I've always been the center of peoples costant teasing and bullying due to my physical appearance..
so it's in my mindset that i'm not good looking... whatever that is.. or "society's ideal looking person"
Which i'm not by the way.. which is why i don't have many pictures of me, and of the pictures i do have i'm weary of putting up as well, cause i'm paranoid that people will be exactly like the people that tormented me when i was younger.
3nodding Edit: to clarify, i don't mean to say that i think i look absolutely horrid, cause i don't think that(okay honestly sometimes i do) But as I do say i don't look like what society or the Media says i should look like either. So I'm weary of what people think of me..
On another note, i'm the type of person who doesn't believe what one looks like matters, i'm the personality is more important and who that person is as a whole that matters more.
Which of course is why i hate so much that i'm always surrounded(IRL) by arrogant jerks who are all about the superficial.
Edit #2: here are some pics.. since i feel like sharing them..
First one is of me a week before getting my haircut back in April.
The next two are me from way back in April just after getting my haircut
and the last two are of me and one of me and my only IRL friend about a month or just short of a month ago.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v655/Kahara_michiyo/DSC00332.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v655/Kahara_michiyo/After1.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v655/Kahara_michiyo/DSC00334.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v655/Kahara_michiyo/Me.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v655/Kahara_michiyo/MeandJess.jpg