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 Posted: Sat Jun 22, 2013 7:37 pm
suishohatake On April 4th, I lost my little dragon to SIDS... I've been in a state of depression since and that is why I have been away, not speaking to many, for so long. I do thank everyone who has lent an ear during that time or asked me what was up and offered me a way to get away from home for awhile and distract myself. However, the stresses of the drama that seems to always creep around here makes things harder on me. Losing a friend who was dear to me over hearsay (that I keep finding out different stories about and it doesn't make any sense to me over what really did take place) and just taking this, not even trying to talk to me about it... and just ending our friendship cuts deep. I never played any joke. I never laughed about anyone behind their back. Yes, I did something wrong, but all I wanted was for things to simmer down so I could talk about this with my friend, apologize properly, and not have everyone else involved. I feel like some have been exploiting this to spread nasty rumors and it tears me apart knowing that people can be that cruel not only to me, but to her too. It is sick that they are willing to toy with such fragile emotions. And it disappoints me that there are people who took it at face value. My soul is tired, I don't feel like the antidepressants I'm on now are working, and I have not passed a single day without breaking down at some point and wishing to join my baby boy. I've been trying to move forward, but being on here at all only amplifies the feelings of my losses... I cannot take it anymore and am leaving... goodbye everyone. Sushi, I'm sorry for your lost. *hugs*
I do hope you will return some day.
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Posted: Sat Jun 22, 2013 7:43 pm
Thank you everyone, on Sushi's behalf, for the love and support.
I don't think anyone wanted things to turn out like this. Private matters should be private, but sometimes it doesn't stay that way, and others get hurt.
Let's rebuild ourselves and this guild. Using new faces and old, I know we can be a great team that lifts each other up with a lot of jokes, letters and creepiness like before. 3nodding
*pompoms*
Please remember: If anyone has any sort of issue with someone in this guild, whether is a crew member or another creeper, come to any of the crew and we can discuss matters behind closed doors. There's no reason to create rumors, whispers, or threads, or profile comments to hurt each other. That's not what we're about.
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Posted: Sun Jun 23, 2013 12:04 am
MageQueenHoshi Thank you everyone, on Sushi's behalf, for the love and support. I don't think anyone wanted things to turn out like this. Private matters should be private, but sometimes it doesn't stay that way, and others get hurt. Let's rebuild ourselves and this guild. Using new faces and old, I know we can be a great team that lifts each other up with a lot of jokes, letters and creepiness like before. 3nodding *pompoms* Please remember: If anyone has any sort of issue with someone in this guild, whether is a crew member or another creeper, come to any of the crew and we can discuss matters behind closed doors. There's no reason to create rumors, whispers, or threads, or profile comments to hurt each other. That's not what we're about. Well said Hoshi. I completely agree. And I'm really proud of all these guild members showing their love. Thank you everyone. I know this can be the happy, active, wonderful place is was before. We just gotta give it all a little TLC- Tough Love & Care! ^^
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Posted: Sun Jun 23, 2013 1:36 pm
ninja
There's gotta be more people around somewhere~
ninja
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Posted: Sun Jun 23, 2013 8:05 pm
MageQueenHoshi ninja There's gotta be more people around somewhere~ ninja I think they're in le event, doing event stuffs.
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Posted: Mon Jun 24, 2013 8:01 pm
Amu Tsukiyomi-sama ninja I think they're in le event, doing event stuffs. I also meant fresh meat. *winks* We must knock them out, drag bring them here after said event as well.
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Posted: Mon Jun 24, 2013 9:11 pm
MageQueenHoshi Amu Tsukiyomi-sama ninja I think they're in le event, doing event stuffs. I also meant fresh meat. *winks* We must knock them out, drag bring them here after said event as well. Ah, yes. I see what you mean. ^_^
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Posted: Tue Jun 25, 2013 9:46 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 26, 2013 7:57 am
GoldTippedMistletoeFairy I don't even know with this guild any more. Really I don't. Basically, if the original drama didn't involve someone (which chances are it didn't, it was only a couple of people irl last month) then they should be staying out of it and not spreading rumors or listening to other's rumors. And because people can't stop spreading rumors or picking sides without knowing the whole story, we're splitting apart at the seams, or spreading thin. It's a sad thing. *sighs* I was really hoping that all parties involved would keep the irl drama private and to themselves, to be solved in the same way it started. But, we cannot control others' actions, only our responses and reactions. I hope that sort of helps answer any questions you have. That's really as much as I can say about it. Without causing more pain. I hope you understand.
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Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 12:55 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 8:13 pm
KeatonIshTak05 I will get used to it when I'm forced to get used to it. Until then, I'll just be in my little bubble of paranoia. ^^ Creepers... *shakes fists* And that's my life story right there. O3O *just thought of the Minecraft Creepers when you said that*
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Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 8:44 pm
suishohatake On April 4th, I lost my little dragon to SIDS... I've been in a state of depression since and that is why I have been away, not speaking to many, for so long. I do thank everyone who has lent an ear during that time or asked me what was up and offered me a way to get away from home for awhile and distract myself. However, the stresses of the drama that seems to always creep around here makes things harder on me. Losing a friend who was dear to me over hearsay (that I keep finding out different stories about and it doesn't make any sense to me over what really did take place) and just taking this, not even trying to talk to me about it... and just ending our friendship cuts deep. I never played any joke. I never laughed about anyone behind their back. Yes, I did something wrong, but all I wanted was for things to simmer down so I could talk about this with my friend, apologize properly, and not have everyone else involved. I feel like some have been exploiting this to spread nasty rumors and it tears me apart knowing that people can be that cruel not only to me, but to her too. It is sick that they are willing to toy with such fragile emotions. And it disappoints me that there are people who took it at face value. My soul is tired, I don't feel like the antidepressants I'm on now are working, and I have not passed a single day without breaking down at some point and wishing to join my baby boy. I've been trying to move forward, but being on here at all only amplifies the feelings of my losses... I cannot take it anymore and am leaving... goodbye everyone. Suish, I don't know what to say, but I will pray for your happiness to return. Although I haven't been on lately and replied to this a bit late too, I just wanted to let you know that I'm concerned for you, just like the others that have posted and/or still haven't seen this due to stuff. And again, the Creepers love you Suish, you've entered the hearts of the people you've talked to throughout Gaia. emotion_hug
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