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 Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 2:45 am
hmm the only question that i have right now for myself is..am i really having this feeling that people kept on bugging me about? >.> i kinda don't know. it's confusing and i don't really like conflicts. aside from the fact that i hate that feeling thing that they are talking about. O.O anyways, my old friends are well.. yeah i don't really say anything to them anymore since i can feel that they are avoiding me for some reasons.. xD well life is short so I'll be happy without them.. hahahaha and for my enemies.. i wanna tell you all that I'm optimistic. I don't worry about the people who hate me because eventually you'll die and yeah.. i'm patiently waiting.. lol just got it from a friend.. hahahaha
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 1:30 am
well it's hard isn't it? xD anyway I watched Nights in Rodanthe last night and yeah its some kind of a tragedy because they met when they are kinda old and with families.. but they are both separated so yeah after the vacation thing or whatever because I didn't watched it fully they send letters to each other and planned to meet up at the girl's house but he never came and in the morning. the guy's son was the one who was there with a box of his father's memories.. because he died. so yeah.. i hate it..
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 12:12 am
someone asked me once, "would you have still tried even if you knew it wouldn't work?" i said "it's like this.. championship game. 2 seconds left on the clock. my team is down by 1, i have the ball and I'm open for a jump shot. should I take the shot or not? If I make it, we'll win and celebrate.. If I don't, we lose and we go home crying. But I guess I will still take that shot. And in case I miss the shot, I'll still cry. But it feels a lot less painful knowing that at least I tried.." and in my case.. I'm the coward who wouldn't wanna take that shot.. D:
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Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 11:32 pm
when i see your smile
tears run down my face
I can't replace
and now that i'm stronger
i figured out
how this world turns cold
and it breaks to my soul and i know
i'll find.. deep inside me I can be the one
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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 1:41 am
all i can say is.. karma is fast. biggrin anyway i just got back to my own little world and yeah they welcomed me back and i guess it's time to find new ones again. [the songs] i feel pretty bored but i wanna go home and stay in my room. i'll have some peace of mind when i go to sleep and hopefully.. i won't wake up again.. i feel like writing again but i don't know what to say. i wanna post it on arena and ask the people to read it and tell me if they can feel my pain. drama! kidding just wanna ask them if they can feel me. anyway i think posting twice for today is enough this is the only place i can be honest with my true feelings.. biggrin
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Posted: Thu Mar 04, 2010 11:02 pm
life is like a basketball game.. every second counts.. smile
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Posted: Tue Aug 10, 2010 2:32 am
well, most of the time, things don't always go the way you want it, coz no matter how hard you try to make it work if it is not meant to, then what can you do? i think people should do this all the time, we should learn to accept that not everything planned would turn out the way we want it to. sometimes it will just backfire to you really bad that you wish you hadn't done it. but I think that I should not regret the past, because if it didn't happen I wouldn't know the difference between right and wrong. Especially when it comes to choices. sometimes we think that it's not the right thing to do but in the end it's like a puzzle solved. everything went out perfectly the way God wanted it to be. Right?
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2010 3:59 am
pissed off. scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream
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Posted: Thu Aug 12, 2010 3:27 am
i met new people today and they are so nice.. i also talked to my ex-crush earlier today and it's kinda talking to him. lol well that's it for today, im still chatting with tyler and he is a nice kid. xD
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Posted: Sat Aug 21, 2010 1:56 am
exhausted.. with everything going wrong, well I can't expect everything to be quite normal.. Cash registers broken, needed to re-encode every damn product again and I'm pretty sure it's more than a thousand!! Aside from that the freaking media keys won't work so we can't use it until I call tech support by monday. It's a good thing that the grocery is close on Sunday's.. I almost forgot about the bulletin board at church. I still need to make a design for it and with lots of things going through my mind. I don't think I can do it. God help me.. sad
I didn't receive a message from Michael today, he was my crush when I was in elementary and I think the last time we talked was when I ran away from home. He helped my parents find me so I called him when I went back. Then I think I saw him when I was in college, he used to go to UNC, but I didn't know. He told me a few days ago. So to make the story short. It's been five years since we last saw each other and almost 9 years since the last time we talked it was pretty cool that he found me on facebook and I'm very thankful about that. It's kinda funny actually, that after all those years.. We are actually talking to each other again.. As friends.. xDD
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:15 pm
lalalalalalala the other day I was so fired up on finding the LA showtime dudes and finally I found one on Facebook. Presley Bellini.. He is kinda cool.. Anyway, not interested about him. I'm dying to see Kevin Dehesa again. I think his motto was only the strong survives, I think I liked it back then so I have the same motto since I read it.. xD I still remember his face but it's all blurry.. Aside from the fact that the only friendly dude who talked to us was Joey Calderon.. LA showtime is a fil-am basketball team btw and they played at our school when I was first year college. we get to talk to them because Andrew Gupilan's father told us to go to their hotel before they leave. He gave us one shirt each and a baby ruth.. So when I found the baby ruth wrapper in my countless memorabilia, I decided that I'm gonna have to find these people! grrrr lol so yeah I actually found a few. Karl Dehesa is a professional athlete now. Andrew Gupilan is coaching, Bellini is kinda like an actor. I'm not sure. and the others are... well I didnt find them.. Actually I found another one. Josh, he posted their video on youtube including their visit to naga city
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 6:57 pm
i think I've been humiliated and insulted by him.. padangat taka was suppose to be ours.. and now he's using it with his new girlfriend. not that I care but it kinda hurt, I need a drink! I'm talking to Tyler right now. Talked to AJ too.. I guess I'm fine.. I let it all out though I wanna cry or something which is pretty late for a reaction. but I'm fine I think.. I think I've been cursed on LEO's Sign. Crappy!
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Posted: Fri Aug 27, 2010 10:18 pm
crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying
this is the lamest day ever!!
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Posted: Mon Aug 30, 2010 6:28 am
I'm uber bored... crying I dunno what to do.. This freaking internet and computer is driving me crazy. I wanna get away from the loneliness I feel in the morning when it was at the store. now that these 2 is in my room... I'm gonna die.. Yes, I'm pretty sure I'm doing fine all day, but at night.. without Aura or Steven.. Nothing. Still lonely.. At least Steven is brutally giving back my senses which makes me laugh.. but still I dont know.......... Boring gaia!!! Boring!!!!
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