No, I don't want to vanish. Not ever.
I want to be here, for you, by your side, so if you can, then take it, take it like a man, because if you can't I will know there is no point in staying.

__~

As everything came together, this moment, this place, Rugovin stormed right at Banning, his motivations as twisted and tangled as his life had been, his emotions hooked into each other in conflict and utterly unwilling to be polite about this.
This was all or nothing, no matter how violent the means to reach his conclusion.

It took him but a split second to literally go at the man's throat, so easy, too easy, as he was shorter, more fragile than him. The mortal fear, the startled-out-of-his-wits disbelief in his hawk-eyes, like a bird of prey snatched straight out of the air, like a lamb to the slaughter, yes, that was it, that was what it had been like to be torn apart, stripped bare. Pride comes before the downfall, and Vin's pride had been immense, as it still was. The fall had been a deep one, a painful one, from the safe reaches of his home straight into the fate of diseased cattle.

For a short moment their eyes met, Banning's drowned in a lack of understanding, remorse, a weakly struggling fear as his hands clamped around his brother's strong wrists, and Rugovin's, distant in their pain and unwilling to look at him for long.

Much to Banning's surprise -and he couldn't even say it was a comfort at all-, the immediate threat waned when Rugovin's grip slackened, his hands moving lower and aside, taking a firm hold on his shoulders, fingers digging into his deltoids like vicegrips suddenly. The Duke winced visibly at that, just a bit, puzzled, but willing to take it, understanding at least that this was necessary, he could bear this, whatever it was, he was quite certain of that.
But only for a second or two.

Without any forewarning whatsoever, the telltale signs of what was to come burst out in their eery silence, pitch black flickers of electricity, so dark they emitted a light of their own, it seemed. It took but a short, deeply frustrated growl to charge up, his hold so tight it was a miracle he wasn't snapping his brother's collarbones right that instant.

The next second, when the charge licked its way into Banning's body, digging into his nerves like a wildfire of starving hounds, the only thing louder than Rugovin's tormented roar, filled with all his past agony and present bitterness, was Bane's piercing scream.
Nothing in the world could have prepared him for this bone-deep, nauseating, ceaseless barrage. He'd cried out before he even realised he was making sound, and by the time he'd worked through the first waves of being crushed, over and over again, hurt and injured in more ways than he'd have thjought possible, he found his voice was already raw and rough. Crying, cramped and kicking out, shouting, yelling, he pleaded for this to stop in the most primal howling a man could choke forth, already brought to submission before his dignity even had the chance to object to it.

For a brief moment, he got the time to breathe, when all he felt was a lingering numbness, his body going into shock, almost, but not for long, not for long at all. Barely standing on his legs, held up only by that cruel, mechanical hold Rugovin had on him, he gasped, wheezed, fought to take in some oxygen, because without a doubt, he knew this would start again. Vin wasn't through with him yet, by whatever cursed method that he used to do this to him. The second before it all started again was possibly a worse torture than what followed itself.
But only maybe.

__~

The ordeal lasted for a whole shocking ninety-two seconds.

By then, Timka had pulled herself out of Elst's hold, rushing outside at the sound of Banning screaming like he was being murdered, and for a while she truly believed that was what was happening.
Just as she joined the scene, the wailing died out, and she came stumbling to a halt beside Aoi to witness the two siblings sag to the ground. Vin cracked through his knees, letting go of Banning, and with a tear-streaked face scuttling back on his behind, like a child who'd just throttled a small animal by accident, now horrified by his own power, shuddering and drenched in self-loathing and terror. His spell was broken.

Banning was barely conscious enough to react, but his brother had made sure not to jolt him out of comission. Like a true master, the Essentic had expertly managed to keep his owner teetering on the edge of sweet sweet oblivion, to give him the full taste of what he could handle, and there was so, so much more that he had still spared him.
Upon being let go of, Bane lurched away with a frantic jerk, toppling over and slamming into the ground in a messy heap, too weak and disoriented to know up from down. The only compromise he managed was to crawl to his knees, eyes pressed shut tightly, jaw clenched, his arms around himself, shaking and shivering and cramped up enough to barely manage to breathe, struggling to get a grip, to catch air again, lost in the aftershock of the torture he'd just experienced.

Neither made much noise then, both pale and sweaty, trembling and weak, each taking back his own space, and the smaller they could be, the better, it seemed.
Time to come back to reality.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 5:20 am


The first emotional clashes all but knocked Rhian off of her feet, and as they continued to roll over her she did, in fact, fall to the ground, reeling with each emotional blow that was dealt. Still, some little point of stubbornness kept her from giving in to the very real pain of an empathy caught in the midst of an emotional hurricane. Some little piece of stubbornness within herself, the piece of her that led to her constant rule-breaking tendencies, refused to allow her to play the part of the fragile little girl. She could deal with this, she was made for helping with this kind of thing – quite literally, in a sense – and by all that was holy if she couldn’t help in the midst of the storm she’d be there to help with the clean-up afterward.

Somehow during the emotional onslaught, Rhian’s slim fingers found her wind-up key and started to wind it up. By the time the brunt of the storm had subsided, she was almost finished – with what, she didn’t know exactly. Rhian had never truly used her key before, not for anything; she knew it was a last-resort ability and as such had refrained from using it. Now, however, the time had come to test it out – she could feel it. And with speed that belied her nauseated and wincing form, the flutterby took off at a dead run to the battlefield. Once she got within visual range, it took less than a second for the female Essentic to decide which of the two to focus on; Aoi was better at talking Vin down, and Banning... he needed her talents at the moment. Skidding to a stop, the flutterby fell to her knees beside the younger brother, her hands releasing their grip on the fully-charged key.

With an audible ‘snap’, Rhian’s key sprang into position behind her, twirling slowly and producing a sort of hum eerily similar to the sounds she had been making to comfort Vin earlier. Her antennae twitched once, their bright amber glow set off and diminishing under her now eerily-bright, solid blue eyes – even the sclera of the eye was blue and glowing; her pupils had vanished, for the moment. It only took her a moment to turn the electric-blue pools in the younger brother’s direction, and then an isolated pool of eternity began.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 5:23 am


~reserved for banning's little trip into his subconscious~

This should take but a few minutes in which Rhian is looking after Banning, neither will be responsive until they're done.

Rhian's within-world is like big floaty-pool of water, only one can breathe and it's nice an' warm and all hugg-y~


Banning: *caught utterly off-guard, upon looking up at her is drawn straight into her craftwork* *to onlookers looking quite hypnotised, like being held up subtly by a string, still half-hugged around himself but eyes wide, possibly shimmering blue in response to hers, whatever is happening, is happening deep within*
Bane: *looked up, and before he could even make her out -how did SHE get here?- finds the environment changed, the temperature upped, or even nonexistant, like in a dream where logical assumptions fall away from him, the need to question dream-logic falls silent immediately* ... *glances around, finds himself quite bare but somehow disconnected from his daily shame, merely watching now* ... *what a calm place, so unlike what just... what just happened*

Rhian: *shows up next to banning, just kind of... there; there's really no need to question it, she's always been here in a manner of speaking, gentle smile* I thought you needed a little bit of a break... let's talk, shall we? *rather more fairy-like in appearance in this place, just as bare as Banning but with a subtle glow to her that marks out her Essence* We have time to chat for a while.

Bane: .... *looks aside at her, quite mystified, taxing her without sharpness in his eyes, looking her up and down* ... *nods without a word, can only agree to that as he searches his memory for the haze he just went through, finding he still knows every detail but the whole is foggy* ... what is.. going on? *even in dreams will forever be his inquisitive self*

Rhian: *flips upside down and peers at him nose-to-nose* We're somewhere you can relax for a bit, think through some things. It's not really taking up any time, so we have as long as you need. But let's focus on the important things for now; hm? I think there's some things you need to let go of; get off your chest, so to say~ *pokes him in the chest, her eyes sparkling happily*

Bane: *looks down at her cheeky touch and blinks, hm, I'm not annoyed... go figure* ... *looks up at her again, a little crosseyed as well, until he backs away in the no-gravity a notch* Yes... i.. couldn't agree more... *sounding somewhat slow, fogged-up, deeply thoughtful as he tries to synchronise his mind but fails to make a straight line out of his priorities, gives up with a nondescript shrug* *looks at her again* >:

Rhian: Don't worry, it's just an effect of this place. *s miles at him and flips right-side-up again, all slowly turning clockwise* Just let things coe to you as needed, okay? I'm here to help you so just tell me whatever you feel like. *emphasizes the word 'feel' just a little bit*

Bane: *tilts his head along with her motion until he vaguely realises how silly that is, straightens up again ponderously* ... I'll... just.. skip right to the.. ... *somehow starts sinking a bit, realisation is dawning slowly, gulps and bobs back a bit* .. to the issue at hand, then? *figures he could care less about why she's here and how she's doing this, knows enough about Essentics and girls to accept he'll never get them, feels he can trust her no matter how persistently that voice in the back of his head is itching to tell him to be more sceptical, she's in on this, she betrayed you too! o< *

Rhian: *nods a little, 'sitting' in midair* Issue at hand? That's whatever you want it to be. We can go in any order you'd llike here, you know. *rests her chin on her hand* You could lie down or sit down if you want, either's fine~.*also sort of dreamy-calm, just radiating trustworthiness and her genuine care for the man in front of her*

Bane: I LIKE order >: *vaguest of little pouts* and I'm.. okay, like this, I guess? *looks around, aside, curls up a little in midair until he's seated like a child, legs drawn up on a 'chair', proving he's still somewhat awkward, out of place, but that's really just the way he is* So... Rugo.. he's... He's really.. there, now? Was that really him? *hint of tension there, that's not quite breaking through, this means so much to him it hurts, can't but just be open to her about it before he loses his mind*

Rhian: I know you do. *smiles again and flutters dream-wings behind her just because she's here and she can have them here so why not?* Yes. He's really here; that was really him. The worst part's over, now. *dreamy smile; exuding absolute confidence tht somehow, just somehow, it'll all work out right in the end*

Bane: I hope so... *sort of pouty, worried look again, still doesn't understand half of this* What.. what did he do? That was him, that... *memory blocks out, no don't lose yourself in that sort of reminiscence now, nobody fares well smothering yourself in pain* ... What spellwork is that, why did he do that... If that's him, then why... Rugo would never... He'd never... *tries to understand how it is that his brother picked up such violent, hurtful magic, if it even was, but there had to be a trick to it*

Rhian: He hurt, and he felt betrayed. So I think he wanted you to hurt to. *shrugs a little* I don't really understand it either, but... if he made you hurt, that was mostly just... his hurt he made you feel. I think he learned that to stay alive, probably. *flutter-flutter, comes down from her own perch and wraps Banning in a hug - not sexual or anything, rather like comforting a small child who's hurt and confused* It's not really you he's mad at; he still loves you more than anything. He's so afraid of you accepting him back that he'll do anything to make you do the opposite. *tils her head innocently, random thought patterns of dreamworld ahoy* Did your pet bird ever get hurt?

Bane: *listens to her, drinks up her explanations, even if she herself claims they are but speculations, but they prove there is a sense to it, there can be a logic that he can understand, that he can accept* *nods quietly, looking at her almost fascinatedly, yes, yes, I realise it now, I think I get it now, somehow, a little* *already understood how painful it must have been for his brother, how small would the leap be into that, then* ... ? *small twitch, hm, what's she doing now? ah well, justlets her, even if he's still attentive* ... He... doesn't want me to want him back? *how backwards is that, no, he shouldn't be afraid, that's wrong, there's no need for that now..* .. Ah? My... pet.. bird? *barely remembers that parrot, has on occasion had a few budgerigars that died overtime, blurb* O.o

Rhian:
*giggles and tilts her head* I just wondered if they acted anything like Ziazan does when it's hurt, or Vinvin. *nods thoughtfully after a moment* It's... not that he doesn't want you to, exactly. He's just so afraid that you won't take him back that he's convinced himself it's true. Especially now that he hurt you; He needs you like you need him, but he doesn't want to admit it. It's.... been a very long time, after all. *flips upside down again, pulling Banning with her gently* And it may not affect you as much, but you know how fast we grow, how fast we change. That's a very long time to deal with being apart. . . *giggles a little* You both are so much alike, did you know that? *all wheee-glib and yet still somehow so calm and reassuring*

Bane: O.o ... *err.. um, sure* *listens on, okay, back on topic, attentive pre-schooler attitude* ... I could never reject him. Never. No matter what he does, even this. If he needs a chewtoy to fix his problems I don't care if it's me : / ... I mean.. Yes, I mean that. *glancing aside as they tumble over, expects to go nauseous but finds is perception simply adjusts* ... he grew like normal people. He's my brother. *somehow doesn't really want to touch the one very, very sore spot of having lost him that first time, to him it's like Vin's current existance wiped out that dark time inbetween* How are we alike, he's strong, he knows what to do. *sort of gwumpy, don't compare me to him he's way more awesome*

Rhian: So are you, you just can't see it. *absolutely, completely certain of this* But... maybe you should tell him that? That you always want him back? See... well, I don't know what his spark type is like, I've never seen one... but it must be very hard to be someone and not be them at the same time. Maybe he thinks that the part of him that's your brother was taken away when he was... *can't really finish that thought, not without going places she doesn't want to bring up; let Banning draw his own conclusions here* I think he knows you couldn't hae done anything then, but... and I'm guessing it's the same thing with both of you - both of you wish you could have. Hmm? Am I right? *stroking Banning's hair, preen the hawk's feathers it relaxes them*

Bane: ... *glances aside, hmhmm..* I will tell him that, why wouldn't I, it's true after all. I'd never lie to him. ... *deeply thoughtful again* Yes, the Mimicker's paradox. *awkward awkward subject* He is Rugovin, and I don't care if I'm deceiving myself, to me he always will be, no matter what the truth is. *talking quietly, calmly* *small shudder, tension slipping once that hurdle's been taken, eek, touch, how distracting* *simply nods* if I thought it would have helped anything I'd have given all I have to save him. But I was weak when he needed me, and he's right to reproach me for that. I've always relied on him, but I never gave anything back...

Rhian:
Then give back now. He needs you, this time. You're just as much his brother as he is yours, you know. You just need to show him that he's still family; he's all angry on the outside but on the inside he's scared... scared to go back to what he had, I think, because he's afraid it wil be taken away again. *peers into his eyes* That he'll lose you again. I don't think either of you could take a second time apart; I'm sure you'd know that better than I do. *pats his shoulder gently, then finally backs off of the touchy-touchy* Tell me... does his being an Essentic make him less of your brother? *honest curiosity here*

Bane: *listening nigh breathlessly, nods and nods and nods and... shakes his head* nu-uh. *was just a kiddo when the transition happened, and this is the ONE concept in his life where he can without any hard feelings completely toss logic out of the window. No matter how it's possible, Rugo is his brother the way he has always been, regardless of what body he is in*

Rhian: There you go then. *smiles* Just support him with that belief, he needs to hear it and know it. *can almost see the child Banning was in that moment* Brothers help each other, right? So now it's youre turn to help him. Just think for a little while, and go ahead and ask me anything more that comes up. There's still plenty of time~

Bane: he's the one who worried about it most.. I wished he didn't, there's no reason to... But I can't make him human. Nobody can turn back time. *quiet sigh, sags a little into himself, looks tired now, thinking again* ... *sort of tetchyface, small frown* .. I ... I need to go to him. I can figure out the rest on my own, he needs me now. I won't hide away from this anymore. *looking up at her, a spark of fire back in his eyes, a calm, collected determination with an almost childlike sort of idealism*

Rhian: *smiles again, softer this time, and kisses him on the forehead in a platonic sort of way* Then we're done here. *world just sort of fades out around them*

Bane: *calm nod, closes his eyes and lets her, drifts back into his body, reattaching, braces against the soreness he knows is there and slowly comes to, back to reality, opening his eyes again, calm now*

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 9:29 pm


Aoi could only watch, saddened, as the reunion of the brothers went far from smoothly. The dense mixture of outrage and anger, of sadness and regret, that floated so heavily through the air was starting to make him feel sick. He usually kept a buffer zone of energy devoted to preventing excess negativity from harming him, but he’d lost all that when he made the ‘comfort blanket’ for Banning. It was a subtle effect he’d created for the Duke, but it was that very subtlety that cost him so dearly; just blunt emotional help would have been easy, but gentle, long-term, residual aid that remained with the subject cost far, far more, very taxing on the floramancer, essence-wise. Little was Aoi to know that the pain hadn’t even begun.

What happened after the argument was through had become foggy to Aoi, in the aftermath; he remembered being thrown aside, from Banning perhaps trying to protect him, something like that…but the one moment he could remember, that he could never forget, was the sight of Vin grabbing hold of his younger brother. The sight of the horrid black lightning gathering like clouds before a violent storm. And the realization of what was about to happen.

As Vin coursed the ages of suffering through Banning’s helpless form, Aoi became acutely aware of a particular response he’d programmed into himself long ago. During his ‘dark’ period, the time where he would purposely exhaust himself constantly, inflict suffering for being what he had perceived as an utter failure, he’d learned a method of constant self-punishment. This automatic, forced empathy he programmed into himself was very simple; if someone felt great physical or emotional pain near him, he would feel it, quite literally, as if he’d stepped into the shoes of the suffering individual. This held strong so long as his telepathic networks were intact. Today, his networks were at full sensitivity.

Today, he was reminded that the awful punishment he’d forced into himself was still quite thoroughly in place, even after all that time. And he had no ‘insulation’ energy to protect him.

The blur of his memory began as the first currents of suffering were laced through Banning, but that was far from the worst of it. Vin, as he released the pain, felt it himself. Aoi’s punishment mechanism was not only mirroring the agony of one brother, but two, at once. His already weakened form was assaulted from within, fiery torrents of suffering rocketing through his defenseless mind and body from the physical and emotional torment that he empathetically absorbed from the brothers. Some part of him tried to scream, tried to cry out, but his body was paralyzed as the affliction of misery vented through him. He felt everything around him slow down, somehow…which only assisted in the feeling of being trapped. The world, now, felt quiet, empty; he couldn’t quite manage to pay attention to anything else around him as his last remaining essence dwindled away in his body’s automatic responses, trying to use these scarce reserves to insulate him, to no avail.

All that would be seen from the outside was Aoi’s seated form adapting a ghastly pallor, slowly as the surge between the brothers continued. His eyes lost their glow, and his entire being seemed to wither like a plant during a terrible drought. Within his mind, many minutes passed after the Vin-surge completed, yet in reality it was at most a second, perhaps two. He saw the world begin to go dark around him, and he felt an all too familiar feeling; one night, during his dark period, he had exhausted himself so very severely, he’d nearly reverted back a stage, nearly lost the last wisps of energy keeping his body alive. He felt that again, today, as the world seemed to fade. Yet in the last of these mentally-perceived minutes, he recalled his saving grace, as he nearly lost sight of the world.

The plants. For a vast amount of time now, Aoi had been slowly syncing further and further with them, binding their roots into a giant network and sharing energy with them, depositing every little bit he didn’t need each day into the flora he so greatly cherished. He sat, now, upon a massive well of Essence energy. It was finally time to make a small withdrawal.

Back in reality, as focus was drawn towards the fallen siblings, what much looked like Aoi’s lifeless body fell to the ground, face first in the grass. But what could have been perceived as a giving up, or inability to hold himself up any further, was in actuality far from unintentional. The well, in a gentle, small way, was now tapped. Aoi carefully took into himself the precious, precious natural energy of the roots, and slowly he began to have feeling in his arms, his legs, eventually his fingers and toes once more. He knew Vin now needed him; in his out-of-body, slowed experience, he saw Rhian rushing towards Banning, she was okay, the Duke would be okay, but Vin was left alone, and Vin needed Aoi. He took just enough energy into himself to feel reconnected with his now feeble body, and a supply to fuel his magic towards helping the fallen Mimicker. His body suddenly took a fast, shaky intake of breath, and he feebly stood, his tortured mind whispering a soft promise to the plants to return the energy he had taken before fully returning to his equally ravaged body.

Aoi stumbled over to Vin, face alight with worry. He did all he could to hide the devastating effects he had just endured, and focused all of his will on the Mimicker. It would seem Aoi managed to avoid anyone seeing his near-collapse in the ensuing attention paid to the brothers. Soon, gentle healing energies began to flow, and Aoi simply poured soothe into the other Essentic, resting his hands on Vin’s shoulders carefully. I’m here for you, now, and don’t you dare resist.

Elst, as his dear Timka fled towards the scream, followed suit, making the slight trip to grab a first aid kit he kept in the bathroom. In all the confusion, he thought perhaps someone had been injured, and that the kit could possibly help.
PostPosted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 8:07 am


In the private storm going on between the brothers, neither had been truly aware anymore of any bystanders. This crucial moment of truth had temporarily isolated the two of them, thoroughly enough that if a herd of deer had crashed through the nursery right into the middle of their confrontation, they likely wouldn't have stopped to register it. That Banning had still minded Aoi enough to at least physically keep him out of harm's way had been little more than a protective reflex, to make sure the raging bull headed his way would not cause any collateral damage.

Little did he know that doing so had been a rather void action. Unlike Timka and Misha, Banning had never been aware of Aoi's particular talents, and today even more than usual he'd been oblivious to the young Alter's less visible efforts to help him. Rugovin had already long crossed the line of worrying about anyone but himself and Bane by that point, all regard for the empaths' safety kicked straight to the curb.

Only after his violent unleashing, it dawned on the Mimicker that he hadn't only hurt his brother to make his madness-driven point, but that without meaning to, he had once again managed to do harm to the ones he didn't want to get involved in the first place. had he been in any other state of mind, he might have had a bitter laugh over the irony of the situation.

As it was, all Vin could so was vaguely register the blur that was Rhian speeding by to tend to his sibling, sensing an nusual charge in her, but failing to figure out what she was doing. Nothing to be worried over, he was sure, and he dismissed the question, not quite able to face the situation head-on. When he glanced around, unable to fix his mind on anything right now, looking for something to focus on, anything that wasn't his brother's prone form, his gaze couldn't but be drawn to Aoi.
It took about a second or two of puzzled staring, before it hit him like a crate of bricks, slamming down into his gut with nauseating weight. No amount of cussing could aptly convey what he felt now, even if 'ah ********' made a decent summary of it.

He'd just been about to try and stand up and rush to him, no easy task considering the way his body was numbed and weakened now, when the floramancer got to his feet on his own again. To see him standing, no matter how close to death he looked, was quite a relief, but it didn't take away the feeling that his outburst had left more in its wake than he wanted to acknowledge. What WAS it about that wretched power of him, that kept doing more damage than it should? Then again, could he really blame the lightning for this, or should he be honest with himself and take his responsibility now. He had been the one to let his anger take free reign, to cut loose his chains and set all his destructive, misaimed aggression free, here, on friendly terrain. Was there ever a good timing for such a release though? He didn't know, he truly didn't know anymore, had he done the wrong thing yet again, had he finally managed to turn them all against him now?

Now that he was rid of his violent frustration, hopefully forever, what lay beneath it was laid bare, and fear and a deep sense of loneliness took its place. Rugovin had given it his all to vent what tormented him so, as much as he could bear to let go of without utterly destroying the one he cherished. Following a twisted logic he had told himself he wanted nothing more than to be free of him, to be let go, but now that he had placed his ultimatum between them, between him and Bane and everyone else, he already regretted it more than he could say. He'd hurt them and they had every right to reject him now. A rabid dog needed to be put down, put out of its misery, and that was what he wanted, for his pain to end, at last, but no, not this way.

With a deep remorse taking center stage in the battered, worn-out being that was Vin, he was being visibly reduced to a shuddering wreck of a man, experiencing his sadness devoid of hope to the fullest, wanting nothing more than to be left to wither alone now, to let him live his shame.
His pale, tired eyes full of tears, he looked up when he felt Aoi close up on him, fully expecting to see distance in him, justified reproaches, cold rejection. When he found nothing like that on the Alter's face, though, he took the full brunt of a new load of emotions. On top of his guilt over having inflicted so much pain on him, he now had more, relief, an inability to accept his kindness, and a surge of such heart-breaking appreciation and hope that it hurt even more bitterly than having to admit his moral defeat.

Even if with all his might he struggled to keep up his front, to stand strong against the temptation of receiving grace he didn't deserve, there was no fighting it now. Not a drop of energy left in him, his attempts to hold himself together were more futile than revving an engine without fuel.
When Aoi settled down beside him so tenderly, the Mimicker gave in, leaned into his young friend, and sobbed, softly, closing his eyes. Without much of a warning, he wrapped his arms around the floramancer, and manhandled him into a tight hug, telling of fondness and gratitude and a need to have him sit down before he did himself more harm.
I'm sorry Aoi, I'm sorry... Never again.

__~

In the meantime, Banning had come to again, waking from that short, direly needed venture into dreamland with Rhian. Still a little disoriented, the noble was glancing around in mild confusion, rubbing at his arms and shoulders and chest in a half-hearted attempt to rid himself of that lingering hair-raising discomfort, so alien in his body. He noted Rhian's presence right in front of him, yes, there she was, wingless and -thankfully- fully clothed. When he belatedly registered Aoi moving on past, he followed his trail further down, and with a surprising lack of anxiety, he could quietly observe his brother now. His internal harsh demands for logic had been stilled, acceptance was what was left now.

Just watching Vin and Aoi for now, Banning remained where he was, perfectly quiet until even his sparse movements slowed to a halt.
There he was. Rugo. Big brother. Looking so strong and yet so vulnerable, hurt and struggling, no, how could he ever turn his back to him. It would be alright, he would take care of him, he'd make things work again.

Just give me five minutes to feel my limbs again and I'll be right on it, whoah.

__~

In the aftermath of her initial panic, now that she stood there surveying the scene, Timka had to admit she was quite stumped now.

So finally, those two blockheads had clashed. Nobody seemed to be missing any limbs, and neither had run away yet, so... this all went.. rather alright?

With some worry she noted how bad Aoi looked now, and even if she couldn't quite figure it out she suspected it most likely had to do with what had just transpired between her eployer and his brother. Ach, she let him be for now, Aoi'd managed to pull himself together before she could even go to him to help him. She'd make sure to watch over him, no doubt it wouldn't be much longer before he gave out completely, silly thing.
You're the best damn friend those two coul wish for, bless you.

Talking about last legs, looking at Rhian who had taken to looking after Bane, the poor girl didn't look so well either now...

Not thinking about this for long, miss Longway left Elst's side, and hushedly scampered over to the young mentor's side, ready to support her before she fainted or something.

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PostPosted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 11:48 am


She couldn't think properly.

That was the first thing Rhian really noticed upon the deactivation of her ability, as the key wound down and the light faded from her eyes, taking what was left of her energy with it, and leaving her with nothing to combat the ills that the emotional confrontation earlier had left on her. She wasn't in as horrible a condition as Aoi was, and she wanted - no, needed to get up and go to him, to go to her older brother and try and help him too, Banning was doing better but Aoi and Vin-Vin still needed her help! Only... she felt oddly disconnected from her body, barely noticing that she was shaking all over, that her antennae were drooping, their light having gone dead; that she was looking wan and exhausted, with even her hair losing its usual glossy shine.

Rhian tried to speak, but all that came out at first was a series of coughs and dry heaves that left her body even more drained than before. Swallowing thickly, exhausted, dull blue eyes turned to Aoi and Vin, reaching out in their direction with a wildly-trembling hand. She was so tired, so very tired and ill but she wasn't done yet, and wouldn't be until she could help the rest of her family. "Please..." she said, her voice little more than a cracked whisper, and completely unaware of Longway's presence beside her, the wingless butterfly lurched in the other Essentics' direction - as tired as she was, as ill as she felt, they needed her and Aoi was so much worse off...

A tiny, brief glow flared up from her antennae, as Rhian pulled on her Essence to reach out to her brother and Grandfather, to try and ease their pain, even if just a little - ooooh, but that wasn't a good idea, she thought belatedly; the little puff of aid and energy wasn't much more than a candle in a thunderstorm, but it left her without much of anything left to draw from.

Still conscious by some miracle, Rhian swallowed dryly, trying to force down the nausea that had overtaken her stomach and the feeling of absolute exhaustion that held her in its grip. She hadn't taken as much of the bast as Aoi, but she had still felt it; the physical pain of the lightning hadn't touched her, but that emotional explosion was strong enough to take a minor empath down, let alone the two Essentics that relied on it almost as much as breathing.

Thus, though she still had her consciousness somehow, she was far from being able to do anything. She just wanted to close her eyes and rest... but she couldn't, not until she knew if her family was going to be all right. So she continued to draw on the little sparks of her reserves that she could still feel, just enough to remain conscious and aware, because she needed to know that everyone would be okay, everyone had to be okay, she couldn't lose another member of her family, not after losing Lauss...
PostPosted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:26 pm


As Aoi began the makings of his healing magic, commenced the recovery flow towards Vin, his exhausted mind became vaguely aware of movement, nearby…where, though, what was it…Vin? Yes, the older Essentic had drawn closer, he looked so very sad; before Aoi could even fully register it, Rugovin had drawn him into a hug, his frail body wrapped closely by the weary frame of the Mimicker. It was nice…but he felt from Vin such sadness, remorse even. After only a moment of pause he resumed the flow, pouring every good feeling and bit of wellness he had into the other Essentic. It’s okay, it’s okay…don’t worry…

Aoi hugged back as strongly as he could, wanted Vin to know everything was alright, that he hadn’t hurt him that badly, I’m just tired, it isn’t your fault, no… But as the flow continued, dizziness started spreading through him – the forced maintenance of his consciousness was proving more draining than he expected. He’d taken enough energy from the roots to stave off the exhaustion for a while, but there was something he hadn’t accounted for. His pain thresholds, both emotional and physical, had been shattered in the onslaught of suffering, and his body was fighting to slip into the peace of unconsciousness, to escape the agony of it all. Keeping tenderly hugged around Vin, he allowed himself a slight reprieve, just a little more energy from the roots to help him stay conscious, only enough to just barely keep him there.

The healing energy continued, gently wrapping around Vin’s very being, working carefully to soothe tensions, help the damaged Mimicker cope with the emotional weight of it all. It’s okay, I’m okay, it’s all forgiven…

As Aoi pulled himself a little further from the darkness that so dearly wished to envelop him, he became aware of something; Rhian, she’d done something…strange, something unusual. She’d appeared fine, but the more he thought about it, amongst all of his many focuses of making sure Vin was alright…she was drained, too. She may not have felt the physical aspect of the outburst, but the emotional strain was taxing on its own, she must be so worn, now…some part of Aoi, in the back of his mind, tried opening the root system for her; he couldn’t outright pour energy into her, especially not in the state he was in, but a gentle flow of relieving essence did manage to spring up. It flowed slowly through the grasses, into her; it wasn’t much, but even a little water could be heaven for parched lips.

But Aoi felt the darkness again, feeding on the strain, so opening the small flow was all he could do for her for now, he just didn’t have the strength to do any further good. But what he could do was stay there for Vin, and his trembling arms tightened the hug a little more, just tried to do whatever he could to make the pained Mimicker feel even a little better. He managed a weak whisper;

“Don’t…don’t worry…” He closed his eyes, small tears making their way through regardless.

-

Elst surveyed the rather manic scene; he just wasn’t quite sure what to do. Aoi, he seemed off, somehow, there was just something wrong with this…but the Magicker was letting absolutely no signs of distress come through their connection, as well as making a good effort to mask the physical signs as well, so Elst was, quite simply, confused. He then saw Rhian, however, so obviously drained, and made the decision that whatever state Aoi was in, the floramancer did not want help, and was occupied by Vin, so Rhian was the best option for now. He, like his treasured partner, would keep an eye out for any distress signals from Aoi, and for now he rushed over to Rhian, following Longway’s lead. Please be alright, Aoi...

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PostPosted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 3:28 am


At the sign of Rhian struggling, and wavering more with every moment, miss Longway couldn't but help take matters into her own hands. The younglings had done what they could and more, now the adults needed to take charge again. At least, the few of them who were still thinking clearly.

Wrapping her arms around Rhian, calm but firm, the woman curled the young lass into her hold, much like she was handling a tired kitten. The only difference was that it took a lot more strain on her back to heave this kitten up, and Rhian wasn't as much of a featherweight as she looked, but it wasn't impossible to do. With a little huff, she lifted the flutterby up off the ground, partially hugging her close as she wobbled about to find her balance for a second, her tail lashing in silence to steady herself.

Easy now, girl, take it easy dear.

Timka had been about to turn on her heel and carry Rhian into the house, to evacuate the scene one at a time, when quite out of nowhere, Misha was standing before them. Gulp, what's...with that... look, bunniebuns?

__~

During the ordeal, the one who had remained the quietest had been Misha, surprisingly.

This was not his business, not his fight, and with distant concern he'd watched his younger siblings fling themselves right into the middle of the fray. He could tell there was little point in calling them off, this was what they had to do. It was a part of them as much as it was a part of himself to be quite unable to do anything at all, and feel little need to meddle.
He'd been acutely aware of the fluctuating reserves in the area, his ears raised up a little attentively, and now that things had died down there was no doubt a lot of vital energy had been burned through in a short amount of time. Why was Aoi refusing to charge up more? Surely the nursery could take a little more leeching without sustaining damage...

Around the time that miss Longway and Elst were starting to skip into action, Misha briefly withdrew into himself. He had to look after the young ones first and foremost, and he would. Something in his gaze became cloudy, when in turn his forehead crest lit up in the dark. Only once the glow had reached a good luminosity level did he stride over to his owner, without words keeping her from moving his sister away from him just yet.

With a calm gesture, he reached up and tapped his index and middle finger to his shining chakra, then gently touched Rhian's forehead. There wasn't much to see at all, save for perhaps a soft residual shimmer.
Have a touch of sunlight, dearest sister, it might not be much in the dark, but may it allow you to stay with us for now, ne.

It wasn't hard to tell she was struggling so hard to stay conscious, that she was worried, and couldn't possibly allow herself to faint right now. Misha wouldn't allow her to fade with those things on her mind, no, so he gave her a little of his own charge, energy from that peculiar Sun that only he had found, deep below Drente's surface, so far from where it had once shone.

"It's alright, Rhi... You can take a break now, the big idiots will be fine... And we'll look after you and Aoi, too."

Ah, there it was again, his normal presence. Talking softly to her, tenderly brushing a few strands of hair out of her face, he tried to ease her worries, tell her it was okay to stop fighting now. They had this covered, shush now, hmm.
He'd see to Aoi as soon as she was settled.

__~

As the ones unaffected by the thunderstorm were fussing about the victims in moderate peace, the two main causes of this mess were slowly managing to get a grip, thanks to Aoi and Rhian's care.

Out of the two of them, Rugovin was the one closest to utter emotional exhaustion now, with every passing minute going quieter. By now he lacked the spark to even cry properly anymore, and the worst of the weight on his chest was being lifted thanks to Aoi continuing to soothe him.
Like a child settling into a feeling of safety again, his nervosity dulled down to give way to a dense, disoriented fluffy fog, and for quite a while all he did was to just hold Aoi close to him and pet him, like the lad had turned into a living pillow.

It was only once the mist had lifted as well, allowing him to regain some clarity, that Vin managed to glance aside again, and meet his brother's eyes.

Between them both now hung a mutual shame, competing with their pride to find a fragile but lasting balance of being able to truly look at one another without either lowering his gaze. For all the words unspoken between them, in that instant the communication was clear.

Both Rhian and Aoi had told him there was no way Bane would reject him, and he'd had trouble believing it, lacked the courage to hope. Now that he finally had the chance to look his brother in the eye, face to face, knowing he'd made his point to him, conveyed his situation to him in the most socially inept way possible, he could allow himself to accept the truth he'd been too desperate to believe in.

A short nod was exchanged between the two of them, and then both of them stood up, getting back to their feet in synchronisation. Banning held his balance, weak on his feet, a gem of a headache brimming under his skull, and only broke away from Vin's look when he saw he too managed to stand. The Mimicker had to go through a bit of added discomfort, but his physique was sturdy enough to accomplish getting to his feet, while at the same time safely gathering Aoi in his arms and lifting him up as well.

Now, the two of them, standing apart yet oddly enough, on the same side of the chasm between them and the others, seemed about ready to cross the gap again. Neither appeared to be able to figure out what exactly to DO though, glancing at everyone else present in turn. Trying to find themselves a stance, an appropriately demure form of presence, they looked about as comfortable as a pair of children being introduced to a new class.

Ahum.

It took a while, but eventually Vin set himself into motion, tiredly striding over to Elst, feathers low against his grey hair, barely wanting to look at him. He was all too keenly aware of what he'd done, something he'd never intended to happen yet again, and he couldn't but try and let Elst know the guilt he felt. Halting a step or two away from the man, holding the flowerchild close to him securely, he quite bluntly failed to find anything appropriate to say.

On his end, Banning turned to his two employees and Rhian, and quietly addressed the young lass when Timka gave him the room to do so. Finding no distance between them now, he softly thanked her, in barely a whisper, thanked her for what she had done for him. He could only hope the others knew what to do to help her and Aoi now, and if there was any way he could do his share, he gladly would. Right now he was a small step beyond feeling his own exhaustion, though that would surely catch up with him soon.
PostPosted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 1:07 pm


Being picked up and carried into the house was something of a shock for Rhian - moreso that it was Miss Longway doing so. Still, she didn't really have the ability to question it at the moment, and before she could really process anything, Misha was there, and he's given her something to hold on to, something precious and strengthening, if only a tiny bit. Just enough to keep her awake, to let her be aware of what was going on. Just enough to fight off the waves of exhaustion and, quite frankly, an emotionally short-circuited system long enough to make sure everyone was going to be okay.

Deciding not to waste her strength on speaking, fumbling fingers reached up to her face and took hold of Misha's, her weary, almost-colorless irises whispering the message that she didn't feel strong enough to say with words right now. Still listening, but no longer fighting to get to her family, Rhian did her best to stop worrying - she trusted everyone here; she knew everything would be all right, really she did... it was just - Aoi and Vin, anyone else but those two she'd be able to shake off the worries, but she knew how both of them acted, and neither of their likely responses were anything that could be considered safe or good.

Oddly enough, she wasn't worried about Banning at all - though a little flush of color returned to her pale face as the hawk-eyed man whispered his thank you to her - for when had such a man last thanked anyone, let alone a simple little flutterby like herself? A small part of her felt deeply honored, because he had been so instrumental in the revival of their race - oh, sure, it had been out of a selfish motivation, but she didn't blame him in the least, and he'd helped so many regardless.

Most of her, however, just felt happy that he was doing well enough to thank her - it meant that he was ready for the next step in his journey, the next trials that he had to face. It meant that she was fulfilling her purpose - not her specific, born-to purpose, but the wider one she'd unconsciously embraced and begun to try and fill - to help everyone she could, in any way that she could; not just her Mama.

And no amount of drain and illness could take away that sense of achievement from her, not right now.

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PostPosted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 10:08 pm


Aoi was not quite aware of his surroundings as Vin lifted him up, his peripheral senses growing fuzzy as his mind slowly advanced the front line towards the realm of sleep. He did have some will left, however, which he focused on keeping up the steady flow of soothe into Vin, accented with empathetic pain relief, all gently focused on flowing away the aches of mind and body. It took him a few moments to realize he was being carried.

Aoi blinked, slowly, looking more consciously at the now more distant ground, immediately voicing soft protest, shifting slightly.

“…no…should save your strength, I can walk…you don’t need to…”

It was not on the floramancer’s mind in the slightest that he himself should be conserving strength as well. Wincing slightly as a rather pointed headache began to set in, the Alter looked around, to Banning, Longway, and his dad and essentic siblings as well. He groggily noticed that his little sister was getting plenty of aid; that was good, Banning too had managed to stand…what’s Misha doing…

Before he could fully register it, Elst was suddenly closer, hi dad…

-

Elst watched as Longway handled Rhian’s care, along with Misha, and turned to check on Aoi again, but lo and behold he was already near. Face softening with worry, he looked down at the floramancer, looking him over for any symptoms worse than tiredness, but he could see none. Regardless, he gently brushed a petal out of Aoi’s face with his hand, feeling his forehead as he knew was common for parents.

“Aoi…are you alright…?”

Voice laden with concern, he motioned that he’d like to take the Alter into his own arms, to best care for him. There was a quiet response from Aoi as he did so.

“…’m fine, dad…don’t worry…”
PostPosted: Mon Sep 27, 2010 10:02 am


Things appeared to be quietening at last. Timka had calmly set herself into motion, and carried Rhian into the house carefully, with Misha loosely striding ahead of her to open doors and make sure she didn't trip over anything. Without much fuss he nudged aside some cushions on one of Elst's couches, and with a small heave, miss Longway laid her down securely. Only when she's straightened up and cracked her lower back with a satisfied grunt did she notice her employer was standing right behind her, and with a muffled yelp she sprung aside. Whoah, mister leopard, stop sneaking up on everyone.

Misha couldn't really surpress a light giggle at the sight of hiss missus flustering like that, and soon enough the atmopshere had lightened considerably. Banning stood around awkwardly for a moment, until his messenger nudged him towards a seat, that he promptly thudded into. With a rather vacant, wide-eyed stare he sat back, arms on the respective rests, but it took only a second before he gave a mild twitch, sat up straighter again, hunched over and began rubbing his upper arms absently. Talk about lack of a definitive composure.

On the other hand, he wasn't the only one in that strange limbo between antsy and dead exhausted. Once Rugovin had handed Aoi over to Elst, taking care not to let him slip during the transfer, he'd glanced aside to find Bane slinking after Timka, throwing him a rather mystified look back. Without a second thought, the Mimicker had awkwardly lumbered after and planted himself in a vague corner-ish area of the room, where he could watch over everyone without standing by the sidelines nor central.
He too didn't seem to agree with his initial position anymore after a second, and it took some turning and aimless sidestepping to somehow end up sitting on the armrest by Rhian's head. This way he could make sure she was alright, and at the same time be rather close to Banning -who was now unable to tear his hawk-gaze away from him anymore-, without it looking like he'd picked this spot for that particular reason.

Misha had loitered around to clear up yet another couch, to make room for Aoi, to end up half draped over the couch's backrest. My, my, half past midnight already, what a day. Good thing they had no neighbours directly closeby, the poor people might've dialled a 911 should they've heard those screams.

Timka ended up just dragging a chair over and sitting on it backwards.
For a good while, it almost seemed like the entire room was one long, exhausted sigh. Wonder who'd speak up first...

Given the way Vin and Bane were now only three feet apart, an optimal distance energetically, it appeared, staring at each other unblinkingly like the other was a particularly baffling impressionist painting, they probably wouldn't be the ones to break the silence.
In fact, in perfect synchronisation, they broke eye contact, and found themselves looking at the others rather awkwardly.

Umm....

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PostPosted: Mon Sep 27, 2010 11:06 am


She never thought a couch could be as comfortable as a four-poster princess bed, but at the moment Rhian was beginning to think that at least one was even better. The flutterby felt like she was sinking into the couch itself, just all cushioned softly and comfortable. It would be much too easy, at this point, to just fade away into sleep on this comfortable, comfortable couch. But she still had some things to do, she decided. Glancing around at the awkward brothers, she licked her lips dryly and attempted to speak.

"Jus'... go an' hug each other... a'ready," she managed to get out of her mouth, if a but garbled and slurred together. She accompanied her suggestion by reaching up a bit to tap at Vin and get his attention, hitting him with the full force of her best puppy-dog pout... though it was a little more eerie than persuasive at the moment, with the color drained away from her irises. "You need it," Rhian added simply, not adding that she wanted a hug too - she could get one later.

When she could move.
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