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 Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 7:18 pm
Shiori Miko WHAT THE ********!? You dumped me. I survived. Two weeks later, you're with some new chick. Okay, I hate you but I'll live. Now Micaela tells me that you told her MONTHS ago that you're a ******** sex addict? I'm shaking I'm so ******** pissed off. And I have Dylan telling me to calm the ******** down because like I'm about to kill someone and I have a guy I used to hate being the only one who can calm me down. Why is my life so ******** up? I don't really know how to help.. so I might be rambling..
Okay so something really similar to this happened to a friend of mine very recently. Her boyfriend went off to college and he just wouldn't talk to her. This went on for a few weeks and eventually he dumped her. I don't know what his exact words were, but they were probably along the lines of "I just don't love you like that anymore".
They agreed to be friends.
Two weeks later he gets a new girlfriend.
He met this chick before he broke up with my friend. He stopped talking to her to "get her used to the idea of not being with him anymore"
She still talks to him.
She isn't over him.
You have every right to be livid. That's really not okay to do. I've noticed that some guys will lie or act in a certain way just so a girl wont get mad at them and they'll be off the hook.
I think the best thing to do for now is to cut off communication. It's gonna suck (trust me, I know), but it's extremely difficult to get over someone if you continue to talk to them. Just my opinion though, from many personal experiences
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 7:24 pm
I feel like I'm hanging by a thread over the edge of the cliff. I feel the help and I appreciate it. No, I love it. Thank you so much for helping me. But maybe I'm a slab of stone refusing to crack. I'm so tense and stressed right now. This isn't normal for me. I should be helping you instead. I'm sorry I'm hogging your attention. I know it'll get better for me. I know it will. It just may take some time. A lot of time. Time I don't have. I hate time. I need more time. Ughhhhh. I'm just confused and stressed. I probably need to sleep. More sleep. No time for sleep. Am I rocking back and forth while typing this? I'm a lunatic. emo
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 7:35 pm
Mickey2146 I feel like I'm hanging by a thread over the edge of the cliff. I feel the help and I appreciate it. No, I love it. Thank you so much for helping me. But maybe I'm a slab of stone refusing to crack. I'm so tense and stressed right now. This isn't normal for me. I should be helping you instead. I'm sorry I'm hogging your attention. I know it'll get better for me. I know it will. It just may take some time. A lot of time. Time I don't have. I hate time. I need more time. Ughhhhh. I'm just confused and stressed. I probably need to sleep. More sleep. No time for sleep. Am I rocking back and forth while typing this? I'm a lunatic. emo *hugs* its what im here for *clings* I love you!!!
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 7:43 pm
Calling Shenanigans Shiori Miko WHAT THE ********!? You dumped me. I survived. Two weeks later, you're with some new chick. Okay, I hate you but I'll live. Now Micaela tells me that you told her MONTHS ago that you're a ******** sex addict? I'm shaking I'm so ******** pissed off. And I have Dylan telling me to calm the ******** down because like I'm about to kill someone and I have a guy I used to hate being the only one who can calm me down. Why is my life so ******** up? I don't really know how to help.. so I might be rambling..
Okay so something really similar to this happened to a friend of mine very recently. Her boyfriend went off to college and he just wouldn't talk to her. This went on for a few weeks and eventually he dumped her. I don't know what his exact words were, but they were probably along the lines of "I just don't love you like that anymore".
They agreed to be friends.
Two weeks later he gets a new girlfriend.
He met this chick before he broke up with my friend. He stopped talking to her to "get her used to the idea of not being with him anymore"
She still talks to him.
She isn't over him.
You have every right to be livid. That's really not okay to do. I've noticed that some guys will lie or act in a certain way just so a girl wont get mad at them and they'll be off the hook.
I think the best thing to do for now is to cut off communication. It's gonna suck (trust me, I know), but it's extremely difficult to get over someone if you continue to talk to them. Just my opinion though, from many personal experiences Oh I'm ******** over him. Not as much as I would like, but even if he came groveling back it's not happening. But he needs to know how he hurt me. My "big brother" may think he's the scum of the earth but I don't. The way he looked at me when he had just broken my heart showed he hated doing it. I want him to know how pissed I am at him. I want him to know I hate him. I want him to know all of OUR friends were there for me when I cried. I want him to know that if he did this s**t on purpose he's going to have no friends. People who were friends with him long before I knew them will hate him for this. I know if his mother knows what he did, even she's going to be pissed at him for it. He's not gonna be off the hook. If he purposely did this, everyone in his life will either be pissed at him or never talk to him again.
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 11:22 pm
Having doubts if I should report those pervert guilds, most probably mass reporting, or just leave them alone. I don't really worry about some of them, but some get highly detailed in their roleplays that they anger me, they don't have any age limit, and you know kids know how to lie about age. What if perv kids read those and get highly inspired to be sex maniacs? -.-
I've been reading everyday for some time, to see if I should do it. I reported one of them some time ago, but got discouraged to report again when I learned that that guild I reported was still there, unharmed, and still operating even until now with their plays with sexual desires, from rape to plain lust. -.-
Why Gaia? Why? gonk
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 12:29 pm
So for the past three days, I've been having really bad pain in my lower right abdomen. So today I finally went to the clinic on campus, figuring said pain was probably a bad thing. I get told there, "Uh, you should probably go to the ER, it's probably appendicitis." So I do. Get blood drawn, no elevated white blood cell count, so that rules out any infection (and thereby appendicitis). It also rules out a urinary tract infection, which was the other likely possibility.
Nope. Turns out I have an ovarian cyst. If I didn't hate my ovaries before, I certainly do now. It freaking hurts, and because of it I had to get a pelvic exam. And tomorrow an ultrasound. Hear that sound? It's my head, hitting my desk.
At least the doctors believed me and didn't make me get a pregnancy test first. That always pisses me off, when they assume that because I'm nineteen, there's a likelihood of me being irresponsible or lying about the fact that there's no physical possibility of me being pregnant.
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 12:56 pm
Just shut the ******** up!! you stupid ******** cow!you can be soo hurtful at times
"you shouldve known and saved up and worked and blah blah"
I did work, I did save up but that stupid ******** b*****d took everything and then then I had to pick up the slack and help everyone get to their feet and you just turn around and blame and yell at me?
I wish you could just leave me alone at times
you just dump and dump things already know on me again and again
im doing my best and i dont need someone like you set me back to stage 1 everytime
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:14 pm
Miss Amelia Pond So for the past three days, I've been having really bad pain in my lower right abdomen. So today I finally went to the clinic on campus, figuring said pain was probably a bad thing. I get told there, "Uh, you should probably go to the ER, it's probably appendicitis." So I do. Get blood drawn, no elevated white blood cell count, so that rules out any infection (and thereby appendicitis). It also rules out a urinary tract infection, which was the other likely possibility.
Nope. Turns out I have an ovarian cyst. If I didn't hate my ovaries before, I certainly do now. It freaking hurts, and because of it I had to get a pelvic exam. And tomorrow an ultrasound. Hear that sound? It's my head, hitting my desk.
At least the doctors believed me and didn't make me get a pregnancy test first. That always pisses me off, when they assume that because I'm nineteen, there's a likelihood of me being irresponsible or lying about the fact that there's no physical possibility of me being pregnant.
I had to have a pelvic ultrasound done after one pelvic exam because the doctor felt something odd. It's awkward because the ultrasound wand looks like a giant d***o and it gets twisted around in you all kinds of weird ways, but it doesn't hurt. Pap smears are more painful, imo, so the ultrasound's not much to worry about.
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:20 pm
I don't belong here anymore
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:22 pm
Cannibal Horsey I don't belong here anymore
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:25 pm
Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey I don't belong here anymore
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:28 pm
Cannibal Horsey Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey I don't belong here anymore
Just take a hiatus until Halloween is over?
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:34 pm
Miss Amelia Pond So for the past three days, I've been having really bad pain in my lower right abdomen. So today I finally went to the clinic on campus, figuring said pain was probably a bad thing. I get told there, "Uh, you should probably go to the ER, it's probably appendicitis." So I do. Get blood drawn, no elevated white blood cell count, so that rules out any infection (and thereby appendicitis). It also rules out a urinary tract infection, which was the other likely possibility.
Nope. Turns out I have an ovarian cyst. If I didn't hate my ovaries before, I certainly do now. It freaking hurts, and because of it I had to get a pelvic exam. And tomorrow an ultrasound. Hear that sound? It's my head, hitting my desk.
At least the doctors believed me and didn't make me get a pregnancy test first. That always pisses me off, when they assume that because I'm nineteen, there's a likelihood of me being irresponsible or lying about the fact that there's no physical possibility of me being pregnant.
ug, ovarian cysts suck. I had one when I was 15, it burst and I had to get emergency surgery. At least they believed you when you said something was wrong, they didn't believe there was anything wrong with me until they got the results from the CAT scan back and saw my stomach was filled with blood. It still hurt for quite a bit after surgery too, though the pain killers really help a lot (If it's hurting a lot now maybe you should ask for more pain killers, they sometimes are willing to give more). I hope you feel better sooner rather than later. Good luck! (/hugs)
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:35 pm
Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey I don't belong here anymore
Just take a hiatus until Halloween is over?
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 1:37 pm
Cannibal Horsey Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey Dystopian Lover Cannibal Horsey I don't belong here anymore
Just take a hiatus until Halloween is over?
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