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 Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 7:13 pm
I fully realize that if the only thing wrong with our relationship is that my boyfriend is ridiculously ******** irresponsible when it comes to keeping plans sometimes, then I have it pretty good. However, I'm one of those my word is my bond types, to the point that I rarely say yes to any favors in advance just in case it's going to be something I can't do because I would absolutely feel obligated to do whatever it is even if I was tricked into agreeing to it, so this sort of thing REALLY grates on my very last nerve. I also realize that this isn't necessarily a good quality for me, as I've definitely done things that I shouldn't have, or would otherwise find questionable, because I've been tricked into agreeing to them before. I need to be able to go back on my word occasionally, but I'm too OCD to do it.
Granted, he usually has very good reasons for not showing up, and I understand that sometimes more important things come up, but a phone call's not that hard to make. He just needs to use some common ******** courtesy and call me if he's not showing up when we have plans, because I will sit around and wait for him to call and it will ruin my entire day. Maybe I sound selfish, but if I was in his place and something came up, I would (and do) call him to let him know because I do have some courtesy and respect for him and his time. Is it so damned hard to give me the same amount of respect back?
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 8:55 pm
I'm happy. It's totally random but like I'm okay where I am again. We both just needed a friend and ended up with each other. Thank you Jimmy.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 8:57 pm
Shiori Miko I'm happy. It's totally random but like I'm okay where I am again. We both just needed a friend and ended up with each other. Thank you Jimmy. I'm glad things worked out for you 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 9:22 pm
  well...that dream was embarrassing...and yet I enjoyed it XD
I'm super pissed that that one professor hasn't replied to my emails. If he marks me down for missing a class and turning in my midterm paper a day late because I was sick I'm gonna be sooooooooooooo F'ing pissed off. I mean...WTF, I emailed you that morning telling you I was sick and I don't even get a reply acknowledging that you even got my email. I'm gonna have to try to talk to him next class...but I'm getting the feeling he'll be all like "you didn't tell me ahead of time...so you get an F".
If that happens I'm gonna probably just withdraw from the class...I hope that doesn't put me behind for graduating on time...otherwise I'm gonna be more pissed and probably have to take some classes in the summer.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:16 pm
Just got word from my sister that my dad is finally getting that liver transplant he's desperately needed for close to five years. He is in stable condition.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 11:54 pm
Today, I looked up on how to change my name, wanted to change part of it to Epic. Turns out, better off just keeping the one I was born with...stupid bureaucratic system.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:02 am
epic-writer42 Today, I looked up on how to change my name, wanted to change part of it to Epic. Turns out, better off just keeping the one I was born with...stupid bureaucratic system. RL name? o.O
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:42 am
I'm really starving and I want to make something somewhat healthy, but... my kitchen is dirty because I haven't had time to clean all week until now, but I'm too tired to clean right now, so I'm grabbing some junk food instead. And then I wonder why I can't seem to lose weight. o.0
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 5:23 am
I know that people are talking s**t about me. From my neighbors to my relatives. But I don't care if they talking s**t about me. Karma's a b***h. If that happens to them, I'll be the first one to laugh at their face.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 5:47 am
My course is not really for me. That's why I can't finish it. If ever I finished it, maybe my job will not be related to it. *sigh* Just looking at the grad pictures of my cousins, made me a really a disappointment and a failure.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 6:48 am
I just noticed I have dents in my leg/arm
Bahh people from the gym have me wondering whether im s or m
o.o
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 11:41 am
I worry every day that he hates me or doesn't like me because I'm not who I used to be. I've lost interest in most things that I used to like and am indifferent and lack passion in life. I'm also not that great at anything. I basically sound like I'm depressed. I worry that I'm not good enough for anyone.
I get like this with every guy I meet, but this one is worse because my friend is making me so jealous.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 11:47 am
I feel guilty. I feel like he's giving up so much just to be with me, and I don't think I'm worth it. I love and appreciate everything he does for me, but I feel like I'm asking too much. I don't want to rely on him so much. I want to be able to function on my own and not depend on him to solve all of my problems for me.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:27 pm
That one night epic-writer42 Today, I looked up on how to change my name, wanted to change part of it to Epic. Turns out, better off just keeping the one I was born with...stupid bureaucratic system. RL name? o.O Yes.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 2:08 pm
I just found out that one in six women gets raped during their lifetime, and now I'm absolutely terrified. As in, I'm honestly not sure if I can live with this knowledge. I'm scared out of my mind.
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