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At that point her face turned flushed in anger then she rolled her eyes and turned her head,"I dont need your help I still have rations from the quell and it'll last so dont tell me what to do....I aint dumb." Hitomi turned and laid on the bed huddled face covered in a pillow slightly growling underneth apparently mad. She wasnt truely mad but annoyed or what she fear, what Yuki had said to her was exactly what she was doing and didnt want to admit it. For Hitomi trust wasnt the biggest thing for her to gain with him, it was how much she would be able to tolerate him and how it sounded like he was mocking her like he was going to get his way. She looked at him slightly and went back in the pillow still angry.

She opened her eyes slightly and started to get around,"Must of fell asleep, probably from getting all worked up for no reason." Hitomi rises partially and notices Azelus in the same spot where she saw him last. Did he move at all or has time passed. looking in the room it had dimmed a bit guessing she had slept for a couple hours. She sit up and stretched till she saw him looking at her and put on an angry looks,"Be lucky I fell asleep if you did then I'd been watching you." Thinking about it she wasnt sure why she wanted to act angry and stubborn perhaps it was just ner new aditude around him.

Staring at him for a minute she looks down,"Its not that I wanted to stay there, hell I was afraid every second I was in that arena fearing I was going to die." Hitomi sits crossed legged on the bed and lets go her anger looks sighing,"I just have a feeling you are just going to trick me and well-" she couldnt finish. Going silent for a moment she looks at him again,"You seem to say that often, I'm too pretty to be hurt, i remember you saying that when I got shot." her face started to blush red.

Hitomi looks down and sees his hand on her and pulled her hand away turning her head,"Ye-yeah I guess I am and well umm...." her words started to get mixed up she didnt know what to say. She started to feel odd and it wasnt an emotin she felt before and she didnt know to panic or what,Yuki?...is this....this the way you are with Vertusk or... Hitomi started to get warm around her face and slightly studdered. "You ri-right,....noone deserves that kind of life."

Hitomi got nearly as red as her hair and stands up fast,"I,I need to change into my sleep gown, cant sleep in clothes." she scurries off in a hurry,"And I dont care if you sleep their or in the bed." she says around the corner. After a few minutes Hitomi comes out dressed for bed and slides in the covers still red.

I know what you ment Yuki, and this is.....this is amazing." Hitomi feels his hand om her side but after trying to stop him she just gave up, she was starting to like it.

Hitomi felt her body almost go totally relaxed and for an odd reason was wondering what she was feeling, it wasnt an emotion she felt before till she went through her mind and remembered yuki's words,Someday,....and I know you'll find him soon there will be times you feel like you are full of air and warm suddenly, that sis is love just like how I met Vertusk I felt that same way. Hitomi started to think and knew her hunch and sister's advice was right,So.....this is what love feels like...its a nice feeling though, I could handle this. She couldnt believe that love was an emotion she never felt till now, it was either anger,sadness,pain, or even neutral but right here the feeling of love was the only thing Hitomi wanted to feel.Your words are right sister, I am in love....most definatly true. She continued to enjoy the moment but turned facing away from Azelus and started to shake in the covers oddly, it wasnt like she didnt liked the kiss but this feeling was new to her and was a sudden new discovery for her. While she was in the dark roses every member was trained not to show any feelings that were positive even to their own,so love and happiness were a blank in Hitomi's mind.

After a couple hours passed she looks up to see the room dark, she had been shaking terrified so much time slipped from her. "Well that was just great, first time feeling a good feeling and I go scared like a cat.....why?" Hitomi sits up and looks to Azelus fast asleep and she smiled, she now knew what love was and actually likes it, better than the emotions already in her head. I think my senses were dead on this time, Yuki was right....I am in love. She looks at him again and felt bad about the way she acted, she didnt mean it but even for her she didnt know what would happen. Grabbing her pillow Hitomi slides off the bed and laied next to Azelus still asleep and not disdurbed, she smiles and drags the cover off and spreads it on both of them before she went to sleep herself. Somenow for her being close to another gave Hitomi more security then what she gave herself.