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Posted: Fri Oct 24, 2008 1:57 pm
Isiah chuckled, looking over to him with a brow quirked upward. "Yeah, I suppose that's true. Then again I didn't exactly have a lot of selection down in the vault." He idly reached down to scratch behind Kaie's ear- she responded by raising her head up a little before lowering it again as she returned to her traveling mode.
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Posted: Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:30 pm
Bornes gave a heh, his self-esteem jacked up for the day. But as time passed, he tried to distance himself from Isiah, his pace decidely slower than Isiah's.
When it came time to eat and sleep, Bornes tried to stay as quiet as possible, though if the dog got too close to him he'd give it evil glares, and even a low growl if needed. He later curled into his ball and slept, though it was an uneasy rest, as he woke up many times in the middle.
By the next night, he was drowsy and irritable, and refused to take the duffelbag, if asked. His pace was again slower than Isiah's, and his posture was lacking the confidence it usually had. His brows were continually furrowed, and a few hours in he finally stopped and said "I need to rest."
Bornes loudly exhaled through his nose as he stopped walking and focused his attention to the shirt tied around his waist. He untied it and let it fall to the ground. He took a short step back as if his balance had wavered, and then unbuttoned his shirt all the way, exposing his mostly clean chest, except for where the nail had been. There, a large yellowgreen bruise had formed and the puncture point was clearly infected. Bornes let out a disgruntled combination sigh/groan and lifted his shirt over his head, too lazy to take his arms out of their long sleeves as he sat himself on the ground with a weary look on his face.
"That must've been one huge nail," he whined. He couldn't imagine a normal-sized nail making him feel sick or tired. Maybe pain with every step, which he also had, but not to this extent.
He put his hands in his lap with the bundle of his shirt with a hmph, his sunglasses falling to the ground carelessly from inside the jumble of cloth as they had been attached to his collar from before. "Always thought you'd wear out before I would," he grumbled to himself.
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Posted: Sat Oct 25, 2008 8:31 pm
Isiah had taken Bornes' slow pace for granted- he figured, after all, that his energy had to run out sometime. He glanced back from time to time, rolling his eyes as if Bornes were slowing himself to create space between him and their new travelmate, yawning quietly as he did so.
It wasn't until he took off his shirt that Isiah understood- tetanus... of course he should have considered it, but it wasn't like they had a booster shot just lying around. He stopped in his tracks, turning to walk over to the seated Bornes before setting down the duffle. Kaie paused as she watched Isiah turn around, sitting down up ahead. She was somewhat disappointed they'd stopped at all.. and she wasn't about to get too close to the tailed one. He obviously wasn't too into her.
Isiah knelt beside the bag, zipping it open. "I doubt we'll have anything in here that can help you but.." He dug through it, his brow furrowed forward purposefully. Outwardly he was calm, but inwardly there was a twinge of panic- he didn't.. exactly.. NEED Bornes around, but.. human company was hard to come by... especially one that he 'got along' well enough with. Sure they weren't exactly BFFs, but it was a friendlier relationship than Isiah'd had in quite some time.
He found a tube of neosporin- or at least, the store brand equivalent- glad that on their sweep at least one of them had been clever enough to bring it along. It wouldn't do much but.. it'd be better than nothing. He tossed it into Bornes' lap. "Put that around the puncture," he ordered. "Until I can find some peroxide or the equivalent it's the best we've got." He grumbled inwardly to himself- my kingdom for a first aid kit..
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 8:15 pm
Bornes forced a curt 'heh' at the peroxide comment. "Don't worry," he mused. "I don't think the beer has enough alcohol in it anyway."
He stared down at the antibacterial ontop of his crumpled shirt for a moment, debating. He finally hmphed, taking his arms out from his shirt's sleeves, the shirt turning inside out at the action. After this, he held up his shirt and grabbed his sunglasses, placing them on top of his head, then the ointment. He let go of the shirt to examine the ointment, as if it were some type of contaminate.
After a few seconds, he put the tube down in his lap, atop his crumpled shirt with a sigh. Time for something completely unrelated.
"Isiah, what is your father like?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 2:47 pm
Isiah grunted, refolding his legs, picking up the tube from Bornes' lap to toss it into his chest. "Stop procrastinating. If it's not all ready infected-" and Isiah thought it was clear to both of them that he was. "It'll stop infection. And if you are.. well at least it'll kill off some of it." He was trying to avoid the question, as long as he could. Isiah wasn't much for conversations about his family- especially since he'd stopped talking to them as soon as he reached senior year.
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 2:52 pm
Bornes hmphed, taking the tube away from Isiah and giving him a "I'll do it myself" look. And he would. But later. Bornes was sure waiting a few minutes wasn't going to make the thing infect any more than it already was. Besides, that wasn't the reason why Bornes had stopped.
He stopped because while he was in pain, he also felt as if he had a fever. And while it may be related, he was hoping it wasn't. He was simply tired and wanted to rest. Regardless, he had a follow-up question.
"What did he do when he found out about you?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 2:55 pm
He quirked a brow upward, tilting his head a little, as if to ask without words 'how dare you?' He was in no mood to open up the pandora's box that was his past, especially to someone who was as guarded as Bornes with his own.
"Take a wild guess," he grunted, leaning back on his hands, recrossing his legs again over his ankles, turning his head away to try to avoid eye contact and therefore, pressure to answer the question.
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 3:06 pm
Bornes shrugged, trying to make it seem as if there were no weight to the question, though he knew from experience there was.
"Did he throw you out, and that is why you joined your... cult?" He cocked his head slightly. Religious cults didn't really like gays, did they? I guess it depends on what religion it was base don, he thought to himself.
Bornes wasn't a very religious man, but he knew of different cultures... At least what books there were about them, anyway. He'd been quite into the egyptian beliefs way back when-- if the giant golden ankh tattoo covering the whole of his back were any indication. Bornes was not proud of that tattoo, it and the facial tattoos were the only ones he had, and he was hoping due to the light nature of the ink on his back, Isiah wouldn't be able to see it in the dark.
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 3:33 pm
Isiah grimaced a little. Yes, of course he had. His father was a staunch irish catholic- he forced Isiah to wear a rosary in his presence, even, and he was in church every Sunday if he was dumb enough to be somewhere where his father could find him. False idols were not well liked in his household.
"Yes," he offered curtly in response, biting the inside of his cheek, turning his head away again, scratching along the back of his hairline, the tattoo giving him a quiet but whining phantom pain. He was hoping he'd drop the subject.
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 4:17 pm
Bornes sighed, taking a moment to look away from Isiah with some sort of sympathy, choosing to look to the tube of antibacterial ointment instead. After a moment of uncomfortable silence, he moved his gaze to the animal laying a ways from them.
"Why didn't you just stop dating men? Or stop dating at all?" he looked back to Isiah, almost accusatory. "You could have stayed, then. Your father was not that bad to you, was he? Surely he was better than your... Cult...?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 7:32 pm
Kaie thumped her tail once or twice when Q took a moment to glance over to her before quickly breaking eye contact, turning her head the other way, sighing with a grumble.
Isiah grunted, staring down into his lap, scratching along the back of his hairline, eyes half shut. "He didn't kick me out for that," he grumbled. "He doesn't even know about that." His free hand flicked a pebble toward Kaie who turned her head back to watch the pair, standing to walk over to sniff it just in case it could be food.
Isiah bent down to pull up his pant leg, showing the dullest ink on his body. It was the first tattoo. It slunk down his half and into his bootsock, hidden by wool and leather before he yanked his pant leg back down. "He caught sight of it in my bedroom. Knew what it was. One of the neighbor kids just got arrested for fighting and it led back."
He gave a long, soft sigh. "And as to.. 'stopping'. Well, if people could do that.. then there'd be a lot less gays around, don't you think?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 7:42 pm
Bornes snorted. "I suppose Father would've kicked me out if I had joined a pack which determined I get inked, as well," He visibly winced at his own mistake. "Cult," he corrected.
He hmphed again, and focused his concentration on opening the tube of ointment. "I don't think it is difficult to stop dating," he mused, his brows creasing as he squeezed some of the ointment onto his left hand's first two fingers. "I did it."
He frowned slightly. He didn't know why he even bothered sharing any more. He decided to change the subject again, glancing toward the animal again. "Did you have a mother? What was she like?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 7:44 pm
Isiah shrugged. "She was a broken woman. My father dominated her. He dominated everything." He turned away, grinding his teeth. He was visibly tense and uncomfortable with this conversation.
"It wasn't about the ink," he grunted. "My father had a virgin mary over his right arm. It was about doing something he couldn't control anymore. In church or at home or in sports, he could be in control, either directly or indirectly. When I met Kaeden and joined up.. suddenly he didn't have a way to keep his fingers around my neck anymore." He shrugged. "All that s**t was a long time ago, anyway."
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 7:53 pm
Bornes frowned, taking the oppertunity to actually apply the ointment to his wound. He grit his teeth as he did so; he was not very good with pain, never was.
After he was done, he still felt residual pain as he capped the tube and said "I never had a mother. I used to imagine if I would have grown up as a different person if I had," he said, his teeth still grit slightly.
After capping the tube, he wiped the excess slime off his hand and onto his pants, his tail tapping the ground slightly. "You never did anything with your mother?" he looked back to Isiah's face, trying to study him, but almost afraid to continue as well.
Bornes knew if he were in Isiah's position, he probably wouldn't bother answering at all. But Isiah had proven he had a penchant for simply telling the truth, even if curt. This made Bornes curious. He couldn't help himself.
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2008 7:59 pm
He grunted, looking back toward him. His eyes were dark with painful memory as he drudged it up from the back of his conscious. He didn't know why he was answering, but.. it was sort of.. cathartic to be able to tell someone. And Q would die before he could tell anyone else. They both would be dead.
He was fairly sure, anyway..
"Well, we did stuff I guess. But only because it was expected." He shrugged. He loved his mother, perhaps a bit much, and he remembered long nights of hearing their arguments, hearing her body hit the wall or the floor or the table after a quick strike, followed by soft sobbing and his father's footsteps out of the room.
He vividly recalled the night his father caught a glimpse of the tattoo- of the quick exchange that followed- being dragged out into the kitchen, his father holding him by his forearm and shaking him like a dog in front of his mother, screeching about the ink, about his heathen son, blaming her for it. He remembered the bruises left from his fingers- his blue knuckles the days afterward- his father's body crumpled on the floor..
He snapped from the daydream, sighing. "You want a family history or what?"
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