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Happy be-lated birthday, Knuxie!

And ha.. stick-figure Dik Dik.. I'd kinda seen too much fanart of that. I'd rather not portray that. lol

Yeah but you made it work. lol I'm too petit. D:

Good luck Rebecky!!! I wanna see progress picks once you get to work on it *___* I'm soo excited to see this! And I totally relate with the 'stocky' part XDDD Ahahaha I'm glad I have curves though, I'm really thankful I'm not built like a barrel or a pear or a plank o___o I mean..I wish I could be smaller, but I'm not gonna complain too much, it could be sooooo much worse XD

Eh.. I'mna say this before there's a line of "I'd rather be small" or "you're lucky you're small" replies..

It's not all that healthy that I'm skinny. I'm almost always cold, and everytime I'm in an air-conditioned environment, I either get sick or my nose and eyes get irritated. I've tried all kinds of different diets to help me gain weight because my doctor says he's worried, but nothing helped me gain a pound. Living in a college dorm with no job (I quit my recent job because the b*****d wasn't giving me any work to do and he was "forgetting" about me a lot) is hard on the fridge for me, so I'm losing weight and I CANNOT gain it back. I'm starting to fall under the 80-pound mark, and that's a bad thing.

The only for sure way that MIGHT work, after speaking with a few family members, is that I gotta have a baby or two, and I'm waiting until marriage, and that won't come until ALL schooling is done and I am financially stable.. or stable enough.

"You're lucky you can eat as much as you want and not gain weight." Uh.. no I'm not. I'm constantly hungry, I'm hypoglycemic, and I'm a poor college student. When I run out of food, I'm in trouble. Why? Because I need to make sure I'm NOT hungry so that I don't eff up on homework and so that I can give a presentation for class or be able to walk to class at all without passing out. (yes, this has happened before due to hunger)

I'm sorry about this long rant-lecture post, but the whole "You're lucky you're small" crap that's being fed to me actually pisses me off, and I wanted to say something before I started hearing repeats. I'm honestly WANTING to become overweight, because there's an advantage that I'd like to have: AT LEAST IT WON'T BE EASY FOR PEOPLE TO KIDNAP ME.

Seriously, I've had experiences here where people have attempted to kidnap me and whatnot. I just don't tell you people every single one of them because no one needs to hear that s**t. My body is easy to kidnap, easy to break, and easy to hide. How many cases do you hear of chubby or fat people getting kidnapped, broken, and hidden?

I guess my point is, we all have flaws, and when I hear people saying I'm lucky to have mine, they make it sound like their world's either falling apart or it's a simple complaint that I CONSTANTLY hear. In other words to those generalized people I see everyday (and I don't mean on here): SHUT-UP! IT'S NOT AS ******** AWESOME AS YOU THINK!

.....and can anybody e-mail food to me? I'm purely running on burger meat and nothing else.. seriously.. I won't be able to get any food until Thursday when my dad brings Jeremy up...

This is the first RIG I have had cash for.. I am trying to resist buying one so hard. Especially since this one is based around Saiph. ;_; I love the Fallen Wish~

[edit] Okay this is possibly the stupidest decision I ever made, but UFO 2 DOLL. heart Ah love UFO 2. crying

The new RIG has a Galaxy 999-inspired item. I LOVE YOU GAIA ITEM-MAKERS. heart

I might buy a Lonely Star tonight, when I don't have to rush to work. xD;;


EDIT: ...Oh, My, GOD.

Guess what guys? I screwed up my clock last night while setting my alarm. So instead of it being 7:45 AM right now, and I should be zipping to work, it's 6:45 AM, meaning I got up at 5:45 for an 8:30 shift.

THERE IS NO HEADDESK EMOTI BIG ENOUGH TO EXPRESS MY ANNOYANCE. I knew it was weird that I was so tired.... redface

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

For those of you who don't know (mainly because you're not on my friendslist or aim), I've been without interwebs for almost a week now.
I'm on dad's crappy desktop right now because for some reason, it's the only computer that'll connect. I don't know why and my dad's been too busy to really check things out which pisses me off a bit.
Basically, I don't know when I'll actually be back but it'd better be soon because I need ******** internet access to pay my goddamn bills and see what's going on with this year's tuition loans.
I don't know how long I'll be online so don't get offended if I just disappear and ******** Gaia for releasing more cool s**t while I'm gone! scream

*gives Tahkashe a bear hug*

I'm thinking I might just dress up as my avi so I won't have to paint my precious mask. Besides, bald zombie chicks are hot talk2hand