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 Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:01 pm
Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I just want to punch that a*****e in the face. scream
Or give him a swift kick in the balls.
Or both.
God.
So tempted to try and convince his brother to do it for me. xP D: What's wrong? What happened? Nothing recent, I just wanted to get that out.
Because literally every time I think about him, or someone mentions him, I just get really angry. Ah, okay. XD As long as you don't hurt anyone too badly...
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:05 pm
So it's all just a tangled-up, ******** web of s**t inside my head that makes no attempt to make sense and instead focuses on torturing me.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:12 pm
I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:29 pm
Miss Amelia Pond I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen.
But in all seriousness, at least you told him. That's a truly commendable feat. I suppose it's his loss, though.
(I've got to say, I'm having trouble imagining you acting so flustered. XD You always seem so level-headed.)
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:41 pm
Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I just want to punch that a*****e in the face. scream
Or give him a swift kick in the balls.
Or both.
God.
So tempted to try and convince his brother to do it for me. xP D: What's wrong? What happened? Nothing recent, I just wanted to get that out.
Because literally every time I think about him, or someone mentions him, I just get really angry. Ah, okay. XD As long as you don't hurt anyone too badly... I won't 3nodding
I'm more of the passive aggressive type, anyways
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:42 pm
Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I just want to punch that a*****e in the face. scream
Or give him a swift kick in the balls.
Or both.
God.
So tempted to try and convince his brother to do it for me. xP D: What's wrong? What happened? Nothing recent, I just wanted to get that out.
Because literally every time I think about him, or someone mentions him, I just get really angry. Ah, okay. XD As long as you don't hurt anyone too badly... I won't 3nodding
I'm more of the passive aggressive type, anyways That shouldn't stop you from throwing a punch or two~! :3
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 6:52 pm
epic-writer42 Aneyana   MUST WATCH LATE LATE SHOW TONIGHT!!!! Because of the Doctor being on it?
Yeah sweatdrop Matt Smith is his guest tonight heart
though Craig Ferguson is awesome anyways...I just forget to watch the Late Late Show.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 7:01 pm
I've had disney songs stuck in my head all day, most notably ones from Beauty and the Beast.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 7:04 pm
Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I just want to punch that a*****e in the face. scream
Or give him a swift kick in the balls.
Or both.
God.
So tempted to try and convince his brother to do it for me. xP D: What's wrong? What happened? Nothing recent, I just wanted to get that out.
Because literally every time I think about him, or someone mentions him, I just get really angry. Ah, okay. XD As long as you don't hurt anyone too badly... I won't 3nodding
I'm more of the passive aggressive type, anyways That shouldn't stop you from throwing a punch or two~! :3 Hmm, true....
Dammit, why must I over analyze conversations so much?
You know, I wouldn't be doing this if you replied with more than "lol" "lol yea" and "lol idc"
We talked for hours over the weekend and yesterday.
Why the sudden change?
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 7:58 pm
Miss Amelia Pond I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen. Your lack of confidence conflict with your natural brilliance. It's annoying.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 8:42 pm
Foam-Dome Miss Amelia Pond I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen.
But in all seriousness, at least you told him. That's a truly commendable feat. I suppose it's his loss, though.
(I've got to say, I'm having trouble imagining you acting so flustered. XD You always seem so level-headed.)
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 9:09 pm
I wish I knew what I was missing in my life.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 10:27 pm
Miss Amelia Pond Foam-Dome Miss Amelia Pond I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen.
But in all seriousness, at least you told him. That's a truly commendable feat. I suppose it's his loss, though.
(I've got to say, I'm having trouble imagining you acting so flustered. XD You always seem so level-headed.)
I know what you mean... I'm the same way. I pretend to be good at dealing with emotions when around people I don't know (usually at school), but then put me in a situation where I have to express emotion and I will fall apart. I can't describe to people how I feel, I'm just too awkward at things like that. (though I think I'm more comfortable talking about things in a forum situation the real life XD). I'm also all together way too silent. I think it surprises people when I actually speak up.
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 10:31 pm
Miss Amelia Pond Foam-Dome Miss Amelia Pond I told him how I feel. One of the worst experiences of my life, because I knew before I said a word that he didn't feel the same way. But when your entire unit knows, it's only a matter of time before someone else would say something, and I didn't think it would be fair for him to hear it from another person.
But I'm not good at dealing with high-stress situations like that, especially anything relating to feelings. I managed to get the words out, the important ones anyway, before I completely froze up and couldn't say anything at all. I just... sat there and couldn't even move, I was so freaked out.
You want to know what isn't fun to hear? "Gabrielle, quit shaking, you look like an abused kitten cowering in fear from its owner. I'm not going to kill you or anything!" It took me a good twenty minutes for me to calm down enough to stop shaking, I think it freaked him out more than what I'd told him did.
I guess though it went as well as I could possibly have hoped. I didn't make too much of a fool of myself, and we're still talking the same way we always did. He's my friend, and that's not going to change. /stubbornness! But still, I wanted it to be more than that, but I guess I have confirmation now that I have to resign myself to the fact that it's never going to happen.
But in all seriousness, at least you told him. That's a truly commendable feat. I suppose it's his loss, though.
(I've got to say, I'm having trouble imagining you acting so flustered. XD You always seem so level-headed.)
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Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 10:39 pm
that made me way happier than it should have xd
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