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 Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 11:28 am
I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 11:41 am
This is a bit personal on myself so here goes...
The times where my body feels so euphoric is when I watch someone do sign language or go to the bathroom sweatdrop
Sign language seems so intriguing! I don't have to explain about the bathroom (no I do not mean that in a perverted context Dx)
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 12:22 pm
(Don't even bother reading this. It isn't as interesting as you'd think when you see the word "sex")
My sexuality is really confusing. Before I had ever dated anyone, I would get crushes on boys AND girls. I didn't really think about what was going on below the waist--I just went by their faces and personalities. My parents taught me about sex by giving me this book about it. The book had little cartoon pictures of penises and stuff, and I just thought they looked weird. I definitely wasn't like "OH, HEY, I LIKE THAT! I WANT ONE OF THOSE INSIDE ME!!!11" Same with the female stuff. It just seemed weird. Then when I was 13, I started dating my first boyfriend. We fooled around and whatnot, and I was like "Oh, hey, this thing's actually pretty fun. Maybe penises aren't so weird and gross!" XD
But I never dated/fooled around with a woman, so now sometimes I wonder if the same thing would happen if I did. I haven't even been checking people out for over a year because I've been dating Alex... So if I end up spending the rest of my life with him, I might never be 100% sure of my sexuality. Whenever someone asks, I end up just saying "I don't know. I'm open-minded" or I call myself Alex-sexual or something. I know it isn't super important and it's not like someone's sexuality is what defines them, but I kind of wish I knew. It seems like everyone else is soooo sure of what they like, and I feel like I'm the only one who needs to try things before I can know. And the idea of possibly never knowing kind of bothers me XP
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 12:25 pm
I'm in one of those moods where I could happily sit and argue with someone for hours... I could also happily beat their brains out of their skulls! Oh happy days!
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 12:57 pm
Little Miss Fortune (Don't even bother reading this. It isn't as interesting as you'd think when you see the word "sex")My sexuality is really confusing. Before I had ever dated anyone, I would get crushes on boys AND girls. I didn't really think about what was going on below the waist--I just went by their faces and personalities. My parents taught me about sex by giving me this book about it. The book had little cartoon pictures of penises and stuff, and I just thought they looked weird. I definitely wasn't like "OH, HEY, I LIKE THAT! I WANT ONE OF THOSE INSIDE ME!!!11" Same with the female stuff. It just seemed weird. Then when I was 13, I started dating my first boyfriend. We fooled around and whatnot, and I was like "Oh, hey, this thing's actually pretty fun. Maybe penises aren't so weird and gross!" XD
But I never dated/fooled around with a woman, so now sometimes I wonder if the same thing would happen if I did. I haven't even been checking people out for over a year because I've been dating Alex... So if I end up spending the rest of my life with him, I might never be 100% sure of my sexuality. Whenever someone asks, I end up just saying "I don't know. I'm open-minded" or I call myself Alex-sexual or something. I know it isn't super important and it's not like someone's sexuality is what defines them, but I kind of wish I knew. It seems like everyone else is soooo sure of what they like, and I feel like I'm the only one who needs to try things before I can know. And the idea of possibly never knowing kind of bothers me XP
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:19 pm
I never learned how to really ride a bike. I'm really frustrated. I keep on getting told I have awesome hair because I have natural curls/ wavy hair. It looks awesome but it kills hair ties like a psychopath. I've started to become cynical of love and attraction, and here I want to start a family someday. Plus I really wish I could quit my job.
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:31 pm
I'm so damn tired. My family... I love them like hell but they tire me out like ******** hell. x,x At the basic level everyone's like that, but it still makes me go just what the <********> is wrong with us, sometimes....4 hours of screaming, then exercising even a tinytinytinybit is enough to make me want to just sleep.... and sleep.... and sleeppppp, but I'm not allowed to. ;A;
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:41 pm
Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp I get those feelings from time to time, and nothing ever happens (unless it's one of those times when the feeling is directly linked to an action, i.e. "I have the feeling that doing this will not turn out well for me"). But they get worse every time, which leads me to believe that they're all leading up to one big thing, and the feelings are getting stronger because whatever catastrophe is going to happen is getting closer.
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:43 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp I get those feelings from time to time, and nothing ever happens (unless it's one of those times when the feeling is directly linked to an action, i.e. "I have the feeling that doing this will not turn out well for me"). But they get worse every time, which leads me to believe that they're all leading up to one big thing, and the feelings are getting stronger because whatever catastrophe is going to happen is getting closer. I get that feeling sometimes, though usually something happens.
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:43 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp I get those feelings from time to time, and nothing ever happens (unless it's one of those times when the feeling is directly linked to an action, i.e. "I have the feeling that doing this will not turn out well for me"). But they get worse every time, which leads me to believe that they're all leading up to one big thing, and the feelings are getting stronger because whatever catastrophe is going to happen is getting closer.
Gee, thanks for the comforting thoughts... XD heart
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:46 pm
Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:49 pm
Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:51 pm
Meep meep meepity meep meep meep meepers. Meep meep meep meep meepity meepish meeps
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 2:54 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune I have one of those weird foreboding feeling like something bad is going to happen T____T
But last time I felt like this, nothing bad even happened... I still can't shake the feeling, though xp
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2010 3:03 pm
Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle I am the bad that will happen.
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