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 Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 9:28 pm
Sellesion cjlbroken2 for some reason after the first thread had been up for hours another one was then put up emotion_0A0 This is because It's Rainy's Job to put one up. Not anyone else's. Next time CJ, please ask. I'm with Amu on this. It's awkward and confusing and feels like a deliberate attempt to make people choose sides. I believe that you may have been just trying to help though. So I'm not angry or anything (Just so you know; I'm not like, yelling at you via text or anything~ Since tone is hard to interpret via internet.) But I really would have liked you to think more before acting. oh i thought took me a week to get the coding and everything just right mrgreen and i dont see anyone picking sides
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 9:39 pm
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 9:41 pm
cjlbroken2 Sellesion cjlbroken2 for some reason after the first thread had been up for hours another one was then put up emotion_0A0 This is because It's Rainy's Job to put one up. Not anyone else's. Next time CJ, please ask. I'm with Amu on this. It's awkward and confusing and feels like a deliberate attempt to make people choose sides. I believe that you may have been just trying to help though. So I'm not angry or anything (Just so you know; I'm not like, yelling at you via text or anything~ Since tone is hard to interpret via internet.) But I really would have liked you to think more before acting. oh i thought took me a week to get the coding and everything just right mrgreen and i dont see anyone picking sides You ought to know what I mean. I don't want to argue, and I don't want things getting out of hand, so I won't further explain in public. Because even I can be short tempered and impatient. If you really would prefer to press the matter further PM me instead. Otherwise, please consider this, for lack of a better word, a warning type message.
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 9:55 pm
-Sapphire-Icy-Angel-
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
aww thank you so much sapphire whee i put alot of work into it
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 9:59 pm
cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel-
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
aww thank you so much sapphire whee i put alot of work into it
^-^
I like it.
CJ-chan made it into a beach summer party.
Sapphire-chan loves beaches.
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 10:07 pm
-Sapphire-Icy-Angel- cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel-
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
aww thank you so much sapphire whee i put alot of work into it
^-^
I like it.
CJ-chan made it into a beach summer party.
Sapphire-chan loves beaches.
and now i have someone who can talk toe to toe with me whee
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 1:18 am
cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel- cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel-
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
aww thank you so much sapphire whee i put alot of work into it
^-^
I like it.
CJ-chan made it into a beach summer party.
Sapphire-chan loves beaches.
and now i have someone who can talk toe to toe with me whee o.o
Huh? Talk toe to toe? You talk to toes CJ-chan?
Sapphire-chan doesn't like when people overact.
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 7:41 am
-Sapphire-Icy-Angel- cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel- cjlbroken2 -Sapphire-Icy-Angel-
^-^
Sapphire-chan thinks you did a good job.
aww thank you so much sapphire whee i put alot of work into it
^-^
I like it.
CJ-chan made it into a beach summer party.
Sapphire-chan loves beaches.
and now i have someone who can talk toe to toe with me whee o.o
Huh? Talk toe to toe? You talk to toes CJ-chan?
Sapphire-chan doesn't like when people overact. well only cute toes i know O.O it's nuts, and i thank you so much for your comments
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 7:44 am
Sellesion cjlbroken2 Sellesion cjlbroken2 for some reason after the first thread had been up for hours another one was then put up emotion_0A0 This is because It's Rainy's Job to put one up. Not anyone else's. Next time CJ, please ask. I'm with Amu on this. It's awkward and confusing and feels like a deliberate attempt to make people choose sides. I believe that you may have been just trying to help though. So I'm not angry or anything (Just so you know; I'm not like, yelling at you via text or anything~ Since tone is hard to interpret via internet.) But I really would have liked you to think more before acting. oh i thought took me a week to get the coding and everything just right mrgreen and i dont see anyone picking sides You ought to know what I mean. I don't want to argue, and I don't want things getting out of hand, so I won't further explain in public. Because even I can be short tempered and impatient. If you really would prefer to press the matter further PM me instead. Otherwise, please consider this, for lack of a better word, a warning type message. a warning for trying to be nice..... just wow emotion_eyebrow anyway i dont want to argue either so lets just leave it here, with my thread doing great and yours doing ok to emotion_yatta
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 9:48 am
On April 4th, I lost my little dragon to SIDS... I've been in a state of depression since and that is why I have been away, not speaking to many, for so long. I do thank everyone who has lent an ear during that time or asked me what was up and offered me a way to get away from home for awhile and distract myself.
However, the stresses of the drama that seems to always creep around here makes things harder on me. Losing a friend who was dear to me over hearsay (that I keep finding out different stories about and it doesn't make any sense to me over what really did take place) and just taking this, not even trying to talk to me about it... and just ending our friendship cuts deep. I never played any joke. I never laughed about anyone behind their back. Yes, I did something wrong, but all I wanted was for things to simmer down so I could talk about this with my friend, apologize properly, and not have everyone else involved.
I feel like some have been exploiting this to spread nasty rumors and it tears me apart knowing that people can be that cruel not only to me, but to her too. It is sick that they are willing to toy with such fragile emotions. And it disappoints me that there are people who took it at face value.
My soul is tired, I don't feel like the antidepressants I'm on now are working, and I have not passed a single day without breaking down at some point and wishing to join my baby boy.
I've been trying to move forward, but being on here at all only amplifies the feelings of my losses... I cannot take it anymore and am leaving... goodbye everyone.
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 12:00 pm
suishohatake On April 4th, I lost my little dragon to SIDS... I've been in a state of depression since and that is why I have been away, not speaking to many, for so long. I do thank everyone who has lent an ear during that time or asked me what was up and offered me a way to get away from home for awhile and distract myself. However, the stresses of the drama that seems to always creep around here makes things harder on me. Losing a friend who was dear to me over hearsay (that I keep finding out different stories about and it doesn't make any sense to me over what really did take place) and just taking this, not even trying to talk to me about it... and just ending our friendship cuts deep. I never played any joke. I never laughed about anyone behind their back. Yes, I did something wrong, but all I wanted was for things to simmer down so I could talk about this with my friend, apologize properly, and not have everyone else involved. I feel like some have been exploiting this to spread nasty rumors and it tears me apart knowing that people can be that cruel not only to me, but to her too. It is sick that they are willing to toy with such fragile emotions. And it disappoints me that there are people who took it at face value. My soul is tired, I don't feel like the antidepressants I'm on now are working, and I have not passed a single day without breaking down at some point and wishing to join my baby boy. I've been trying to move forward, but being on here at all only amplifies the feelings of my losses... I cannot take it anymore and am leaving... goodbye everyone. *hug*
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 3:41 pm
I'm sorry, Sushi. Wish we could have helped more. *bighugs* Take all the time you need, I hope you can come back some day. Take care of yourself, okay?
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 7:12 pm
Good night everyone, I hope tomorrow is a better day, it is summer after all!
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 8:48 pm
"hugs" take the time that you need, I hope that the pain you are feeling goes away with time.
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