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 Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:11 pm
hallowed love ((Umm actually that was for Tora.... I have your other dagger in a shieth under the table....)) ((OOC: X3))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:13 pm
((What do we do? Start back again when I give it to her?))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:23 pm
((OOC: that would be a wise idea. When Omny gets back on, we'll delete the posts. ;__; You can't keep doing this to her... it kills her everytime you do. XD gah I have having Tora like this... I hate being like this... but she's still angry/sad. ;__ wink )((OOC: But, in the mean time...))
Tora drew out her black letter diary. The emptyness of her kimono and not feeling the wood of the doll and cold crystal of the tiger made her throat go dry. She shook as she began to write something on an empty page in her book.
"Dear Shagatsu,
What do I say when I can't say a word? My stomach
hurts, my legs are weak, my hands are shaky, and my head
is swimming. What do I say when I can't find the words?
You never talk to me, so I don't talk to you. We're so
close together yet two worlds apart.
How can I feel for you, when I can’t feel a thing? I'm
numb all over. How can I feel for you when you
don't feel for me? I know you, and yet you're a
stranger. You've turned, you're different.
I try to forgive, but then forget I did. I try to
forget, but then remember I did. There’re so many things I
don't know about. You never confide.
How can I love you, when you don't love me? How can
I love you and hate you? I don’t know, but I do.
I'm sorry for everything; I'm going to need a lot of time to heal.
Please forgive me for the way I've acted.
Shagatsu, I really loved you...
Signed, Tora."
Tora folded the paper and slid it to Shagatsu. She looked down to avoid eye contact.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:25 pm
Shagatsu quietly nodded and slid it back and got up to leave.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:26 pm
Tora began to cry. "When will the pain go away?" she said to herself through the tears.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:31 pm
A song came to mind as Tora sat there crying. She whispered the lyrics.
"Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I’m not that girl
Don’t dream too far
Don’t lose sight of who you are
Don’t remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I’m not that girl
Every so often we like to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn’t soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who’s winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentile curl
That’s the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I’m not that girl
Don’t wish, don’t start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn’t born for the rose and pearl
There’s a girl I know
He loves her so
I’m not that girl"
She cried more until there was a puddle of tears on her kimono.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:33 pm
Shagatsu looked back as he was leaving. He saw her crying. He hung his head and walked out the door, silently padding away to somewhere else.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:37 pm
Tora watched him go and felt her stomach drop. Why did she still want him? Why did she still get that feeling when he was around? "Damn you Shagatsu," she cried. "I don't want this feeling anymore, but I couldn't bare not seeing you anymore!" Tora hadn't ment for that to be out loud, but it was. She covered her mouth. She was balling uncontrolably and heaving.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:09 pm
(( Deos she have no pride? o_0 Oh and I am back. Dude my stp.grand parents have like a watter bed :heartand its all mine. Oh sorry about the dagger. >_> oh and please stop tora from acting this way.... its starting to bug. ))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:20 pm
Tohru walked through the city enjoying it's lights. She stopped at the teahouse and looked at it longingly. Omny insisted that Hara and her weren't ready - not without training. However, something drew her closer.
She walked up and watched a man walk briskly past her. And then she heard a shout, "Damn you Shagatsu! I don't want this feeling anymore, but I couldn't bare not seeing you anymore!"
Onee-sama? she thought and ran into the teahouse. She gasped seeing Tora bawling and heaving. She ran over and kneeled beside her.
"Onee-sama, what's wrong?" she asked worried.
((post 1))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:20 pm
((OMZ water beds!! heart heart ))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:23 pm
((OOC: What do you expect me to do? Forget about it and be all happy and stupidly blind to it? She really like him and knew him long before you came here! Then with a snap of a finger, you've got him. *sigh* >.>))
Tora saw Tohru walk in. "Tohru-chan!" she gasped.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:26 pm
(( I know arn't they awsome! It's all about the motion darh'lin, now work yourself back into the teahouse, I am so friken staying up all night >3 ))
She noticed Tohru barge into the teahouse and try to comfort Tora. Omny understood Tora ws hurt but this was just taking to long. God get over it already, its been like a week! sht though but understood it was too cruel to say that." Maybe you should head back to the Okiya , Onee-chan. You seem a bit unstable." She said and turned to Tohru " Tohru could take Onee-chan back to the teahouse, thanks"
*130
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:28 pm
(( Yea, but she is making it such a pain, >_> Deos she have to practicaly beg for attention and be all like deprest and devestated in public. She is shaming herself and the Okoya.... @_@ not to be a bich or anything. ))
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 6:28 pm
Shagatsu sat on the roof of the teahouse, looking blindly into the sky. He didnt know what to do. This was the tightest situation he had been in that he hadnt gotten out of yet.
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