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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:07 pm
Kamilucis whats wrong?Just one hour? school that bad? heh =[ I'm just stressed, mostly. I haven't really been happy or content. I mean, I'm hardly ever happy, but usually I'm at least not constantly like this.... Just feeling like all that matters to anyone is school. I'm sick (been sick for the last three days) and I'm repeatedly told it's my fault because I'm fat and unhealthy and I apparently never listen, or people suddenly seeming to care and I'm being told eat this eat that when I have no appetite whatsoever and I want to sleep because I just spent waaay too much ******** energy today. I know the majority of that stuff is bullshit, but it's not helping. Feeling a little better now that I'm home and not being forced to endure school while feeling this shitty though. I think I'm getting some soreness back and I'm really really lightheaded, but it's a hell of a lot better than rushing to classes in 95 degree weather and just sitting there unable to do anything. Stupid bullshit absence policy... On a somewhat related note, so not looking forward to standby on SAT Subject Tests while being drugged up on sleeping and pain pills. Soooo not. xDD /is going to fail horribly and be overcharged on the fee while doin' it.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:13 pm
Jer0nim0 Kamilucis whats wrong?Just one hour? school that bad? heh =[ I'm just stressed, mostly. I haven't really been happy or content. I mean, I'm hardly ever happy, but usually I'm at least not constantly like this.... Just feeling like all that matters to anyone is school. I'm sick (been sick for the last three days) and I'm repeatedly told it's my fault because I'm fat and unhealthy and I apparently never listen, or people suddenly seeming to care and I'm being told eat this eat that when I have no appetite whatsoever and I want to sleep because I just spent waaay too much ******** energy today. I know the majority of that stuff is bullshit, but it's not helping. Feeling a little better now that I'm home and not being forced to endure school while feeling this shitty though. I think I'm getting some soreness back and I'm really really lightheaded, but it's a hell of a lot better than rushing to classes in 95 degree weather and just sitting there unable to do anything. Stupid bullshit absence policy... On a somewhat related note, so not looking forward to standby on SAT Subject Tests while being drugged up on sleeping and pain pills. Soooo not. xDD /is going to fail horribly and be overcharged on the fee while doin' it. *hugs* Snap thats alot of pressure and stuff on your plate and pish posh, what kind of sickness?symptoms?have you been to a doctor?why taking pills? be really careful sleeping pills and pain killers dont go well together what are you taking !? thats not good, no friends and stuff at school no?
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:15 pm
Kam has become the guild's official therapist. XD
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:19 pm
Kamilucis Jer0nim0 Kamilucis whats wrong?Just one hour? school that bad? heh =[ I'm just stressed, mostly. I haven't really been happy or content. I mean, I'm hardly ever happy, but usually I'm at least not constantly like this.... Just feeling like all that matters to anyone is school. I'm sick (been sick for the last three days) and I'm repeatedly told it's my fault because I'm fat and unhealthy and I apparently never listen, or people suddenly seeming to care and I'm being told eat this eat that when I have no appetite whatsoever and I want to sleep because I just spent waaay too much ******** energy today. I know the majority of that stuff is bullshit, but it's not helping. Feeling a little better now that I'm home and not being forced to endure school while feeling this shitty though. I think I'm getting some soreness back and I'm really really lightheaded, but it's a hell of a lot better than rushing to classes in 95 degree weather and just sitting there unable to do anything. Stupid bullshit absence policy... On a somewhat related note, so not looking forward to standby on SAT Subject Tests while being drugged up on sleeping and pain pills. Soooo not. xDD /is going to fail horribly and be overcharged on the fee while doin' it. *hugs* Snap thats alot of pressure and stuff on your plate and pish posh, what kind of sickness?symptoms?have you been to a doctor?why taking pills? be really careful sleeping pills and pain killers dont go well together what are you taking !? thats not good, no friends and stuff at school no? I have no idea. My doctor said it sounded like flu without fever. And I've been taking Melatonin for sleep (herbal remedy) and Motrin. She recommended both. And not really friends with anyone. I only really talk beyond necessity to this one guy in my AP Art History class and other than that maybe like 5 other times a day? xD; So...yeah, I prefer being at home especially. >,>; @ Foam, IKR? >0>
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:19 pm
Foam-Dome Kam has become the guild's official therapist. XD Im sorry ;o; I worried and panicy sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:21 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:23 pm
Foam-Dome Cho: She can't blame you if you don't know the steps, right? XD She should be grateful that you would help her out like that. I guess not, I just hope she sees it that way, cuz it was pretty obvious I didn't know, before we started I was asking around like ''ok and what do I do?'' and I managed to get the first two steps or so out of people, which I did perfectly fine on before screwing up. I guess what's really bothering me is for one move she was apparently supposed to jump onto my arm and hang off of it with her foot on my knee, but all she said was "brace" and jumped. I caught her and held her up, of course, but I had to step my right foot forward to compensate for the sudden weight or we would've maybe fallen forwards. I feel terrible about that.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:25 pm
Jer0nim0 Kamilucis Jer0nim0 Kamilucis whats wrong?Just one hour? school that bad? heh =[ I'm just stressed, mostly. I haven't really been happy or content. I mean, I'm hardly ever happy, but usually I'm at least not constantly like this.... Just feeling like all that matters to anyone is school. I'm sick (been sick for the last three days) and I'm repeatedly told it's my fault because I'm fat and unhealthy and I apparently never listen, or people suddenly seeming to care and I'm being told eat this eat that when I have no appetite whatsoever and I want to sleep because I just spent waaay too much ******** energy today. I know the majority of that stuff is bullshit, but it's not helping. Feeling a little better now that I'm home and not being forced to endure school while feeling this shitty though. I think I'm getting some soreness back and I'm really really lightheaded, but it's a hell of a lot better than rushing to classes in 95 degree weather and just sitting there unable to do anything. Stupid bullshit absence policy... On a somewhat related note, so not looking forward to standby on SAT Subject Tests while being drugged up on sleeping and pain pills. Soooo not. xDD /is going to fail horribly and be overcharged on the fee while doin' it. *hugs* Snap thats alot of pressure and stuff on your plate and pish posh, what kind of sickness?symptoms?have you been to a doctor?why taking pills? be really careful sleeping pills and pain killers dont go well together what are you taking !? thats not good, no friends and stuff at school no? I have no idea. My doctor said it sounded like flu without fever. And I've been taking Melatonin for sleep (herbal remedy) and Motrin. She recommended both. And not really friends with anyone. I only really talk beyond necessity to this one guy in my AP Art History class and other than that maybe like 5 other times a day? xD; So...yeah, I prefer being at home especially. >,>; @ Foam, IKR? >0> *Runs off to MIM's* you havent been sleeping welll and you ve been stressed, so its probably one of the causes heh but Im no doctor.. thats good(Sorry heh cause there are some painkillers that go very badly with sleeping pills and stuff) ... =/ and no one talks to you, social thingy hard or? and thats not to bad i guess, home =less stress and stuff? You always have people here even though we arent around in rl heh and as for the criticisms/annoying juju I say best just ignore them or just say you ll be fine(sometimes its best to avoid dealing with some people at times heh)
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:26 pm
CH0Z0 Foam-Dome Cho: She can't blame you if you don't know the steps, right? XD She should be grateful that you would help her out like that. I guess not, I just hope she sees it that way, cuz it was pretty obvious I didn't know, before we started I was asking around like ''ok and what do I do?'' and I managed to get the first two steps or so out of people, which I did perfectly fine on before screwing up. I guess what's really bothering me is for one move she was apparently supposed to jump onto my arm and hang off of it with her foot on my knee, but all she said was "brace" and jumped. I caught her and held her up, of course, but I had to step my right foot forward to compensate for the sudden weight or we would've maybe fallen forwards. I feel terrible about that. ...So you feel terrible about not dropping her on her head? XD
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:28 pm
Foam-Dome CH0Z0 Foam-Dome Cho: She can't blame you if you don't know the steps, right? XD She should be grateful that you would help her out like that. I guess not, I just hope she sees it that way, cuz it was pretty obvious I didn't know, before we started I was asking around like ''ok and what do I do?'' and I managed to get the first two steps or so out of people, which I did perfectly fine on before screwing up. I guess what's really bothering me is for one move she was apparently supposed to jump onto my arm and hang off of it with her foot on my knee, but all she said was "brace" and jumped. I caught her and held her up, of course, but I had to step my right foot forward to compensate for the sudden weight or we would've maybe fallen forwards. I feel terrible about that. ...So you feel terrible about not dropping her on her head? XD I feel bad because I apparently either was not prepared enough or strong enough to hold her up in that position without making a post adjustment.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:32 pm
CH0Z0 Foam-Dome CH0Z0 Foam-Dome Cho: She can't blame you if you don't know the steps, right? XD She should be grateful that you would help her out like that. I guess not, I just hope she sees it that way, cuz it was pretty obvious I didn't know, before we started I was asking around like ''ok and what do I do?'' and I managed to get the first two steps or so out of people, which I did perfectly fine on before screwing up. I guess what's really bothering me is for one move she was apparently supposed to jump onto my arm and hang off of it with her foot on my knee, but all she said was "brace" and jumped. I caught her and held her up, of course, but I had to step my right foot forward to compensate for the sudden weight or we would've maybe fallen forwards. I feel terrible about that. ...So you feel terrible about not dropping her on her head? XD I feel bad because I apparently either was not prepared enough or strong enough to hold her up in that position without making a post adjustment. Well, when your only warning is "Brace," it's understandable if you're not prepared. XD I'm sure you're strong enough to support a petite, 110-pound figure.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:43 pm
Rant stolen from my post elsewhere, hence the other person's quote inside it. I'm in no mood to rework it for context. Oh, and it is Gaia-related, very much so, but I highly doubt it will cause drama in here. LabTech Kestin Username Removed For Privacy Anywho, I don't like the new Gaia format. >.> Stop trying to be FB, Gaia! DX Edit: In reference to changing things alot. Without telling anyone. EXACTLY! I am SO goddamn SICK of them CHANGING the ******** FORMAT every two SECONDS!!! Even the tiny little tweaks drive me crazy. There is no REASON to change anything. Everything works just FINE. So WHY CHANGE IT?!?!? *seethes* I don't react well to this type of s**t. You could call it one of my various berserk buttons. Either way, I'm going to go seethe now. Be back later. stare
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:44 pm
Foam-Dome CH0Z0 Foam-Dome CH0Z0 Foam-Dome Cho: She can't blame you if you don't know the steps, right? XD She should be grateful that you would help her out like that. I guess not, I just hope she sees it that way, cuz it was pretty obvious I didn't know, before we started I was asking around like ''ok and what do I do?'' and I managed to get the first two steps or so out of people, which I did perfectly fine on before screwing up. I guess what's really bothering me is for one move she was apparently supposed to jump onto my arm and hang off of it with her foot on my knee, but all she said was "brace" and jumped. I caught her and held her up, of course, but I had to step my right foot forward to compensate for the sudden weight or we would've maybe fallen forwards. I feel terrible about that. ...So you feel terrible about not dropping her on her head? XD I feel bad because I apparently either was not prepared enough or strong enough to hold her up in that position without making a post adjustment. Well, when your only warning is "Brace," it's understandable if you're not prepared. XD I'm sure you're strong enough to support a petite, 110-pound figure. It's kinda silly because I know I can, probably twice that, it's mostly a pride thing, nothing more. When you're hanging off somebody like that, you can probably feel them adjusting weight though. So she may have noticed. This wouldn't be AS important (I'd still be rather concerned and probably practice quick weight distribution at the gym) if I didn't like her, I think. edit: then again... he has his right foot wayyyy out and they're doing something way easier, she has her foot on the ground.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:57 pm
I dont advise anyone to read this, you might headdesk/facepalm/make a weird face What the hell kind of horror movie is that?! Kam pressed i on a movie on the horror channel i pretty much gives you the download(info and stuff on the movie before you click to view) better safe than sorry and thank god i did, the horror movie was about a killer p***s o.o Some alien cut s a guy thingy offf and possesses it and kills people o.o wtfudge and its called"one eyed monster" and its on the horror channel people are crazy ;o; gonk
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2010 5:29 pm
CH0Z0 It's kinda silly because I know I can, probably twice that, it's mostly a pride thing, nothing more. When you're hanging off somebody like that, you can probably feel them adjusting weight though. So she may have noticed. This wouldn't be AS important (I'd still be rather concerned and probably practice quick weight distribution at the gym) if I didn't like her, I think. edit: then again... he has his right foot wayyyy out and they're doing something way easier, she has her foot on the ground. When're you gonna ask her out, man? Just say, "Hey, I've got two tickets to a gun show this weekend... Want one? *flex*" *not helping* ...Unless she already has a boyfriend. I think it might depend on the movements leading up to that picture. XD Kamilucis I dont advise anyone to read this, you might headdesk/facepalm/make a weird face What the hell kind of horror movie is that?! Kam pressed i on a movie on the horror channel i pretty much gives you the download(info and stuff on the movie before you click to view) better safe than sorry and thank god i did, the horror movie was about a killer p***s o.o Some alien cut s a guy thingy offf and possesses it and kills people o.o wtfudge and its called"one eyed monster" and its on the horror channel people are crazy ;o; gonk I don't know what you're talking about. That sounds like the best horror movie ever.
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