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Auriga La Shock
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 Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:08 pm
KuroKageHane Auriga La Shock People can be so annoying, but things do get better heart Yeah, that's true. ; ^ ; I just dunno. It's frustrating when it comes to that person. Sometimes it's better to leave things alone when dealing with someone. Take a break from them if you can
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:16 pm
Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane Yeah, that's true. ; ^ ; I just dunno. It's frustrating when it comes to that person. Sometimes it's better to leave things alone when dealing with someone. Take a break from them if you can Yeah, but the thing is, how? When it's on my mind at the time, I can't help but to think of it. It's like a piece of candy I can't help but to keep on eating, and once I eat too much of it, I feel sick of it.
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:20 pm
KuroKageHane suishohatake KuroKageHane Stop. I don't need you in my head, nor my heart. I know you've loved me at a point, but just holding my hand, while we're watching the opera, on a freaking field trip doesn't mean we're officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Look at the situation. Open your damn eyes!
Have you even asked me out yet? No, not a peep. Have you considered my feelings on this matter? No, didn't think to since we're 'together' now you must like me.
Why didn't I let go of your hand when you grabbed it in the first place? You know how I am, I don't like hurting anyone's feelings. You're one of my good friends and I didn't want to lose someone so awesome as you. You make me smile when I'm down, crack jokes when it's awkward, but one thing is for sure, I'm not in love with you. I only see you as a friend and ONLY a friend. You're nice, but that special spark you must of felt just wasn't there in .
So why did I think of you just a few minutes ago? Why did I look back at that time again? Why did the fact that you had a girlfriend a month later bother me so much? Was I really in love with you, or am I just worried for you?
Judging from your past experiences and actions, it seems like you don't know what love is, but you do know what a crush is. Because of you, I can't recognize myself anymore, I'm like a shell with no soul. I regret what could of been our "happy ending", but I push away and block you as if this was something wrong.
I'm already emotionally disrupted because of my past relationship. I know you don't know that part of my past, I don't need you to screw my emotions up even more. Please, just leave me alone. Trust me. You don't know how much I need to rant this now. /emo corner I may be dead, but... emotion_hug I know you need one. >.< Thank you Suish. I really needed that. ; ^ ; You're very welcome! There's been many a time I've wanted to say something similar. >.< So yeah... emotion_hug ...and more emotion_hug
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:23 pm
KuroKageHane Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane Yeah, that's true. ; ^ ; I just dunno. It's frustrating when it comes to that person. Sometimes it's better to leave things alone when dealing with someone. Take a break from them if you can Yeah, but the thing is, how? When it's on my mind at the time, I can't help but to think of it. It's like a piece of candy I can't help but to keep on eating, and once I eat too much of it, I feel sick of it. Do something to distract yourself and keep your distance. I know it must be hard, but it is just something that you have to stay strong about
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Auriga La Shock
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:25 pm
suishohatake KuroKageHane Thank you Suish. I really needed that. ; ^ ; You're very welcome! There's been many a time I've wanted to say something similar. >.< So yeah... emotion_hug ...and more emotion_hug And I thought I was alone . . . It's good to know (to a certain extent of course) that I'm not alone. sometimes I wish I could reverse time at points like this.
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:30 pm
Auriga La Shock I can tell! My goodness, Minky. What on earth did you gift her? You might want to ask her. twisted
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:32 pm
Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane Yeah, but the thing is, how? When it's on my mind at the time, I can't help but to think of it. It's like a piece of candy I can't help but to keep on eating, and once I eat too much of it, I feel sick of it. Do something to distract yourself and keep your distance. I know it must be hard, but it is just something that you have to stay strong about I don't have to worry about keeping my distance since I switched schools, but I do visit the school sometimes. Yeah, I know. Music at random genres on high blast, but not so high to kill my ears, is working just a little. That and chatting.
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:32 pm
Anon Kinky Minky Auriga La Shock I can tell! My goodness, Minky. What on earth did you gift her? You might want to ask her. twisted =o Suisho?
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Auriga La Shock
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:33 pm
((>.> Signs of life... or death... wonder if I should wait for Suish to post in the rp or not. O.o))
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:33 pm
KuroKageHane Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane Yeah, but the thing is, how? When it's on my mind at the time, I can't help but to think of it. It's like a piece of candy I can't help but to keep on eating, and once I eat too much of it, I feel sick of it. Do something to distract yourself and keep your distance. I know it must be hard, but it is just something that you have to stay strong about I don't have to worry about keeping my distance since I switched schools, but I do visit the school sometimes. Yeah, I know. Music at random genres on high blast, but not so high to kill my ears, is working just a little. That and chatting. Watching a show or reading a book is a good distraction ^^ Whose Line Is It Anyways is a good show to watch =D
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Auriga La Shock
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:46 pm
Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane I don't have to worry about keeping my distance since I switched schools, but I do visit the school sometimes. Yeah, I know. Music at random genres on high blast, but not so high to kill my ears, is working just a little. That and chatting. Watching a show or reading a book is a good distraction ^^ Whose Line Is It Anyways is a good show to watch =D I've already read all the books within my house and my comp has a parental lock on it. Maybe I'll go watch Whose Line Is It Anyways. I've seen some of the stuff, so I should like it. And thanks Auri I'm feeling a bit better. emotion_hug (I just realized I called you Augi last time. It must be because of Rugi's name. Fail. emotion_facepalm )
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:48 pm
Auriga La Shock Anon Kinky Minky I can tell! My goodness, Minky. What on earth did you gift her? You might want to ask her. twisted =o Suisho? I believe it included Face time the last time I checked. I do hope you know what I mean. ^^;;
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:49 pm
KuroKageHane suishohatake KuroKageHane Thank you Suish. I really needed that. ; ^ ; You're very welcome! There's been many a time I've wanted to say something similar. >.< So yeah... emotion_hug ...and more emotion_hug And I thought I was alone . . . It's good to know (to a certain extent of course) that I'm not alone. sometimes I wish I could reverse time at points like this. I understand >.< I wish I could give you immediate life altering advice for it too... but unfortunately all my experience has only taught me that eventually it won't hurt and you'll forget until years later you hear a song, walk by a shop or just simply reminisce and realize it just took you a bit to just remember their name. It just takes time and patience that is hard to come by right at the moment the pain is still happening. >.< But it will go away, and you'll feel much better emotion_hug
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:50 pm
Auriga La Shock Anon Kinky Minky Auriga La Shock I can tell! My goodness, Minky. What on earth did you gift her? You might want to ask her. twisted =o Suisho? She gave me an iPod touch >///////////////////////< burning_eyes
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suishohatake Vice Captain
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Auriga La Shock
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 5:50 pm
KuroKageHane Auriga La Shock KuroKageHane I don't have to worry about keeping my distance since I switched schools, but I do visit the school sometimes. Yeah, I know. Music at random genres on high blast, but not so high to kill my ears, is working just a little. That and chatting. Watching a show or reading a book is a good distraction ^^ Whose Line Is It Anyways is a good show to watch =D I've already read all the books within my house and my comp has a parental lock on it. Maybe I'll go watch Whose Line Is It Anyways. I've seen some of the stuff, so I should like it. And thanks Auri I'm feeling a bit better. emotion_hug (I just realized I called you Augi last time. It must be because of Rugi's name. Fail. emotion_facepalm ) Ryan and Collin are so awesome on that show xD Ryan does such a good Carol Channing impersonation. I'm pretty sure all of them are on Youtube if you can access it. I'm happy you are feeling a little better now, Kuro ^^ ( lol It's fine. I didn't mind a bit )
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