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 Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 2:45 am
Dystopian Lover I'm enjoying work right now. Why? Because I'm in the only state in which I could possibly enjoy being in this hellhole - I'm halfway to drunk. xD
I've worked with this security guy for three years now, and we're friends, so when he says that it sucks we missed Halloween parties because we're working and he brings alcohol to make up for it, you bet I'm partaking. Besides - he's pacing me drink for drink and we're the only ones here. If I fall, he'll fall too... so I trust him. It's so sad that being inebriated is the only way that I can enjoy being here. D:
Edit: Oh my god, security just said 'al-key-hall' instead of 'alcohol,' and I giggled. If I have a better tolerance at 22 and 120 pounds than a 40ish year old, 200+ lb man... I'm going to laugh my a** off. xDDDD XD XD XD This brightened my day!
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:06 am
I'm ******** exhausted. My parents, who so "generously" (quotes for sarcasm mode!) let me sleep till noon on non-school days, have revised it to 10 AM. They know I have sleep issues. They know I have stress issues. I seriously want to kill them. They give me so little and then take it away when I've come to rely on it. And when I try to approach them reasonably, they utterly refuse to care about my problem if it's not what they want me to be like, and yell at me for leaving the argument when I get panicky because I've lost control of an important situation. I'm going to ******** kill them someday.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:19 am
LabTech Kestin I'm ******** exhausted. My parents, who so "generously" (quotes for sarcasm mode!) let me sleep till noon on non-school days, have revised it to 10 AM. They know I have sleep issues. They know I have stress issues. I seriously want to kill them. They give me so little and then take it away when I've come to rely on it. And when I try to approach them reasonably, they utterly refuse to care about my problem if it's not what they want me to be like, and yell at me for leaving the argument when I get panicky because I've lost control of an important situation. I'm going to ******** kill them someday. wut is sleep? emo What sleep issues to you have? Insomnia? Also, I got an email from my RD. He's offered me a room in the freshmen hall. The walls are much, much more thin, but the downside is that I might be near obnoxious freshmen. D:
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:54 am
CleoSombra LabTech Kestin I'm ******** exhausted. My parents, who so "generously" (quotes for sarcasm mode!) let me sleep till noon on non-school days, have revised it to 10 AM. They know I have sleep issues. They know I have stress issues. I seriously want to kill them. They give me so little and then take it away when I've come to rely on it. And when I try to approach them reasonably, they utterly refuse to care about my problem if it's not what they want me to be like, and yell at me for leaving the argument when I get panicky because I've lost control of an important situation. I'm going to ******** kill them someday. wut is sleep? emo What sleep issues to you have? Insomnia? Also, I got an email from my RD. He's offered me a room in the freshmen hall. The walls are much, much more thin, but the downside is that I might be near obnoxious freshmen. D: I'm not quite sure anymore myself. gonk Irregular sleep-wake rhythm.More thin? Isn't that worse?
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 12:13 pm
I hardly ever dream, but that dream last night was awesome ouo
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 12:50 pm
Sometimes, something can be said that was totally meant as a joke, or rather innocently, but often it hurts, a lot. I was recently hurt by what I hope was an innocent comment or joke. I say hope because I respect this person a lot and don't have the nerve to say anything to them directly in case they really meant what they said, because if they did mean it...I'm going to be crushed forever. gonk
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 1:22 pm
[insert depression]
1460 SAT score. 340 pts behind goal is too much... maybe if I didn't screw up the essay...
Ugh, I can't wait for the emotional torture of being a failure again.
I want to give up, college just seems so out of reach right now.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 3:19 pm
Lady Karris Sometimes, something can be said that was totally meant as a joke, or rather innocently, but often it hurts, a lot. I was recently hurt by what I hope was an innocent comment or joke. I say hope because I respect this person a lot and don't have the nerve to say anything to them directly in case they really meant what they said, because if they did mean it...I'm going to be crushed forever. gonk I m not sure what was said heh but I hope you re ok and I think it was an innocent comment Im sorry heh if it something I said that upset you
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 4:31 pm
I said I had two hours of sleep.
I said I had effing stomach problems.
I said I had no bar, and even if I had, stomach problems and lack of appetite would mean no eating it.
If that means I "have an answer to everything", one of like five effing phrases I hate hearing, then yes, I do have a ******** answer to everything in this case, thanks.
Doesn't make it okay that you can laugh off me mentioning I nearly fainted in school from a combination of lack of sleep and dehydration. No, it wasn't serious, thanks for not asking, though it was mildly embarassing. Thanks for somewhat taking me seriously, though... oh wait, you didn't.
I'm tired lately, I know, I know I should be driving to school, but I really don't feel good, but you all don't give a damn because I should be driving. And when I'm not I'm saddled with someone driving that threatens to crash the ******** car because I'm apparently "a lazyass stupidass stupid self-righteous piece of s**t b***h" (take that in whatever order you like, since I'm not sure which it was in anyway).
I mean, what the hell guys. ._______. I'm really ******** tired here. Just at the very least, ignore me. I prefer being ignored to this BS.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 8:38 pm
keito melfina [insert depression]
1460 SAT score. 340 pts behind goal is too much... maybe if I didn't screw up the essay...
Ugh, I can't wait for the emotional torture of being a failure again.
I want to give up, college just seems so out of reach right now. If it makes you feel better I got a 1250 on the SAT. smile
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 8:54 pm
keito melfina [insert depression]
1460 SAT score. 340 pts behind goal is too much... maybe if I didn't screw up the essay...
Ugh, I can't wait for the emotional torture of being a failure again.
I want to give up, college just seems so out of reach right now.  
That's actually pretty good. (unless they changed it since I took the SATs)
I think that would get you into my college...and mine is ranked among the top in the country as long as your class grades are pretty good.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:02 pm
cow of the null keito melfina [insert depression]
1460 SAT score. 340 pts behind goal is too much... maybe if I didn't screw up the essay...
Ugh, I can't wait for the emotional torture of being a failure again.
I want to give up, college just seems so out of reach right now. If it makes you feel better I got a 1250 on the SAT. smile I know most colleges go w/ above 1000 or something to accept people, it's just that I failed the set standard Dx My rational mind wants me to "leave it at that and go ACT like everyone else", but there's still a guilt part of me (well this wouldn't have happened if I looked at the long boring SAT booklet xD). Oh well it's my fault in the end as always. @Aneyana: I wish colleges can just separate SAT/ACT scores w/ academic stuff. I know that some colleges in my state are doing that system and I say that it's nice since some people do well on tests and others work well in the classroom.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:30 pm
You could also just take the SAT again to try and improve your score.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2010 9:56 pm
Aneyana You could also just take the SAT again to try and improve your score. This. I've improved my score by at least 200 points from how it was, I think. My parents are barely satisfied, but it works taking it over and over. Also seeing if you can get help from people who can like semi-tutor you is good. I'd also recommend that if you're having difficulty with the essay that you take a bunch of practice essays and have someone critique it. I did two just the night before with help from my sister and my score for Writing went up 80 points. Focus on structure is important, I think. @,@;
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Posted: Tue Nov 02, 2010 10:18 am
Haha! Just failed another anatomy assessment... oh I can feel it in the bones that they never asked me about!
Why do they never ask me about the things I revise? Just the stuff I can only very vaguely remember?!
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