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 Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 7:17 pm
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I'm not entirely sure whether I should be worried about cat hair or not...
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:49 pm
I'd be worried about your woman-to-woman virginity...>>;
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:54 pm
DustyMemory I'd be worried about your woman-to-woman virginity...>>; #>__> Watch it.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:55 pm
I'd really rather not. I mean, no offence..but..yuck.
xd
Word twistin' the fun.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:59 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 9:10 pm
~Pulls out her Nail Bat.~ Cmre KB...
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 9:11 pm
*Walks away disgusted* gonk ...!
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:16 am
Pain is enjoyable. To a degree.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not into pain. I don't go around jerking my meat over a little spilt blood...but, to be as melodramatic as KB put it, it does give you a sence of awareness. I don't know how old some of you people are, but I am betting some of you are either leaving your highschool days behind you, or just entering college. Well for you hormone driven teenagers, who've been in a heart broken state, you all know that after a break up with a real serious (as serious as two teenagers can really get) relationship you fall into a sort of a slump. For me it was just drudging through day after day with the same dull feeling to you. Happiness is a vivid enlighting feeling, but seeing as how you just broke up with your "soul mate" happiness is a bit beyond your visual spectrum. Anger could work...but after you've had your still beating heart ripped from your chest you're a bit too out of it to be angry. Pain, on the other hand, is a feeling that is easily aquired and pain has a very real feeling to it.
Now I'm not saying I'm a gothic cutter with no drive to go on in life, but I am saying that pain is a good way to establish that you still have a sence of awareness of yourself. But, like KB said, people who cut themselves for show deserve to be smacked upside the head with the razor they cut themselves with. I know plenty of people who cut little designs into their skin, because they're so depressed. Tch, depression is a state of the mind. A chemical flux inside your brain where your dopamine hit rock bottom. The mind is extreamly easy to work around, if you dare take this litterally I'll punch you so hard that your dentist will start crying, if you know how. It requires a lot of rather cold methods...but emotions are easy to avoid.
...where was I going with this? Haha, I lost track. Ah, I do love these ramblings. They produce a sence of...I want to say intelligence, but I am not the smartest guy in the world at this present moment, and I bet that anyone could pick a thousand things out of this rant and prove me wrong on them. *shrug* Oops, I started ranting again, didn't I? Well...I'll just end it at that.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:32 am
I personally find that the best representation of pain is the one people never see. You're not wallowing in depression unless you're the most miserable person in the world and everyone thinks you're happy. You're not truly sad until everyone thinks all you do is smile. Only then, when no one is willing to shed you an ounce of compassion, will you feel pain. And I don't mean just normal pain...I mean, if everyone hates you it's gonna hurt...but that's so easy..you just get angry when they hate you, and you hate them back, and you're not feeling pain, you've replaced pain. Pain for me is aggravation and agitation, as well as denial and love and hate and all the emotions we hold dear mixed up at once in swirling dizzy mass of "Why the ******** do I go on?" Because death isn't an option. You're too sane to kill yourself, or too scared to..
I mean, unless you want physical pain. I mean, road rash fricking hurts no matter how emo you are. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:39 am
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:42 am
You only hate me because you love me, or rather, because maybe we can relate on some tiny level..Or maybe worse, we actually realise that evil is only born of loss and well..being pathetic. Maybe I'm evil....I meet the criterea, I am rather pathetic overall as a human being. I'd enjoy seeing the pain of others simply because I've hurt..Why?Because I'm too weak to have grown from it, I give up too much to try and better myself..and so I'll take advantage of your warm security and slit your throat while you sleep....Even though I never knew you, even though you never did anything to me..simply because you have what I don't have and I'm too sad to get it myself...
That's not true though, I'm compassionate, and too p***y to hurt people. In fact, I'm pretty normal I'd say. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:47 am
... People who cut themselves do it for attention. They believe that if they make the marks, they will be pitied upon.
I agree with depression being part of the chemical imbalance cause by a deprivation of Dopamine. 3nodding I know alot of depressed people.
As for emotions, they are easy t work around, but I being an empath, it's a b***h living with Three people who have PSD. I have gone through 1 nervous breakdown since I have been here, because I didn't relieve the stress. BAD thing.
Being 18, and realizing I am an empath did help out my condition. Mental awareness saved me my life. This last year my dad had a stroke. I was the one who was actually calm, and did all of the talking. My mom was freaking out, and I just got through with my CPR training. ~Woo~
Not only did I realize how to control my emotions, but I also realized how others can be so easaily corrupted by them. You can care, just make sure not to care about anyone else's problems BUT yours. 3nodding
-Alot of rambling, but I JUST saw DOOM. ******** sex on canvas, I say. xd
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:47 am
I think I just generally hate you.
probably because what you just said is a swirling mess of thoughts in my head right now. What I think you can effectively convey into words. I hate that about you...you always seem so collected, yet you always talk about all this s**t. I try and talk about it and I always seem to get swamped in my own thoughts, letting my mind wander in four directions. Somewhere between hateing life, wishing she'd come back, wishing she'd leave me alone, preying they don't see the next morning, and just over all terror, like sheer, undescribible, terror of what's going to happen next...somewhere between all that I try and strangle out something that relates to my thoughts...and they come out as weird, twisted, or some kind of attention seeking signal. Psych tell my rents that I'm just looking for attention...I don't mind the attention every so often, but it makes it difficult to speak my mind. You don't really seem to have much trouble with that, and I think I hate you for it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:48 am
DOOM rules...and if anyone says other wise they can suck my BFG.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 12:49 am
How about a Cupcake? heart
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