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Yeah...but it still all depends on him, right now.

I think I probably have...*thinking* Yes, I have. I had the most amazing afternoon, that I had waited over a year for, and then I remembered that there was more than just me in the world. And I didnt know whether to be happy or sad anymore.

Who are you questioning as to what happened?

Now, why would you want to hear about that?

Wow...Its been like a week or two, since Ive been here. The play at my school, which Im in started tonight, and its tomorrow and sunday too. Omg, my makeup is like insane, I look so old and freakish, I cant believe Rob still kissed me with it on, or that Pat and I continued our little whatever, which is pretty funny...Lol. We like wink at each other on stage, and its really hard not to laugh. The dumbass, Will, forced us to skip a page, a page which had two of my lines on it. And Izzy did better than expected, act III went very smoothly. Act IV was rather stumbly though, and he goes Will you not confess? after I say my last line, so I have scream No. at him. We completely like improv-ed so much. It was amazing though, mostly because no one in the audience really realized it. My mom helped put the makeup on the guys, and it made me really nervous to have her backstage. Like, she doesnt embarass me, like most moms do, seriously I couldnt care less about that, its just that she makes me nervous. And with her backstage I cant sit on Pat and Robs lap, and have every other thing I say be a sexual innuendo. Anyway, this week I have midterms, so I dont know how often Ill be online...

wow has this guild died.

Grr...Okay, my friends are pissing me off. Well, only half of them. The half that last year felt the need to create a click within our click. Which I understood being left out of last year when it was created by one of my friends now, that wasnt my friend then. But now its just mean. And its like they're in it, and then me and five of my other friends arent. They sit around us with their stupid notebook at lunch which they pass around and write notes to each other in, laughing. Well WHAT THE ******** ARE THEY LAUGHING AT!!! Its so not fair. And I told one of them that the other day. And she cried the next period in study hall, so angrily on the bus another one told this other one that they were stopping the notebook because someone complained about it. Damn right I did. It makes me fell left out, it makes my other friends feel left out. And if I see the freaking thing again Im ripping it in half, because thats what its doing to my friends. And they still have their biased ******** up MPSSDB friendship circle...Even with out the notebook. Getting rid of the notebook didnt solve the actual problem, not that any of them understand that. GRR!!!

Im worried about gaining weight too. The nurse said I went down 4lbs from last year when she weighed me. Ive been playing ddr alot, so I think Ive gone down like another 8lbs...

Today the power went out at my school. So I was in Latin class, under lockdown for two freakin' hours. And I tried to go upstairs but the door was locked and the librarian caught me. But then one of the spanish teachers walked me upstairs so I could find Rob and get him to call his mom, so that I could take him home. Me and my friend Dakota sat in Latin on the heater which was off, talking to people in other classrooms on our cellphones trying to find a way out of school for the first hour. And then my mom came during my grades Cafeteria break and took me and Rob home. It was freakin' insane. The teachers were crazy. Right before my mom got there the power came back on. But a bunch of districts finally closed so the buses came and were taking some kids home. It was so weird. My latin teacher had us play italian bingo and she wanted to teach us the rosary in latin, we were like no thats okay, we dont really want to learn right now...So I went to Physics, Study Hall, and then I was in Latin until Lunch when I got to come home. It was a pretty nice day to start my weeklong winter break off with.

Lol. Thats interesting. My friend knows my schedule, and shes in like two of my classes, so I call her a stalker.

The snow like melts at my house, and then its like gone for a week, and then it snows again. Its so annoying. Either snow and stay, or go away until December comes back again.

I haven't been coming because no one's been posting...And I haven't been coming online as much as I used to either.