Welcome to Gaia! ::

Indeed.

Goodnight Kai.

One day, she randomly returns hehe

Welcome back 3nodding

Thanks. This place is looking spiffier than ever. ^_^

Hehe.

I probably missed oodles of goodness. Weee.

Anyways, how have you been? heart

Well, I'm headed off to bed. Night all. 3nodding

Mmmm... Late/Early Night/Morning spam....

SPAM!!!

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Lmao...I feel dirty now.
Lah-May-O = Lmao

LMAO!LMAONAISE!

And even dirtier...God, even the dating service junkie noobs back in 03' didn't post like that. Wait, no, some of them did type like that...Though often it was more like "I Wants a gf to makez out with! PM ME TO MAKE OUT" I can't even accurately represent how truly horrible it was. Honestly, I guess they just moved it to the chatterbox now. God I miss 03' , I miss it so bad. Way back before the GGN, Housing, Fishing, or any of that crap. Back before the way it is now, where pretty much anyone outside of the GGN is a moron. Bah...I used to suck so bad back in 03'. My character profile was so cliche, and KB was such a dumbass and I had horrible grammar. Haha...God it was horrible, KB had the long white ripoff sephy hair, and big brown doe eyes. AW MAN! And the red lumberjack shirt/coat thingy...friken yes. God I sucked back then..and then I hopped into like the red drysuit and some see-through tops and everyone liked me. Of course, wasn't long until my avvie had the cat tail, and then the chibi wings, and then the nightmare scarf.

You know what? I have like the second most friken item on gaia, and I never had all the halloween items. I had like, 300g in my account every day. I was so friken poor.Aw man, that was sooo much fun. I guess I shouldn't count the stuff beforeKB as everyone knows him..I guess..well...maybe..I dunno. I guess maybe Kai remembers KB, like when I made him KB really. Wow that musta sounded confusing. Frik..what was the name of that guild.....I know it had something to do with dragons, and my character fell in love with some girl. He was mute and like 13 at the time, but she didn't like him cause he was young, at least not in THAT fashion. And then I guess there was that cool blind guy, and next thing you know, BAM! KB is the all-consuming psychopathic horror you see today. They shouldn't have given me my own level of the tower..it boosted my ego and I went insane...I hate that, looking over my old posts and seeing how bad they are. I hate it even worst when I can't find my old posts..so much lost..so much to make, but so much that'll never come back.

I guess gaia is kind of a metaphor for my life. (Metaphor for, god that sounds retarded.) It's like, everything I do is going towards no real point or purpose. And everything I have done, and everyone I have known, keeps vanishing because I move, or they move, or we grow apart..or something else stupid. And all I can do is look forward and hope to make somethng..but why? I don't see the point...I can't just forget my past and move on. Dear god...I'm 18 and I'm complainging as if I were 40. I don't have time... I always feel out of time. I lay awake and wish I was a god,that I could do everything. I sit at work and wish I wasn't confined to human flesh, I wish I could be forever. And yet for all I want I have no passion to get it..I'm completely apathic to the effects of the world around me. Either I'm too damn lazy to do anything at all, or passively I've removed myself from any form of dangerous existance. (Can't get hurt if you're not in the area.) I need sleep, I really do. I'm just sitting here typing and complaining. It's nothing you guys want to hear....god..I feel like Hidjie. I bet this post is full of spelling errors....blah..TJ can harass me later.