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 Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:15 pm
This guild has been "kind of dead" for a month or two.. i was the first person to say something.. but then people got mad at me for saying that..
so i've stopped saying it untill now.. sweatdrop
and I can't scream.. i live in a dormitory.. it would be awkward.. and i physically can't scream unless i'm seriously angry at someone.. or i'm seriously scared..
i've already done the cry thing twice it made me feel worse and it gave me a headache.
I've been thinking non stop.. so that adds to the headache.. Music's already playing.. there are no parks nearby.. and i don't like walking around campus at night.
reading'll give me a worse headache.. and i don't have the means to make a bubble bath.. so um..
none of that'll work for me.. sweatdrop
thanks anyway though..
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:15 pm
Kira~
Our role play is never going to happen.
So I'm just gonna say I don't want to in the first place.
So I won't keep being disappointed all the time.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:19 pm
....
Even if I were in a public place i'd still scream, I dont care when people say.
Infact, I scream at someone every time I go to the mall biggrin ((It's usually to those jerks who think they can ruin someone's time because they're older, lol, but I make they're stay 10 times worse. I rock biggrin ))
And the walking in darkness actually makes me feel better than in the day.
I hate day-time.
Nite life rocks.
But different things work for different people.
Have you tried thinking about the positive things that are going on right now? I always do that when i'm sad, and it makes things not as bad.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:21 pm
Right, sorry I couldn't do it on Saturday or Sunday, I really was, it's just that I ended up waking up late and by the time I had finished my shower and gotten dressed it was time to go to the bowling alley and I had forgotten that I had a track meet on sunday and had promised my friends to go to the Matrix Cafe to join the tournament. Sorry Spazz. Also, I was going to ask you if you wanted to reserve a character but since you don't think I'm going to fully withdraw all of my characters.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:23 pm
wink you people make me smile.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:25 pm
Kira, it's fine.
I'm just an idiot.
Don't recall all of your characters. Dx
I'm going to take a shower.
Not sure if I'll come back.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:27 pm
i'm the shy quiet type, so screaming in public would be out of character for me..
This campus has been dangerous lately..a student was "mugged" in broad daylight.. i don't want to take my chances at night..
tried thinking about postive things 3nodding too much bad stuff plaguing my mind to let the good stuff help..
..so in the end that didn't work..
i'm in the middle of one of those times where you wish you could go to sleep and wake up and everything that had been bad that happened was a dream and you could make sure those things didn't occur, or could redo those portions of your life..
i have days/periods of times.. like that quite frequently
I was hoping to get my history midterm back today that would have made me happy, if i'd done well which i think i did. but we won't be getting them back till sometime next week.
*sigh* and a lot of things might not be working for me because of the fact that i haven't been sleeping well.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:28 pm
About ninety-five percent of the people I know sicken and disgust me...
Fortunately for you all, you're four percent of the ones that don't.
Your not an idiot Spazz.
And you're not the reason I'm recalling all of my characters.
It's because of the other people. Everytime I get into an Rp with someone I end up getting ditched and it annoys me. Now, due to recent even offline, it infuriates me, just like every other little minor thing these days.
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:37 pm
I think that not sleeping well causes a ton of bad things to go wrong :S
i'm moving, that sucks...
Away from my boy,
away from my friends...
And just two years before highschool and i've gone to that school since K.
Wow...
Though i'm not all "oh boo hoo..." about it, I find it to be a good thing... long story....
well gtg hope everyone gets happeh biggrin
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:44 pm
... yeah.. well it's definatly not making good things happen or helping so..
and yes moving does suck.. i've done it. 3-4 times. and if my dad manages to get a better second job or is called by a church that'll actually be able to pay him for full time work, i'll be moving a 5th time.
at least it's before High School.. and not during.. stare my parents screwed me over because of all the moving we did..
It's good that your not all "boo hoo" about it.. i got really depressed about moving.. all the time.. mostly because of the leaving all my friends behind thing.. and knowing we wouldn't stay in contact.. which surprisingly enough is exactly what happened.. even though i did my best to stay in contact with them.
anyway... it's still a good thing your like that .. i suppose.. depending on the circumstances.
Bye!
*will try to become happy, if i get caught up in my Japanese lab tommorow i'll be happy 3nodding *
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:53 pm
Moving... :: sigh :: Let's not talk about that. Dx I'm moving right now, so I know exactly how you feel Kaha-Michi. > T
And Kira, I'm still here for you, and I'm pretty sure Lunar is. We have your back if you still want to roleplay..
But... just an FYI, I already put Dinin and Kaizen in my Amber Elise book... And the same with VJ and Ash... sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 7:02 pm
*quickly makes drastic attempt to change topic.. *
oOO i realized something ELSE that'll make me happy!
The snow disspearing from my sight, and tommorow being nice and warm with a slight breeze, and sunny!
*hates snow, loves sunlight and warmth.. *
i need something to draw.. i feel like drawing but i don't have anything to draw.. and i don't have any commisions yet so i can't even work on art for other people
plus the fact that i'm running out of sketchbook paper..
which is why my sister offered to buy me a new sketchbook next time she comes into the city and goes shopping 3nodding that made me happy
AND! my sister also said, when i offered yesterday, that if she can find the time between homework and everything else she does, she might Join Mirandal, but first she needs some roleplaying experience i think.. .. and she'll need characters which i offered to draw for her 3nodding
AND today when i asked, since she is now finished getting enough gold to pay me back the gold she owed me, if she was questing for anything.. and she isn't and so she said she'd help me with my questing, since i asked her if she could do it.
and then i'd pay her back for any gold she'd given me for questing.. 3nodding
this stuff made me happy slightly.. the happiness didn't last long...
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Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2007 7:19 pm
.....I might be moving to ninja
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